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since 1st jan 2009
Saturday, November 17, 2012 7:34 PM

Hey my dear readers
I am happy and satisfied

But to be frank
I feel very very bad for my sis ..
I said some bad things to her.
And even tho I might like to sound so secure
I feel very guilty
And I miss getting hyper with her :(
Miss it so much
Gonna apologise soon I think ..!

I love 1215
It's like we just keep having lunch together and joking around
I love rad siling Andrea Reine too
That day we played and joke until so fun and happy and talked non stop!! It was super super fun I swear !!
I love vernice !!
I think we are super close !! Like her presence does make me happy!
Despite the fatigue and headache I experienced..!

But on the whole
I've realised that as I grow older
In conversations there will always be some sort of silence
I used to deem it as awkward !!
But now I don't anymore !!
It's like their company you enjoy
Plus you know that the other party or parties will be thinking of topics for conversations
So when you know that they are putting in effort .. It makes me happy too !

On the other hand
I HATE PERIOD.
It sucks hard core
It makes me weak. Tired.
Cause of lack of oxygenated blood that travels to your muscles and brain.
Plus your body will need to keep replacing blood that you lost.
And then there comes the stomach cramp.
I swear it feels like someone is hammering into your stomach
The pain sounds too unbearable right ?
But it happens. Until sometimes when I'm at home ..I just lie on the floor or on the bed and cry
It's especially worse when I have dance and I'm experiencing aches that make me have difficulty standing up or walking
Aches + cramps make me feel pain while being still

It's so unfair cause every girl experiences different levels of pain!!
Some don't at all
Some mild
The doctor said that mine is severe....
Which is soo horrible

But but but
I'm still happy with my life now
A bit confused about my own feelings
But hey? That's part and parcel of being a teen ^^