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Sunday, November 18, 2012 4:23 AM
It's 3.40am now and I just read ver junwen and cjx blog.!
I chuckled to myself a number of times LOL
I always thought chuckling was a man's thing~
Anyway
Junwen please please study hard k :)
You don't have to start like right now ..! But start revising through lectures after every single lecture.! Doing all tutorials. Noting down every single possible thing there!
Somehow I like the night now
And I feel so proud of myself for multiple things
So before I let it go to my head
I've decided to give myself a gigantic self praise here
And then never talk about it ever forever !
I am ...
Very very shocked that I've attained 63 rank points
Cause for mid years I had like 29 or smth
And the immense improvement really took me by surprise
I remembering asking the dance guys in gay okay for mid years
How many rank points ?
Then they were like 50-60
AND THEY MADE IT SOUND SO EASY!!
I secretly thought Siao ah how reach 50. That's like doubling mine ..?
And I categorized them as 'very + secretly smart people' in my mind
Of course I still treated them as close good friends !! I was just so surprised
And throughout the next few months even during promos I was like..
They confirm do well damn smart one!
Everytime I see them studying/playing then I know that it's okay for them cause smart what!
For promos I've studied so much and I when i look back.. I am really surprised
Of course it's not like a Looot !! But it's still substantial .!
I remember that by term3 holidays I finished revising maths chem econs syllabus plus did some papers when I was done
Cause I didn't do much for each subject.. Just read through chapter after chapter
But at the end of the week
I've realised that I didn't remember so many things I've read. Almost everything
That's where I started like my second round of revision for chem econs
Like I just reread through again. And for chem do more papers.. Maths too!
I guess the second round really saved me
When I reached promo period itself.. I REALLY DIDNT FEEL LIKE STUDYING ANYMORE LOL
Remember complaining to my parents.. Don't know what to study. Don't feel like studying.
To be frank I still am frustrated about the fact that I didn't do very well for maths.
I mean after revising through syllabus.. iI did 2011 2010 2009 2008 2007 every single question. 3hours each. Painstakingly.. And of course for like 2009 paper I spent like 5-6 hours cause I didn't get any shit..
Gah I'm starting to criticize myself
Anyway I am still very very surprised that I've gotten rank points higher than many others
I've never really been 'that girl' that was on par or even better than people who scored 20-30 rank points better for mye.
But I guess hard work pays off !!!
In one way or another
So I'm happy !!!!
Satisfied !!!
Proud of myself ??
I mean 63 leh LOL I CAN'T BELIEVE IT TOO.
I guess not going out almost through the holidays and skipping ballet helped LOL
So so so so so
I will work harder !!
Next year. Or end of this year..
To try to make my smartness same and people like Yangyao or even... Wesley..! Okay that's impossible but ill try..!
Can't let this make me complacent !!!
Use it as encouragement or a push to do well!!
I mean next one year really really determines your future
What 'subject' you will be studying FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.
And it measures the salary you will earn
And then there's this 7months of break too!!
Okay I feel so fueled to study now !!!!
A second self praise
Would be the amount of times I dance per week!!
Wednesday night ballet
Thursday night contemp
Friday street
Saturday ballet
Sunday ballet
Yet I feel that I'm a really really weak ballet dancer.
I can't do doubles. And I have no strength.
The only thing I'm good at is presentation. Face. Neckline. And jumps
Probably it's cause I'm jumping so much!!!!!
But yes... It sucks cause I can't do doubles.
Some days I can. Some days I can't.. It just really feels random..
I wish there are one hundred allegro (jump) exercises. And then no pirouettes at all..
But I feel that I'm starting to get the essence of these three genres!!
I used to be so messed up..!
Contemp has so much head. Expression. Strength. Sharpness. Very very big steps.
Ballet is so much more mellow!
It concentrates a lot on subtle things that normal people can't see.
Aside from grace .. there's Extent of turn out. Totally straight kneecap. Weight shifting on the spot. Good use of head. And pointed toes at ALL times. HAHAHAHA I did a funny looking dance/jump on the spot pushing out pointed toes cause it was a running step but there wasn't any space!!! And my teacher was like shouting 'toes toes toes!!''
Okay and for street it is very grounded. Low. And your grabbing your pants perpetually. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY LOL used to think of it as really weird.. But now I'm used to it!
Steps are not supposed to be sharp but smooth. But Since I can only achieve grace or sharpness
I decided to go for sharp.
Your bending your knees perpetually . back is never ever full straight unlike in contemp/ballet. very strong steps.. a lot of strength is needed too!!
and when the teacher tells you to go full out.. You need to have the mentality like you wanna kill someone or you want to show off.
Cause have to create this fierce look and feeling in your step !
It's like putting on a mask for me!!
Another self
Adrenaline rush is crazy..
I'm not very good at street either. It doesn't come as naturally for me as what I see others do..
But I'm trying!!!
And I feel happy doing this !!!
Like I'm making full use of my time to become a better dancer
I don't feel much aches anymore .. Which make me feel very proud of myself !! Like I've become stronger!
And I'm getting a better sense of my movement and limbs ?
Like I know how to copy well..and go full out.!!
Which makes me happy !!
Sleepy !!
4.31 am now !!
Goodnight !!!!
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Sunday, November 18, 2012 4:23 AM
It's 3.40am now and I just read ver junwen and cjx blog.!
I chuckled to myself a number of times LOL
I always thought chuckling was a man's thing~
Anyway
Junwen please please study hard k :)
You don't have to start like right now ..! But start revising through lectures after every single lecture.! Doing all tutorials. Noting down every single possible thing there!
Somehow I like the night now
And I feel so proud of myself for multiple things
So before I let it go to my head
I've decided to give myself a gigantic self praise here
And then never talk about it ever forever !
I am ...
Very very shocked that I've attained 63 rank points
Cause for mid years I had like 29 or smth
And the immense improvement really took me by surprise
I remembering asking the dance guys in gay okay for mid years
How many rank points ?
Then they were like 50-60
AND THEY MADE IT SOUND SO EASY!!
I secretly thought Siao ah how reach 50. That's like doubling mine ..?
And I categorized them as 'very + secretly smart people' in my mind
Of course I still treated them as close good friends !! I was just so surprised
And throughout the next few months even during promos I was like..
They confirm do well damn smart one!
Everytime I see them studying/playing then I know that it's okay for them cause smart what!
For promos I've studied so much and I when i look back.. I am really surprised
Of course it's not like a Looot !! But it's still substantial .!
I remember that by term3 holidays I finished revising maths chem econs syllabus plus did some papers when I was done
Cause I didn't do much for each subject.. Just read through chapter after chapter
But at the end of the week
I've realised that I didn't remember so many things I've read. Almost everything
That's where I started like my second round of revision for chem econs
Like I just reread through again. And for chem do more papers.. Maths too!
I guess the second round really saved me
When I reached promo period itself.. I REALLY DIDNT FEEL LIKE STUDYING ANYMORE LOL
Remember complaining to my parents.. Don't know what to study. Don't feel like studying.
To be frank I still am frustrated about the fact that I didn't do very well for maths.
I mean after revising through syllabus.. iI did 2011 2010 2009 2008 2007 every single question. 3hours each. Painstakingly.. And of course for like 2009 paper I spent like 5-6 hours cause I didn't get any shit..
Gah I'm starting to criticize myself
Anyway I am still very very surprised that I've gotten rank points higher than many others
I've never really been 'that girl' that was on par or even better than people who scored 20-30 rank points better for mye.
But I guess hard work pays off !!!
In one way or another
So I'm happy !!!!
Satisfied !!!
Proud of myself ??
I mean 63 leh LOL I CAN'T BELIEVE IT TOO.
I guess not going out almost through the holidays and skipping ballet helped LOL
So so so so so
I will work harder !!
Next year. Or end of this year..
To try to make my smartness same and people like Yangyao or even... Wesley..! Okay that's impossible but ill try..!
Can't let this make me complacent !!!
Use it as encouragement or a push to do well!!
I mean next one year really really determines your future
What 'subject' you will be studying FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.
And it measures the salary you will earn
And then there's this 7months of break too!!
Okay I feel so fueled to study now !!!!
A second self praise
Would be the amount of times I dance per week!!
Wednesday night ballet
Thursday night contemp
Friday street
Saturday ballet
Sunday ballet
Yet I feel that I'm a really really weak ballet dancer.
I can't do doubles. And I have no strength.
The only thing I'm good at is presentation. Face. Neckline. And jumps
Probably it's cause I'm jumping so much!!!!!
But yes... It sucks cause I can't do doubles.
Some days I can. Some days I can't.. It just really feels random..
I wish there are one hundred allegro (jump) exercises. And then no pirouettes at all..
But I feel that I'm starting to get the essence of these three genres!!
I used to be so messed up..!
Contemp has so much head. Expression. Strength. Sharpness. Very very big steps.
Ballet is so much more mellow!
It concentrates a lot on subtle things that normal people can't see.
Aside from grace .. there's Extent of turn out. Totally straight kneecap. Weight shifting on the spot. Good use of head. And pointed toes at ALL times. HAHAHAHA I did a funny looking dance/jump on the spot pushing out pointed toes cause it was a running step but there wasn't any space!!! And my teacher was like shouting 'toes toes toes!!''
Okay and for street it is very grounded. Low. And your grabbing your pants perpetually. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY LOL used to think of it as really weird.. But now I'm used to it!
Steps are not supposed to be sharp but smooth. But Since I can only achieve grace or sharpness
I decided to go for sharp.
Your bending your knees perpetually . back is never ever full straight unlike in contemp/ballet. very strong steps.. a lot of strength is needed too!!
and when the teacher tells you to go full out.. You need to have the mentality like you wanna kill someone or you want to show off.
Cause have to create this fierce look and feeling in your step !
It's like putting on a mask for me!!
Another self
Adrenaline rush is crazy..
I'm not very good at street either. It doesn't come as naturally for me as what I see others do..
But I'm trying!!!
And I feel happy doing this !!!
Like I'm making full use of my time to become a better dancer
I don't feel much aches anymore .. Which make me feel very proud of myself !! Like I've become stronger!
And I'm getting a better sense of my movement and limbs ?
Like I know how to copy well..and go full out.!!
Which makes me happy !!
Sleepy !!
4.31 am now !!
Goodnight !!!!
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my P R O F I L E
the initials are YL.
dear reader,
hello. how are you? my name is cyl aka jaslly a cranky female. im going to be 14 on 2703 of 2009, but for now, im currently living the number 14.
when i am officially 15, another year down till my peaceful death at 80. And , i love dance a lot.
although i am living in ward 14, i go to 2/5 of commonwealth room daily. this is the place where i usually get more hyper then usual. i really like the people there and learnt many things from them for my encaged life.
however much i dislike the adults there, i have to learn to like them . i also learn subjects like english maths chinese that i dread a lot.
no matter what, i will still miss the old 6a of cckps where there were psychologists, siewyi jane cheryl chingwei yanting minghui magdalene sinyi. all the fun happy naive times there are missed greatly by this mentally unstable person.
oh well, im still enjoying my life full of ups and downs .
:D
a strange person,
jaslly.
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being F O U R T E E N
14 random facts about me.
ONE basically this section is really random.
TWO i am seriously lack of sleep.
THREE majority of my life is being rotted away.
FOUR im not gonna be a saint and claim that i have no hates.
FIVE i hate people who hate me. seriously
SIX i dun tink there is anything else i hate.
SEVEN as usual, i like the people around me.
EIGHT when im angry/sad/afraid, my fingers turn cold.
NINE when im bored, i like to eat.
TEN but im not as fat as you think. =)
ELEVEN i am seriously bucking up for all my studies.
TWELVE i will score higher for all my subjects.
THIRTEEN this column is really random.
oh yea. last and least
FOURTEEN one fact you may not know ... im beginning to .. enjoy studying . =D
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2009 R E S O L U T I O N S
i shall try my best to enjoy the year.
will be updated at later date.
=D
2008 R E S O L U T I O N S
my weird wishes.
1. a never ending 2007
2. my last day in cckps a fun one
3. to get rid of mdm teo
4. have a enjoyable year being a newbie as a commonwealthian
5. to have a good teacher ms wong rocks
6. for everything to stay as good as it is
--there were ups and downs, but i am still happy!
7. STAY HAPPY AND LAUGH 4EVA!!!
--i might seems crazy if that happens . :D
8. be more hardworking successful?
9. save more $$ for new handphone
10. NOT get addicted to computer i am not ! =)
11. stop being stupid and do weel in exams
12. try to have sufficient amount of sleep this will be never
13. improve chinese?
14. cherish stuff as it is...
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chua chu kang pri school .
i miss it.
i guess this column will be here forever.
there is ISNT
a lesson in cckps FOREVER
not more friends
teachers
the one and only day i will go sch as pernormal.......
is only in my dreams.....
where everything was fun and exciting....
sometimes boring upset
but no more days other than that..........
On 22 nov 2007...
the last and final day of sch...
my presence in this school will cease to exist
those corridors i have grown accustomed to...
will all belong to someone else
i guess thats wad graduation means...
its the same as PARTING
all i got to say now
thank you for all the fun you've given me
thanks for your guidance and help
THANK YOU for your presence in my life
GOODBYE and we shall meet again in
the..F.U.T.U.R.E !!
6A is missed =)
thank you. :D
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