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since 1st jan 2009
Friday, March 4, 2011 8:24 PM

TODAY WAS A REALLY TIRING BUT RELAXED DAY FOR ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cause of dance and some care ..
it was one of my happier day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday was quite fun too !
me and ver were faking ang moh acent in the train ~
and the look of commuters were PRICELESS LOL
we acted like bitches man
LOL
then people kept turning towards us .
made me burst out laughing halfway while we faked accent !!!!!!
but really very fun !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahas
today wasnt a fun day ..
but a really happy happy day
like ...................

the whole day was = dance !!!!!!!!!!!
morning rehearsal
afternoon normal sessions !!!
it was tiring but in between was fun !!!

we had syf rehearsal at the real stage !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT WAS COOOL
BUT NOT NEAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that was a disaster !!!!
and i danced with my heart and with an empty stomach !!!
feeling unwell !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so when i reached school.. had practical session ..
phys ...
I FELT SO HORRIBLE

HORRIBLE ISNT EVEN GOOOD ENOUGH TO DESCRIBE HOW I FELT .
IT WAS.....
SO .....
DEAD....?
BEYOND WORDS .

like i felt so dead.
so weak trying to do a PHYSICS practical ..
couldnt even move about properly . only felt like lying down ...
so lifeless .. dragged my dead body around merely with my mind ..
HORRIBLE ..

m.s talked to me today ..
and i really really felt much better ..


i want to start of with a letter to C.F
dear c.f,
thanks a lot for today. your encouragement and care really really really really ..
made me feel better and happier ..
youre like one of the kindest people i have ever ever ever met ...
i didnt even need to reach out for your help.
yet you were there, giving me a helping hand.
and for that i must must thank you .
for being so understanding. and caring .
i could tell that you werent faking . and you tried your best to help me .
after comforting you tried jokes ... that wasnt very funny .
LOL. but it still worked . surprisingly after that i felt much better !!!
so i dont know if its physcological or not !!!
still..really really really thanks a lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot for being there .
even when i dint expect it ..
:D
thank you !

hahas
YEAHHH
after that
felt the world lift off my shoulders !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
happier x10
higher than the happy meter ..
dingdingding !!!

played with jinggy jodie zhenyi chloe lynn
then with jon xav
had fun shooting here and there !!

went dance early and got a bit high LOL
but when dance part felt so TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
cause like in morning alr dance like so hard ..
gave my 200% effort ...
then back in dance room have to dance ........
AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
and one dance its so tiring ..
breathless..
we danced like 6 times today !!!!
plus i din feel well !

hahas
the good thing is
DANCE RELEASED EARLY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAH MAN
INSTEAD OF 5.. IT WAS 430
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
it might seem like a mere 30mins
BUT ITS REALLY A LOT
INSTEAD OF 30MIN OF FULLL EXERCISE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D :D hehhehheh

got happy and took quite a few photos !!!!!!!! hahas ..
random photos us sec4s !!!
with ver .. hopefully she will post sooon !
but it was quite fun !!

then went home !
hahas
everything felt better ..
weeeeee
like .. better
tho theres still like many things i was thinking bout ..
but at least its still there .
now the question is ..
To What Extent ?

hahas
today was a reliving day ..
going meet ver tomorrow
next sat meeting radiance andrea coming my house !!!
i really want plan xbox day too
:D
and we bought new wii game !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehheh.
hope your day was a happy one too !!!
cause there will always be happy things around waiting for you to realise !!!!
appreciate everything around !! :)

i love my friends and family :)