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Monday, November 12, 2012 1:18 AM
Someone praised me yet again
One praised me for behavior
Another was looks
Whereas I think my only commendable trait is that I want to be the best I can be. So that I can show to others my best character
That will normally turn one into a monster
But thank god for conscience that is instilled in me. Through my parents
But basically
It's because I want to be the best
I end up picking off good traits from others. And getting rid of bad traitsthat they posses.
If Chuxuan didn't exist
I wouldn't know about what is crying for others
If Lynn Joey ver didn't exist
I wouldn't know anything about sparing a thought for others. Compassion.
And the amount of effort they put into caring for others
Gah I swear I didn't even know someone like that could exist
But I did !! I picked off the good traits from them. And ticked off the bad traits they posses too..
I think I kinda know all their not so good part
So in actual fact
I would be nothing without them
My dad taught me to be kind to the poor. Understanding.
And my parents taught me to
give the ones you love more than what you give yourself
None of the stuffs actually really came from me.
Its really simply following in their footsteps
Many of times when I meet a trouble I would close my eyes and think
If Lynn was here, what would she do? Only then I would come up with a solution
It never fails to amaze me how Lynn can understand exactly how a person is feeling and the best advice to give a person
I swear I'm trying to learn too!
To close my eyes and imagine myself in that person situation and the best advice I should give.
But it's really really not easy
That aside
I keep getting praised for my looks
I mean it's fine if you're a family member
But it's weird if you're a guy I'm not close to!
I know this will sound kinda obnoxious
I really do feel flattered when a guy I don't know does praise me.
But but but it also makes me feel wary of the guy
I mean which girl would like to have a guy friend who goes up to random girl and say
"You're quite pretty"
And the impression that the guys give off will be really bad
Plus it makes the whole situation uncomfortable
Maybe it's because I'm under the impression that guys do this cause they think girls like it
Idk to what extent that is true
But never for me will that be true
Plus ifs my looks are different
My character would exactly be the same
Okay or maybe not cause I would meet less bastards
And I don't like praises cause I don't want to have too high self confidence. That will totally suck.
Ah well!!!
Goodnight !!!!
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Monday, November 12, 2012 1:18 AM
Someone praised me yet again
One praised me for behavior
Another was looks
Whereas I think my only commendable trait is that I want to be the best I can be. So that I can show to others my best character
That will normally turn one into a monster
But thank god for conscience that is instilled in me. Through my parents
But basically
It's because I want to be the best
I end up picking off good traits from others. And getting rid of bad traitsthat they posses.
If Chuxuan didn't exist
I wouldn't know about what is crying for others
If Lynn Joey ver didn't exist
I wouldn't know anything about sparing a thought for others. Compassion.
And the amount of effort they put into caring for others
Gah I swear I didn't even know someone like that could exist
But I did !! I picked off the good traits from them. And ticked off the bad traits they posses too..
I think I kinda know all their not so good part
So in actual fact
I would be nothing without them
My dad taught me to be kind to the poor. Understanding.
And my parents taught me to
give the ones you love more than what you give yourself
None of the stuffs actually really came from me.
Its really simply following in their footsteps
Many of times when I meet a trouble I would close my eyes and think
If Lynn was here, what would she do? Only then I would come up with a solution
It never fails to amaze me how Lynn can understand exactly how a person is feeling and the best advice to give a person
I swear I'm trying to learn too!
To close my eyes and imagine myself in that person situation and the best advice I should give.
But it's really really not easy
That aside
I keep getting praised for my looks
I mean it's fine if you're a family member
But it's weird if you're a guy I'm not close to!
I know this will sound kinda obnoxious
I really do feel flattered when a guy I don't know does praise me.
But but but it also makes me feel wary of the guy
I mean which girl would like to have a guy friend who goes up to random girl and say
"You're quite pretty"
And the impression that the guys give off will be really bad
Plus it makes the whole situation uncomfortable
Maybe it's because I'm under the impression that guys do this cause they think girls like it
Idk to what extent that is true
But never for me will that be true
Plus ifs my looks are different
My character would exactly be the same
Okay or maybe not cause I would meet less bastards
And I don't like praises cause I don't want to have too high self confidence. That will totally suck.
Ah well!!!
Goodnight !!!!
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my P R O F I L E
the initials are YL.
dear reader,
hello. how are you? my name is cyl aka jaslly a cranky female. im going to be 14 on 2703 of 2009, but for now, im currently living the number 14.
when i am officially 15, another year down till my peaceful death at 80. And , i love dance a lot.
although i am living in ward 14, i go to 2/5 of commonwealth room daily. this is the place where i usually get more hyper then usual. i really like the people there and learnt many things from them for my encaged life.
however much i dislike the adults there, i have to learn to like them . i also learn subjects like english maths chinese that i dread a lot.
no matter what, i will still miss the old 6a of cckps where there were psychologists, siewyi jane cheryl chingwei yanting minghui magdalene sinyi. all the fun happy naive times there are missed greatly by this mentally unstable person.
oh well, im still enjoying my life full of ups and downs .
:D
a strange person,
jaslly.
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being F O U R T E E N
14 random facts about me.
ONE basically this section is really random.
TWO i am seriously lack of sleep.
THREE majority of my life is being rotted away.
FOUR im not gonna be a saint and claim that i have no hates.
FIVE i hate people who hate me. seriously
SIX i dun tink there is anything else i hate.
SEVEN as usual, i like the people around me.
EIGHT when im angry/sad/afraid, my fingers turn cold.
NINE when im bored, i like to eat.
TEN but im not as fat as you think. =)
ELEVEN i am seriously bucking up for all my studies.
TWELVE i will score higher for all my subjects.
THIRTEEN this column is really random.
oh yea. last and least
FOURTEEN one fact you may not know ... im beginning to .. enjoy studying . =D
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2009 R E S O L U T I O N S
i shall try my best to enjoy the year.
will be updated at later date.
=D
2008 R E S O L U T I O N S
my weird wishes.
1. a never ending 2007
2. my last day in cckps a fun one
3. to get rid of mdm teo
4. have a enjoyable year being a newbie as a commonwealthian
5. to have a good teacher ms wong rocks
6. for everything to stay as good as it is
--there were ups and downs, but i am still happy!
7. STAY HAPPY AND LAUGH 4EVA!!!
--i might seems crazy if that happens . :D
8. be more hardworking successful?
9. save more $$ for new handphone
10. NOT get addicted to computer i am not ! =)
11. stop being stupid and do weel in exams
12. try to have sufficient amount of sleep this will be never
13. improve chinese?
14. cherish stuff as it is...
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chua chu kang pri school .
i miss it.
i guess this column will be here forever.
there is ISNT
a lesson in cckps FOREVER
not more friends
teachers
the one and only day i will go sch as pernormal.......
is only in my dreams.....
where everything was fun and exciting....
sometimes boring upset
but no more days other than that..........
On 22 nov 2007...
the last and final day of sch...
my presence in this school will cease to exist
those corridors i have grown accustomed to...
will all belong to someone else
i guess thats wad graduation means...
its the same as PARTING
all i got to say now
thank you for all the fun you've given me
thanks for your guidance and help
THANK YOU for your presence in my life
GOODBYE and we shall meet again in
the..F.U.T.U.R.E !!
6A is missed =)
thank you. :D
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