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Wednesday, September 12, 2012 3:24 AM

this is a really really rare post.
its 3am now and im 2 weeks to promos.
jc life have been really really hetic.. i barely have time to play. its like every second theres something to do.
now i cant even eat without studying. except on weekends.
the fear of not being promoted is scarier than i expected.. waay more scary than ive ever imagined .
its like repeating one whole year again of all this stress.
tho ill consider retaking in J2. Uturn. but thats another story !
haha wanted to be like emo and think a lot but im playing 1D song so feeling a bit too happy. LOL

ver is really really like my bff now oh my i think shell be my friend for life.
its like just today i took mrt with her and its like i told her everything everything.
sad things . angry things . and even awkward things .
and we had a great laugh hahahaha
i think shes like a very very good friend now like seriously.
like its so serious i can read her mind and hear her thoughts like almost every second im with her?
haha partially cause she tells me almost everything on her mind anyway.
i promise if she gets a boyfriend ill be the first to inspect if he deserves her !

that being said.
i really miss lynn a lot.
tho what comforts me is that i know shes missing me too ! and that shell support me no matter what.
so does my parents. cousins. grandparents. gonggong in heaven. radiance. and even some other teachers. mrs loh whom i treat as like my second mum.

ill never forget that day i went back commonwealth.
i really almost broke into tears when i mrs loh ! its not gonna be the first time anyway hahaha.
and its like seeing the whole commonwealthians. 4M. and dance friends. and random friends. and seeing lester in css .
like oh my time turned back one year ago.
idk how to explain.. its like the reminder that u have a home here?
had a home here?
im so damn appreciative to mrs loh. ms chia. its like words cant even describe how much i feel i owe them. not to mention joey and lynn are really like my younger teachers too. i asked them endless number of questions and they just kept helping me with so much patience. i still remember in sec 3 joey used dance break time to explain to me cause i told her i didnt get it.!

omg i feel like i just went back in time.

on the other second hand, i love nanyangjc !
like seriously.
especially 1215 girls omg they like make the world a brighter place LOL
they will never ever like forsake a person.
even tho theres so many of us. no one ever gets left behind.
and during breaks we will just talk and discuss and all laugh together.
and their characters are like all omfg damn good.
i remember the first month i was so shocked about how ... genuinely caring? all 6 girls were.
how honest. not proud. kind. tactful. not so hardworking LOL but funny. everyone was
it reminds me of like seeing lynn just x6 of them.
i tweeted about it.. then my friend asked if they were faking.
i wasnt sure cause it was only one month!
but after err 8 months i dare say that 1215 girls are great!
probably cause most of us have a story to tell in our past :(
unhappy story.. that made us all mature and grow !
daisy valeries yicheen. only adris and jingyi dont have ! but their still great.

but omg andris is so blur i swear i can laugh like everyday.
in the middle of lecture she will be like 'what is she talking about?'
in the middle of tutorials she will ask 'what question is he doing?'
and sometimes she looks so lost i will just ask her 'do you get it?'
then she will say 'no' and smile her damn happy smile.
LOL and its actually as cute as it is funny.
okay now im thinking about it and laughing to myself.

tho i have to admit im a bit worried cause 1215 isnt very studious.....

i miss jon xav and jinggy :(
i miss playing cards for 2 hours and laughing and really rolling on the floor.
like its the most exciting and happiest game on earth.

nevertheless, i love my family so much more now. and appreciate things so much more.
perhaps its cause of my ahgong. plus my chinese teacher who played this damn sad video clip i will even cry when i think about it so im not gonna elaborate.
and i think its cause ive grown older.

anyway omg i forgot about promos.
needa mug.
i love my life now !
nights !!!!
perhaps next post will be after promos!