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Friday, April 30, 2010 11:54 PM
i really want this ordeal to be over.. cause it seems like after this. many many many things would be better .
perhaps one day i will believe in it. :)
Thursday, April 29, 2010 7:59 PM
its 8 ..
im not gonna post till ..
AFTER THE WHOLE EXAMSSS
3 weeks of no touching phone much
3 weeks of no touching com
3 weeks of less tele
3 weeks of less wii
3 weeks of less xbox
3 weeks of less play
after exam ...
ONE MONTH OF SMSING LIKE SHIT
ONE MONTH OF BEING HOOKED ON COM
ONE MONTH OF COUCH POTATO
ONE MONTH OF WII MADNESS. HARVEST MOON.
ONE MONTH OF HALO
ONE MONTH OF CELEBRATION
HAHAHAHAHAA
okay
but now study hard
feeling tired more and more !!!
lets try our best !!!!!!!! :) :D
Friday, April 23, 2010 9:36 PM
at first i got talk to lynn then okay le
really
i learnt to understand and everything more
and things that are not to me.
think on the good side.
really just.. ya
unless affecting me .
but then i see the fb .
then what am i supposed to do.
7:48 PM
so many things today happened !!!
we finished the dance !!!!!!
finally .!
after super long ..
then very cool !!!
okay. la . =)
quite cute. lols
kaixin saw the dance !!
and i finished the chem test !!!!!!!!!
oh yeah
so feeling like burden gone .
quite happy happy today =)
just many thoughts .
angry at nobody .
just thoughts ..
-why dump your friends like shit. previously for 'better' friends and come back to them ?
dont let the same thing happen again .
-and you cant expect people to come to you !!!
all these is not relating me . but the friends and friends around me .
so i dont know !!!
then.. sometimes i dont know what should i do also !!!!
for myself? or for the others?
gah .
myes coming !!!
LETS GO PLAY LIKE CRAZY AFTER !!!
Thursday, April 22, 2010 7:41 PM
i was sick today !! and yesterday !!!
and i tried studying .
but failed !!!
only study two chapters .
oh man
still cramming later.
anyway i wanna thank all the dumb dumbs for yesterday in school.
the get wells .
lols
you know who you are !!
thanks jeidy for her super 风油 !!
and the friends who came to visit !!!
and the people who messaged and are still messaging me now if im okay and everything!!!
and the people who gave me tissue !!
and those who allow me to lean on them when i was feeling weak even tho i was a walking virus !!
and those whom i could tell understand how i felt !!
and the get wells soon!!
and the go home now.!! LOL
taa da
i missed a whole maths lesson. >.>
not from kaye but from margret. = die
plus i realise that norilah is really good.
jons 'father' is a horrible teacher.
and i have to take chem test and phys test still !!!
and how to do chinese LC. ?!?!
bye!!!!!!
:D
Tuesday, April 20, 2010 8:37 PM
TODAY WAS A DAMN WAA DAY.
emoed twice .
almost puked twice.
1. seeing a lot of blood from flow from xy fall .
2. cutting a fking bloody chiken liver into two. after eating recess
high A LOOOOT .
laughed a lott ..
stressed a lot ..
felt giddy?
2 hours nonstop concentration 10 of us alone time with dinghong laoshi. learning total new dance.
and at the end of the day had a quite bad headache with all the drama today .
TAA DA .
like really
super vomitty. emo. tiring. happy day .
lols.
but quite okay !!!
learnt a few things. that people cant read other minds. but as long as they realise and are willing to change its okay !
and i really hate it when you promise over 5times but can never do it cause you simply dont know and dare to tell the other person. EVEN when the other person WILL understand and accept one!
Sunday, April 18, 2010 2:00 PM
and and LAST NIGHT .
even tho i din go acidenda ..
gah ..
I PLAYED HALO 2
LOL
but its the old xbox !!!
played for one hour plus.
LOL
DAMN HIGH .
with sis and dad .
hahas.
AFTER MYE HALO AGAIN PLEASE. and thank you .
:D :D :D
1:50 PM
IM SAD OVER A HAPPPY REASONNNNNNNNNNNNN
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i wanna go acienda
acidenda acidenda .
BUT NO .
ITS OVER
DAMNNNNNN
but thanks for those who messaged and talk to me
haha
im better already
:D
Friday, April 16, 2010 10:39 PM
would you feel good. if youre trying your best. but things never work out.
would you feel good if you had to choose between what you love. and what you must.
and people expect you to choose what you love first .
would you feel good if people are scoring As but all youre getting is a passing grade.
would you feel good if you feel like theres never a break
would you feel good if you hear about many many people crying
would you feel good if you suck at something. even after trying .
would you feel good if youre tired but you can never stop.
would you feel good if you feel what others is feeling when they tell you their troubles .
would you feel good if this was mutiplied by 5 times
would you feel good if you feel exactly like them. and you cant do anything about it .
would you feel good if the person you depended on the most. left you.
would you feel good if you hear shoutings every night
would you feel good if one day you suddenly snapped when you cant help it any longer.
would you feel good if you realised what you said hurt somebody
would you feel good if you know some of them will leave you when you say the truth
would you feel good if all these happened to you at the same time?
i do feel good. that i know my friends are there for me
i do feel good that i have people to depend on
i do feel good that i am doing well in what i love
i do feel good when i feel the satisfaction of my own effort
i do feel good when i know i managed to cheer someone else up
i do feel good when i know that i will not ever be left out
i do feel good when i am with the people i trust a lot
i do feel good when i am improving
i would feel good. when all these happen at the same time .
but is it enough ?
Thursday, April 15, 2010 10:02 PM
celebration of free thursdayyy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tytyty
okay
im feeling a little happier nowadays !!!
and trying to learn to let go still
so many people encountering problems .
and falling sick .
sucks man
the ballet exam was okay !!!!!!!
quite fun !!!!!!
now grade 8 le .
HOHOHO
HEH .
bonding with many many people .
learning not to have doubts .
im scolding/lecturing my friends these few days. lols
its not out of hatred or dislike .
more like care and irritated .
LOL
and i rather say things to face than to other people .
or to contain and bomba sooner or later .
and they dont even realise that i was angry .LOL
BUT YUPPPP !!!!!!
QUITE OKAYYY
MIDDYEARS COMING
LETS ALL CELEBRATE AFTER MYES YEAH .
GO OUT .
OUTINGS
EVERYTHING ..
NOW LETS STUDY
LIKE SHIT
TOMORROW WILL BE A HAPPY DAY .
FRIDAY
BYEBYE !!!
NO COMMONTESTTTT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, April 10, 2010 1:55 PM
im feeling less enthu now and everything ..
probably cause of MYEs . homework .
pressure .
rumors ?
people tell my bad stuffs about others ..
some of which i really wish i dint hear .
cause it will cause my impression of that person to change .
unless i try to forget it .
then the rumors .
not very bad rumors .
just very curious questions .
what can i do ?
i feel like im having no life although i know i very much have a life .
damn .
but as usual . love friends and everything
:)
the seniors left us yesterday .
miss them like mad .
its like they were part of dance ?
and now part of it is gone .
they were also very close to us .
for all you know. closer than we are to OUR juniors .
so yup ..
like big sisters gone .
and syfs next year .
stress stress more stress .
dance exam coming .
OH MAN
tuesday .
going school only for cca .
i want to try to get distinction .
but im not confident .
the moment i feel nervous. everything might be gone .
so i hope .
:)
results sucks more and more .
sec 3 is tiring man .
and my tution teach tells me uni is equally hard .
dont like the education system .
>.>
maybe i post again when i feel more enthu .
:))
yup yup!!
stay happy !!!!!!!
Sunday, April 4, 2010 9:51 PM
LOL
im supposed to eat apple.
and my reward is a apple pie.
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Friday, April 30, 2010 11:54 PM
i really want this ordeal to be over.. cause it seems like after this. many many many things would be better .
perhaps one day i will believe in it. :)
Thursday, April 29, 2010 7:59 PM
its 8 ..
im not gonna post till ..
AFTER THE WHOLE EXAMSSS
3 weeks of no touching phone much
3 weeks of no touching com
3 weeks of less tele
3 weeks of less wii
3 weeks of less xbox
3 weeks of less play
after exam ...
ONE MONTH OF SMSING LIKE SHIT
ONE MONTH OF BEING HOOKED ON COM
ONE MONTH OF COUCH POTATO
ONE MONTH OF WII MADNESS. HARVEST MOON.
ONE MONTH OF HALO
ONE MONTH OF CELEBRATION
HAHAHAHAHAA
okay
but now study hard
feeling tired more and more !!!
lets try our best !!!!!!!! :) :D
Friday, April 23, 2010 9:36 PM
at first i got talk to lynn then okay le
really
i learnt to understand and everything more
and things that are not to me.
think on the good side.
really just.. ya
unless affecting me .
but then i see the fb .
then what am i supposed to do.
7:48 PM
so many things today happened !!!
we finished the dance !!!!!!
finally .!
after super long ..
then very cool !!!
okay. la . =)
quite cute. lols
kaixin saw the dance !!
and i finished the chem test !!!!!!!!!
oh yeah
so feeling like burden gone .
quite happy happy today =)
just many thoughts .
angry at nobody .
just thoughts ..
-why dump your friends like shit. previously for 'better' friends and come back to them ?
dont let the same thing happen again .
-and you cant expect people to come to you !!!
all these is not relating me . but the friends and friends around me .
so i dont know !!!
then.. sometimes i dont know what should i do also !!!!
for myself? or for the others?
gah .
myes coming !!!
LETS GO PLAY LIKE CRAZY AFTER !!!
Thursday, April 22, 2010 7:41 PM
i was sick today !! and yesterday !!!
and i tried studying .
but failed !!!
only study two chapters .
oh man
still cramming later.
anyway i wanna thank all the dumb dumbs for yesterday in school.
the get wells .
lols
you know who you are !!
thanks jeidy for her super 风油 !!
and the friends who came to visit !!!
and the people who messaged and are still messaging me now if im okay and everything!!!
and the people who gave me tissue !!
and those who allow me to lean on them when i was feeling weak even tho i was a walking virus !!
and those whom i could tell understand how i felt !!
and the get wells soon!!
and the go home now.!! LOL
taa da
i missed a whole maths lesson. >.>
not from kaye but from margret. = die
plus i realise that norilah is really good.
jons 'father' is a horrible teacher.
and i have to take chem test and phys test still !!!
and how to do chinese LC. ?!?!
bye!!!!!!
:D
Tuesday, April 20, 2010 8:37 PM
TODAY WAS A DAMN WAA DAY.
emoed twice .
almost puked twice.
1. seeing a lot of blood from flow from xy fall .
2. cutting a fking bloody chiken liver into two. after eating recess
high A LOOOOT .
laughed a lott ..
stressed a lot ..
felt giddy?
2 hours nonstop concentration 10 of us alone time with dinghong laoshi. learning total new dance.
and at the end of the day had a quite bad headache with all the drama today .
TAA DA .
like really
super vomitty. emo. tiring. happy day .
lols.
but quite okay !!!
learnt a few things. that people cant read other minds. but as long as they realise and are willing to change its okay !
and i really hate it when you promise over 5times but can never do it cause you simply dont know and dare to tell the other person. EVEN when the other person WILL understand and accept one!
Sunday, April 18, 2010 2:00 PM
and and LAST NIGHT .
even tho i din go acidenda ..
gah ..
I PLAYED HALO 2
LOL
but its the old xbox !!!
played for one hour plus.
LOL
DAMN HIGH .
with sis and dad .
hahas.
AFTER MYE HALO AGAIN PLEASE. and thank you .
:D :D :D
1:50 PM
IM SAD OVER A HAPPPY REASONNNNNNNNNNNNN
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i wanna go acienda
acidenda acidenda .
BUT NO .
ITS OVER
DAMNNNNNN
but thanks for those who messaged and talk to me
haha
im better already
:D
Friday, April 16, 2010 10:39 PM
would you feel good. if youre trying your best. but things never work out.
would you feel good if you had to choose between what you love. and what you must.
and people expect you to choose what you love first .
would you feel good if people are scoring As but all youre getting is a passing grade.
would you feel good if you feel like theres never a break
would you feel good if you hear about many many people crying
would you feel good if you suck at something. even after trying .
would you feel good if youre tired but you can never stop.
would you feel good if you feel what others is feeling when they tell you their troubles .
would you feel good if this was mutiplied by 5 times
would you feel good if you feel exactly like them. and you cant do anything about it .
would you feel good if the person you depended on the most. left you.
would you feel good if you hear shoutings every night
would you feel good if one day you suddenly snapped when you cant help it any longer.
would you feel good if you realised what you said hurt somebody
would you feel good if you know some of them will leave you when you say the truth
would you feel good if all these happened to you at the same time?
i do feel good. that i know my friends are there for me
i do feel good that i have people to depend on
i do feel good that i am doing well in what i love
i do feel good when i feel the satisfaction of my own effort
i do feel good when i know i managed to cheer someone else up
i do feel good when i know that i will not ever be left out
i do feel good when i am with the people i trust a lot
i do feel good when i am improving
i would feel good. when all these happen at the same time .
but is it enough ?
Thursday, April 15, 2010 10:02 PM
celebration of free thursdayyy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tytyty
okay
im feeling a little happier nowadays !!!
and trying to learn to let go still
so many people encountering problems .
and falling sick .
sucks man
the ballet exam was okay !!!!!!!
quite fun !!!!!!
now grade 8 le .
HOHOHO
HEH .
bonding with many many people .
learning not to have doubts .
im scolding/lecturing my friends these few days. lols
its not out of hatred or dislike .
more like care and irritated .
LOL
and i rather say things to face than to other people .
or to contain and bomba sooner or later .
and they dont even realise that i was angry .LOL
BUT YUPPPP !!!!!!
QUITE OKAYYY
MIDDYEARS COMING
LETS ALL CELEBRATE AFTER MYES YEAH .
GO OUT .
OUTINGS
EVERYTHING ..
NOW LETS STUDY
LIKE SHIT
TOMORROW WILL BE A HAPPY DAY .
FRIDAY
BYEBYE !!!
NO COMMONTESTTTT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, April 10, 2010 1:55 PM
im feeling less enthu now and everything ..
probably cause of MYEs . homework .
pressure .
rumors ?
people tell my bad stuffs about others ..
some of which i really wish i dint hear .
cause it will cause my impression of that person to change .
unless i try to forget it .
then the rumors .
not very bad rumors .
just very curious questions .
what can i do ?
i feel like im having no life although i know i very much have a life .
damn .
but as usual . love friends and everything
:)
the seniors left us yesterday .
miss them like mad .
its like they were part of dance ?
and now part of it is gone .
they were also very close to us .
for all you know. closer than we are to OUR juniors .
so yup ..
like big sisters gone .
and syfs next year .
stress stress more stress .
dance exam coming .
OH MAN
tuesday .
going school only for cca .
i want to try to get distinction .
but im not confident .
the moment i feel nervous. everything might be gone .
so i hope .
:)
results sucks more and more .
sec 3 is tiring man .
and my tution teach tells me uni is equally hard .
dont like the education system .
>.>
maybe i post again when i feel more enthu .
:))
yup yup!!
stay happy !!!!!!!
Sunday, April 4, 2010 9:51 PM
LOL
im supposed to eat apple.
and my reward is a apple pie.
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my P R O F I L E
the initials are YL.
dear reader,
hello. how are you? my name is cyl aka jaslly a cranky female. im going to be 14 on 2703 of 2009, but for now, im currently living the number 14.
when i am officially 15, another year down till my peaceful death at 80. And , i love dance a lot.
although i am living in ward 14, i go to 2/5 of commonwealth room daily. this is the place where i usually get more hyper then usual. i really like the people there and learnt many things from them for my encaged life.
however much i dislike the adults there, i have to learn to like them . i also learn subjects like english maths chinese that i dread a lot.
no matter what, i will still miss the old 6a of cckps where there were psychologists, siewyi jane cheryl chingwei yanting minghui magdalene sinyi. all the fun happy naive times there are missed greatly by this mentally unstable person.
oh well, im still enjoying my life full of ups and downs .
:D
a strange person,
jaslly.
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being F O U R T E E N
14 random facts about me.
ONE basically this section is really random.
TWO i am seriously lack of sleep.
THREE majority of my life is being rotted away.
FOUR im not gonna be a saint and claim that i have no hates.
FIVE i hate people who hate me. seriously
SIX i dun tink there is anything else i hate.
SEVEN as usual, i like the people around me.
EIGHT when im angry/sad/afraid, my fingers turn cold.
NINE when im bored, i like to eat.
TEN but im not as fat as you think. =)
ELEVEN i am seriously bucking up for all my studies.
TWELVE i will score higher for all my subjects.
THIRTEEN this column is really random.
oh yea. last and least
FOURTEEN one fact you may not know ... im beginning to .. enjoy studying . =D
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2009 R E S O L U T I O N S
i shall try my best to enjoy the year.
will be updated at later date.
=D
2008 R E S O L U T I O N S
my weird wishes.
1. a never ending 2007
2. my last day in cckps a fun one
3. to get rid of mdm teo
4. have a enjoyable year being a newbie as a commonwealthian
5. to have a good teacher ms wong rocks
6. for everything to stay as good as it is
--there were ups and downs, but i am still happy!
7. STAY HAPPY AND LAUGH 4EVA!!!
--i might seems crazy if that happens . :D
8. be more hardworking successful?
9. save more $$ for new handphone
10. NOT get addicted to computer i am not ! =)
11. stop being stupid and do weel in exams
12. try to have sufficient amount of sleep this will be never
13. improve chinese?
14. cherish stuff as it is...
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chua chu kang pri school .
i miss it.
i guess this column will be here forever.
there is ISNT
a lesson in cckps FOREVER
not more friends
teachers
the one and only day i will go sch as pernormal.......
is only in my dreams.....
where everything was fun and exciting....
sometimes boring upset
but no more days other than that..........
On 22 nov 2007...
the last and final day of sch...
my presence in this school will cease to exist
those corridors i have grown accustomed to...
will all belong to someone else
i guess thats wad graduation means...
its the same as PARTING
all i got to say now
thank you for all the fun you've given me
thanks for your guidance and help
THANK YOU for your presence in my life
GOODBYE and we shall meet again in
the..F.U.T.U.R.E !!
6A is missed =)
thank you. :D
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