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Saturday, July 30, 2011 11:25 AM

yesterday my life was over dramatised.
i cried in school.
and seriously got followed by a stalker that went up and down the stairs like 3times .

whoa

but yesterday and today morning was kinda cool ..
I LOOOOOOVE the company of my friends ,
family too duh. but theyre different .

talked to lynn and radiance about EVERYTHING i have been bottling up .
like WHOAAAAAAAAA
at first i felt so 'heavy' i couldnt even walk properly .
the moment they found a seat . i sat down and put my head on the table .
next thing they know .
there was a swimming pool at where my head was.
and i told them whatever i was hiding HAHAHAHAHA

and after that we joked about china eating grasshoppers.
LOL
like food chain.
sucrose in plants -> aphids -> ladybugs ->

grasshoppers ->

crazy china people

i then said nihao in the freaky china tone
and went to the pond and acted like a scavenger looking for grasshoppers

LOL we all had a laugh .
the whole thing yesterday was quite cool ...
and i got high and i felt my heart was SERIOUSLY LIGHTER.
like you can float the lighter .
its hard to explain but i think that only happens when i really vomit out everything in your heart.
to the right people

HAHAHAHAHA

anyways i guess i will be temporarily closing this blog soon.
cause of some idiot .
lets wait until the matter blows over ..

CANT WAIT FOR MY COUSINS TO COME HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

time i study alr
BYE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, July 23, 2011 12:33 PM

heys..
i feel very blur ...
LOL

like recently i received my results.
there was a gianormous improvement ..
and it wasnt for one subject only .. it was for 3 .
like wow. ....
really cant believe it .
i used to be the one who would look at others .
and think 'wow. envious of their scores.'
or 'i will never be able to reach their standard'
but i did. one way or another
and i really cant believe it .

lols of course my results werent THATTT great .
duh
just much better for me
and i will strive to improve
just that im like in a state of shock .
since i was always always lagging behind my circle of friends .
who all influenced me positively .
suddenly im up to their standard .
and i didnt even predict this .
i would never imagine that it is possible.

so ...
COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahaha

of course thats only for 3 science.
but i was aiming for that cause of the banding thing .
tho phys was a disapointment .
:(
i will study harder for phys !!!!
slack a bit on bio ..
and TARGET ON MATHS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

94 more days ...
ahhhhhhhhhhh

a few days ago ..
wednesday i thnk.
i went for nanyang audition !!!!!!
it was cool ...
the whole experience .
at first i was quite very very nervous !!!!
especially the night before ... kept practicing for like 2hours despite the science mcq the next day!!!
and i dint touch studying much that day too !!!
very very very very very very very very scared !!!
had a lot of well wishes from the peopl around me !!! :DD
then i was so scared cause i went all the way to lorong chuan alone !!!
but i made a friend with another girl who was also alone for audition !
her name is rachel ! she is very very very nice !!!
the seniors there were also very very very very nice !!!!!!!!!!!!!
and nanyang is kinda like my dream sch !!!
the people . infrastucture there !!!!
atmosphere and everything !!!!!
the audition went okay .. ...
hopefully i will get in !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if not .. i will still try by studies !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lynn told me its possible !!!
i hope so too !

oh yeah
one of the reason why i am very very very happy is cause...
for chem ...
multiple choice i had a score of 31/40 !!!
okok ..
then for the writing one . section B or smth .
i had a score of.. 41/50 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL
but sucked like shit for the last part .
10/30
HAHAHAHAHAHA

very very very proud of myself .
lols
i thought i wouldnt do well at all !!!!

so really kinda happy .
but at the same time like ..
feel like ..
ughhhhhhhhh for others.
some dont even bother studying much.
its as if .. their living in their own world .
and i feel so sick of trying to nag at them.. but at this rate they wont do !
then another group is people who really studied hard but no results !!
so i hope they will pull through too !!!
YOU CAN DO IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thats why my minds in a whirl .
now that everything settled/ranted .
oh yeah i have a new fav song !!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SRXxpKj-9sY
v v v v v v nice !!!
TIME TO EAT ICE CREAM AND STUDY MAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

94 MORE DAYS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JINGGY !!!
YESTERDAY WAS FUN !!!!!!!

Saturday, July 16, 2011 9:26 AM

hello !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes terday was super fun for me !!!
i went to watch HARRY POTTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

HAHHAHAHAHAHA
very very cool
actually the movie was okok ba
i think it was nice cause i watched with jiayi joey lynn
HAHAHAHA
then really fun
but both me and jiayi felt sleepy ... after one week of examinations !!!!
not to fear !!
weekend is here !!!

then then very very cool..
after the movie .. we seperated ..
i remained in jp and . . .. . .
MET UP WITH RADIANCE
HAHAHA
super fun
like .......
rarely dinner with her ...
talked a lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot
bonded and everything ..!!! :D
talked bout ... upbringing . problems . future ... good people .
LOL
potential good girlfriends and boyfriends :D
just very very fun .. cause we understand each other quite well ...
i think im in love with radiance lynn jiayi joey
like a lesbian
heh heh heh ...
*winks*

but another main reason why im so happy is cause
MAJOR EXAMS ARE OVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOO HOOOO
okay not the super ultra major one .
just the mini major one
prelims !!!!
but its not really over
but more or less over
not to fear, yl will NEVER SLACK !!!
at most slack a bit bit bit
surprisingly i really dint feel that this week was a torture ..
even tho i came home and mug and meet someone and mug .
made the study times better .
so i am thankful !!!

i learnt to take everything with a pinch of salt man !!!
as in like ... not heckcare about things around you
more like not crying over split milk ..
and just learn and move on !!!
so feel good

and quite proud of myself cause .....
I WAS SICK TWICE THIS WEEK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i survived
even when i wasnt seriously unwell ... i was a bit bit sick .
felt uncomfortable !!!
but i told myself not to let it affect my studies !!!!!!!!
and it dint !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D
except on thurs when it was extremely bad :D
now i really appreciate the joy of having a healthy body man .
tho this will NOT stop me from eating junk food
HAHAHAHAHAHA

even now a bit sick .
you know !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have this sore throat thingy in my throat for like one week ..
then yesterday cause exams half over i felt more hyper and screamed more and everything .
met with friends and hper hyper
AND HAD A VERY UNGLAM PHOTO WITH VERNICE PHONE LOL
then like screamed and stuffs ...
and now my throat is REALLY REALLY BAD
like even when im not talking it kinda feels uncomfortable
and this morning i woke up with a manly rusty zhao-xia voice
LOL

but overall, i feel very very happy !!!!

BYE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TIME TO STUDY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OR SLEEP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Friday, July 8, 2011 6:41 PM

i check my stats of my blog almost every time i post.
for fun :)
always ALWAYS surprised.
cause i seldom post stuffs.

anyway ..
THE HEAT IS ON

CHANG CHANG CHANG
prelims ON MONDAY .
CHANG CHANG CHANG

this must be one of the worst weeks EVER.
chinese Os
bio spa
chem spa
phys spa

next week
prelims for almost everything

my phys spa sucked
but but but I GOTTA THANK THOSE WHO CHEERED ME UP :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and yesterday AFTER SCHOOL WAS FUN !!!
SOME-BODY accidentally spit saliva like ..... hehehe
4 or 5 times in total .
and and and
formed a new friendship LOL
like .. reintroduced ?
very very cool
and memorable .
I WILL TRY TO REMEMBER :D

anyway this whole period sucks
of course except for the times when i hyper and play with my friends
oh yea
i love 4m people
i love some 4i people
and love some 4a people .
and perhaps some others in other classes like a duck .

still ....
THE HEAT IS ON !!!

on the bright side
IM GOING TO AUDITION FOR ..
NAN YANG JUNIOR COLLEGE AND ANDERSON JC
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
got accepted by application
of course, thats only the first step .
but it IS one step :D

frankly speaking .
i dont wanna go AJ.
heard some .. stories?
so IDK MAN !!!

hais
but i am still very happy in sch
time to grit my teeth and study hard .
happy that i have everything i want..
close girlfriends
close guyfriends
friends
classmates
family
a bit of spare cash
high metabolic rate so i can eat .!!!!!
and stuffs like that
tho i really miss dance :( like the activity itself...

EH BUT SERIOUSLY THIS WHOLE PERIOD IM SO GETTING FATTER .
LIKE EVERYDAY IN ORDER TO MOTIVATE MYSELF TO STUDY HARD .
I COME HOME AND EAT ICE CREAM .
IMAGINE DOING THAT FOR 14DAYS
hahahahaha

but the ice cream is frigggggin HAIIGEN DIAZ CAREMEL BISCUITS .
SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE

hehehe
thanks for eveerything !
bye !!!
who ever is reading ..
study hard too !!!!!!
or if you are a junior ..
PLAY HARD MAN
^^