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Sunday, December 2, 2012 11:47 PM
I am actually sleepy now but I am super happy !!
Okay not super but I still am!!!
Firstly I wanna start with something that makes me sound like an angel LOL
I am very happy for Yung Wui cause she's with her boyfriend now !!!
Cause they are reunited for this holiday !!
And then separated again!!
For three years..! It has been on going!
Cause sometimes she tells me things about him.!! And she understands me as well as I understand her ..!
So it's like every second now they are closer instead of being a thousand meters apart!
True love !!!
And idk why but I feel sincerely happy about that!
Haha
You know .. Sometimes I am afraid of sounding sarcastic or fake.
But I'm not !!!
It's just sometimes I really can't structure things properly.
Put it across nicely.
I am blunt sometimes and I am afraid of people taking offense when I really didnt intend for them to!!
Like simple things like 'wow' sounds worse than 'waa'
LOL
Of course sometimes I really do mean something!! But that like.. Seldom happen!
At times I sound like I GL people when I really am not !!
Anyway today !!!!!
I woke up so sleepily and completed percy Jackson !!!!!!!!! Book three
IT IS SO ADDICTIVE I SACRIFICED MY SLEEP FOR IT !!!
Super nice !!!
Then met Xukai and talked to him.
He didnt particularly teach me anything but I did learn something from the meeting.
Something I couldn't fully grasp.
Ill talk about it in the near future.!!
Then went to bugis to pray for my safety overseas!!!
Prayed for my ah gong to be enjoying heaven too!!
Haha today jinggy asked why I sounded so nonchalant when talking about my ah gong passing ..
Of course in that period I wasn't !
But I feel that it's cause I have gathered enough evidence that he is watching over us and the gods are taking care of him!
So I feel that he haven't left us completely!
Okay it's not even 'feel' I truly believe in it!!
I mean he appeared in my cousin's (whose studies werent .. good) dream to tell him to study!!! LOL in that sense I applaud him for using his spirit and fear to make my cousin his grandchild study!
Haha I mean the whole family is thinking of methods to make him more motivated!!
Another example of misunderstanding me was that..
My ah gong passed due to 3 illnesses. And I called that awesome !
As in even when I think back now it does sound sadistic
But I feel that his perseverance was what touched all of our hearts !!
I mean 3 serious illnesses leh!!
It takes so much spirit to fight against that!
I think that if the gods tried to take his life in his sleep he probably wouldn't let them LOL
Plus he led a really really good life.
Loved by family. Well taken care of by children. Probably did more charitable events than ghandi himself. Imparted so many values down to my generation.
Have enough money to lead a comfortable life and the rest to fund the many schools he chaired.
Famous in JB.
Passing had ministers and many reports coming visiting.
Okay great things and acknowledgement is endless
Anyway !!!!!!
Drifting of topic.
After the whole process I realised that a way for one to truly be happy is to know that the loved one that passed have not truly left them.
If you know the person is there and not completely gone.. You will feel so comforted is not possible to imagine.
Of course when there's evidence that the person was present.. You will feel very very happy.
Just like I was when I saw the giant moth right outside my doorstep after a few days!!
No wonder everyone likes to say "he lives in your heart."
Anyway anyway drifting further off topic..
If one day I ever were to leave this world
I want everyone to know I lead a happy life !!! Of course everyone has regrets.
But I love and appreciate everyone who has showered kindness to me.. In any single way!!
And if you're really close. It might sound creepy.. But I will probably stalk you and make sure youre alright! But i wont scare anyone laa!! unless they want me to appear LOL
And I can't express my love for my close people then so I am expressing it now !!! Yes !!!! :D
Haha oh my I was supposed to post about today
So so so I met Lynn and jinggy
And omg it was crazy awesome.
It's like all 3 of us are high and stupid.
Even tho I love 15.
But they aren't as crazy stupid high as me.
I will like laugh randomly over random things like an apple.. Then 15 will just like smile when I skip and run everywhere ..!
But Lynn and jinggy might skip with me and jump with me LOL
It's that cool!!!
And because the 3 of us are all like that.. We behaved so stupid sometimes
LOL
Gave jinggy my input on her social life.
I loved how all of us are considerate about each other feelings without showing!!!!
Jinggy was . And Lynn too!!!
And oh my the still surprising thing about Lynn is how she can fully understand something so quickly!
And maybe the awesome thing about me is how I understand that she fully understand something LOL
Laughed so much over Lynn finding a piece of popcorn in her drink.
The whatsapp 2am open thing.
Then the point up to the sky LOL
How to outcast people and not they outcast you.
Going home (make house shape)
Moving mirrors LOL
Joining of fingers to each represent a friendship!
Guessing of weight. (Tho that seriously worried me a little)
Burping ?? LOL
I loved how jinggy hugged me at the end and Lynn kinda? did !!
I mean we don't ever have that tradition but she did it cause she wanted to!!!!
Hahahaha
Oh ya speaking of weight
My girlfriends might kill me for this cause to them I am not fat
Maybe I really aren't fat.
Maybe it's muscle
Nevertheless I have grown bigger since sec 1
Today I found out that my white pair of shorts can't be worn well anymore ..
Which is tragic in its own way!!
When something that you once fit in doesn't!!!
I mean i could wear it.. But it looked so ugly cause it was too tight !! Ahhhh
Haha luckily out with girls ^^
But on the bright side .....
New opportunity to BUY WHITE SHORTS !!!! And I won't waste clothes!!!
Bangkok Bangkok Bangkok
So many things to buy !!!
Excited to buy a pretty and nice looking one !!
I like how I forgot all my troubles when I was with them
And yes watching pitch perfect a second time was as awesome as the first
More awesome in some ways and less in others
I could pay more attention to details which were sometimes secretly very funny
Understand more jokes openly very funny
But I knew what's gonna happen next! No element of surprised
Still still love the songs
Listening to jennel so much!!!
3 times a day!!
Goodnight my friends!!
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Sunday, December 2, 2012 11:47 PM
I am actually sleepy now but I am super happy !!
Okay not super but I still am!!!
Firstly I wanna start with something that makes me sound like an angel LOL
I am very happy for Yung Wui cause she's with her boyfriend now !!!
Cause they are reunited for this holiday !!
And then separated again!!
For three years..! It has been on going!
Cause sometimes she tells me things about him.!! And she understands me as well as I understand her ..!
So it's like every second now they are closer instead of being a thousand meters apart!
True love !!!
And idk why but I feel sincerely happy about that!
Haha
You know .. Sometimes I am afraid of sounding sarcastic or fake.
But I'm not !!!
It's just sometimes I really can't structure things properly.
Put it across nicely.
I am blunt sometimes and I am afraid of people taking offense when I really didnt intend for them to!!
Like simple things like 'wow' sounds worse than 'waa'
LOL
Of course sometimes I really do mean something!! But that like.. Seldom happen!
At times I sound like I GL people when I really am not !!
Anyway today !!!!!
I woke up so sleepily and completed percy Jackson !!!!!!!!! Book three
IT IS SO ADDICTIVE I SACRIFICED MY SLEEP FOR IT !!!
Super nice !!!
Then met Xukai and talked to him.
He didnt particularly teach me anything but I did learn something from the meeting.
Something I couldn't fully grasp.
Ill talk about it in the near future.!!
Then went to bugis to pray for my safety overseas!!!
Prayed for my ah gong to be enjoying heaven too!!
Haha today jinggy asked why I sounded so nonchalant when talking about my ah gong passing ..
Of course in that period I wasn't !
But I feel that it's cause I have gathered enough evidence that he is watching over us and the gods are taking care of him!
So I feel that he haven't left us completely!
Okay it's not even 'feel' I truly believe in it!!
I mean he appeared in my cousin's (whose studies werent .. good) dream to tell him to study!!! LOL in that sense I applaud him for using his spirit and fear to make my cousin his grandchild study!
Haha I mean the whole family is thinking of methods to make him more motivated!!
Another example of misunderstanding me was that..
My ah gong passed due to 3 illnesses. And I called that awesome !
As in even when I think back now it does sound sadistic
But I feel that his perseverance was what touched all of our hearts !!
I mean 3 serious illnesses leh!!
It takes so much spirit to fight against that!
I think that if the gods tried to take his life in his sleep he probably wouldn't let them LOL
Plus he led a really really good life.
Loved by family. Well taken care of by children. Probably did more charitable events than ghandi himself. Imparted so many values down to my generation.
Have enough money to lead a comfortable life and the rest to fund the many schools he chaired.
Famous in JB.
Passing had ministers and many reports coming visiting.
Okay great things and acknowledgement is endless
Anyway !!!!!!
Drifting of topic.
After the whole process I realised that a way for one to truly be happy is to know that the loved one that passed have not truly left them.
If you know the person is there and not completely gone.. You will feel so comforted is not possible to imagine.
Of course when there's evidence that the person was present.. You will feel very very happy.
Just like I was when I saw the giant moth right outside my doorstep after a few days!!
No wonder everyone likes to say "he lives in your heart."
Anyway anyway drifting further off topic..
If one day I ever were to leave this world
I want everyone to know I lead a happy life !!! Of course everyone has regrets.
But I love and appreciate everyone who has showered kindness to me.. In any single way!!
And if you're really close. It might sound creepy.. But I will probably stalk you and make sure youre alright! But i wont scare anyone laa!! unless they want me to appear LOL
And I can't express my love for my close people then so I am expressing it now !!! Yes !!!! :D
Haha oh my I was supposed to post about today
So so so I met Lynn and jinggy
And omg it was crazy awesome.
It's like all 3 of us are high and stupid.
Even tho I love 15.
But they aren't as crazy stupid high as me.
I will like laugh randomly over random things like an apple.. Then 15 will just like smile when I skip and run everywhere ..!
But Lynn and jinggy might skip with me and jump with me LOL
It's that cool!!!
And because the 3 of us are all like that.. We behaved so stupid sometimes
LOL
Gave jinggy my input on her social life.
I loved how all of us are considerate about each other feelings without showing!!!!
Jinggy was . And Lynn too!!!
And oh my the still surprising thing about Lynn is how she can fully understand something so quickly!
And maybe the awesome thing about me is how I understand that she fully understand something LOL
Laughed so much over Lynn finding a piece of popcorn in her drink.
The whatsapp 2am open thing.
Then the point up to the sky LOL
How to outcast people and not they outcast you.
Going home (make house shape)
Moving mirrors LOL
Joining of fingers to each represent a friendship!
Guessing of weight. (Tho that seriously worried me a little)
Burping ?? LOL
I loved how jinggy hugged me at the end and Lynn kinda? did !!
I mean we don't ever have that tradition but she did it cause she wanted to!!!!
Hahahaha
Oh ya speaking of weight
My girlfriends might kill me for this cause to them I am not fat
Maybe I really aren't fat.
Maybe it's muscle
Nevertheless I have grown bigger since sec 1
Today I found out that my white pair of shorts can't be worn well anymore ..
Which is tragic in its own way!!
When something that you once fit in doesn't!!!
I mean i could wear it.. But it looked so ugly cause it was too tight !! Ahhhh
Haha luckily out with girls ^^
But on the bright side .....
New opportunity to BUY WHITE SHORTS !!!! And I won't waste clothes!!!
Bangkok Bangkok Bangkok
So many things to buy !!!
Excited to buy a pretty and nice looking one !!
I like how I forgot all my troubles when I was with them
And yes watching pitch perfect a second time was as awesome as the first
More awesome in some ways and less in others
I could pay more attention to details which were sometimes secretly very funny
Understand more jokes openly very funny
But I knew what's gonna happen next! No element of surprised
Still still love the songs
Listening to jennel so much!!!
3 times a day!!
Goodnight my friends!!
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my P R O F I L E
the initials are YL.
dear reader,
hello. how are you? my name is cyl aka jaslly a cranky female. im going to be 14 on 2703 of 2009, but for now, im currently living the number 14.
when i am officially 15, another year down till my peaceful death at 80. And , i love dance a lot.
although i am living in ward 14, i go to 2/5 of commonwealth room daily. this is the place where i usually get more hyper then usual. i really like the people there and learnt many things from them for my encaged life.
however much i dislike the adults there, i have to learn to like them . i also learn subjects like english maths chinese that i dread a lot.
no matter what, i will still miss the old 6a of cckps where there were psychologists, siewyi jane cheryl chingwei yanting minghui magdalene sinyi. all the fun happy naive times there are missed greatly by this mentally unstable person.
oh well, im still enjoying my life full of ups and downs .
:D
a strange person,
jaslly.
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being F O U R T E E N
14 random facts about me.
ONE basically this section is really random.
TWO i am seriously lack of sleep.
THREE majority of my life is being rotted away.
FOUR im not gonna be a saint and claim that i have no hates.
FIVE i hate people who hate me. seriously
SIX i dun tink there is anything else i hate.
SEVEN as usual, i like the people around me.
EIGHT when im angry/sad/afraid, my fingers turn cold.
NINE when im bored, i like to eat.
TEN but im not as fat as you think. =)
ELEVEN i am seriously bucking up for all my studies.
TWELVE i will score higher for all my subjects.
THIRTEEN this column is really random.
oh yea. last and least
FOURTEEN one fact you may not know ... im beginning to .. enjoy studying . =D
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2009 R E S O L U T I O N S
i shall try my best to enjoy the year.
will be updated at later date.
=D
2008 R E S O L U T I O N S
my weird wishes.
1. a never ending 2007
2. my last day in cckps a fun one
3. to get rid of mdm teo
4. have a enjoyable year being a newbie as a commonwealthian
5. to have a good teacher ms wong rocks
6. for everything to stay as good as it is
--there were ups and downs, but i am still happy!
7. STAY HAPPY AND LAUGH 4EVA!!!
--i might seems crazy if that happens . :D
8. be more hardworking successful?
9. save more $$ for new handphone
10. NOT get addicted to computer i am not ! =)
11. stop being stupid and do weel in exams
12. try to have sufficient amount of sleep this will be never
13. improve chinese?
14. cherish stuff as it is...
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chua chu kang pri school .
i miss it.
i guess this column will be here forever.
there is ISNT
a lesson in cckps FOREVER
not more friends
teachers
the one and only day i will go sch as pernormal.......
is only in my dreams.....
where everything was fun and exciting....
sometimes boring upset
but no more days other than that..........
On 22 nov 2007...
the last and final day of sch...
my presence in this school will cease to exist
those corridors i have grown accustomed to...
will all belong to someone else
i guess thats wad graduation means...
its the same as PARTING
all i got to say now
thank you for all the fun you've given me
thanks for your guidance and help
THANK YOU for your presence in my life
GOODBYE and we shall meet again in
the..F.U.T.U.R.E !!
6A is missed =)
thank you. :D
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