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Hiiiiiiii!
CHERN.yehlin here
smile and be free :D
peeps online.!!
since 1st jan 2009
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Saturday, December 15, 2012 12:12 AM
Haha okay basically I'm in a very good mood.
But after I tweeted about how I'm so proud of not doing work
I think I really need to START alr.
OKAY WHATEVER LOL
Please. Let me be. Friendzoned.
I can't start a new relationship ANY TIME IN THE NEXT YEAR.
It's not whether I get over this relationship or not.
Even if I do. I JUST CAN'T.
It's like ..
Eeek if I do!!
Like I can't take it !
Idk how to explain..!
Like sick of .. Relationship.?
Sick of dependence.
Sick of expectations and expecting.
Sick of disappointments.
Sick of being restricted by someone who is unrestricted.
Yes .
After the trips
I really saw all the poor people.
And how people struggle to earn money.
And how happy one dollar makes them feel.
And it's just my eyes really really opened.
Like the world IS greater
And here I am crying over some dude that has treated me badly.
For so long.
It's like there's so much more things out there waiting !!
I have youth!!
Friends!!
Dance!!
Studies ...?
A future !!!
And love from my family !!
Yes especially that.
Haha just now my sis and me had this damn stupid game LOL
It's like who can capture their most unglam photo.
And trust me
IT'S DAMN UNGLAM
Like beyond anyone wildest imagination.
Hahaha
We were laughing and thrashing our arms against the sofa.
ALL unglams came out.
Like buck tooth.
Lips.
Double chin.
Sicko face.
Haha I love that we are equally stupid ^^
And that she keeps my secrets for me !!
Hehheh it's like a love hate relationship.
And I will never share the photos.
To my closest friends even.
Okay maybe closest girl friends!
THAT'S ALL. Haha if I show to guys .. .. Especially idiots like Jon
CONFIRM make fun of me for the rest of my life.
Haha I still remember Jon and xav making fun of my sore eye.
Anyway my main point of this post is to announce that I am officially better le.
Not really holding up a front.
I know this will sound proud.
But I feel that it's his loss~
And I was stupid to doubt myself over someone neglecting me.
I mean your first feeling should obviously be anger right ?!?!
Some guy that didnt give a hoot about me.
And maybe that's why I really really appreciate it when someone I talk to makes an effort to maintain the conversation !!!
It feels more and more effortless!!
Sometimes I sit back to relax !!
And just laugh. And not feel tense.
Not feel afraid. Of silence or awkwardness.
It's like they want to talk to you!
They like talking to you.
And they're willing to put in effort to maintain a conversation.!
Even Lynn did that to me..!! Haha that lovely ever so busy fatty.
Idk eh :)
And yes. I'm ready to embrace the more important things in life right now :)
Like having more friends !!!
Anyway I shall end this post with a song that represents this breakup.
Even the fire and the anger and the double meanings !!
Yes u made me feel pretty.
It's Pretty by nicole scherzinger.
I will put the video here soon !!
For now just settle with the lyrics
:D
When i was your woman
And you were my man
You used to say the sweetest things to me
But you was always good at that
You used to tell me I was pretty
The best that you ever had
And there was nothing more important to you
Than being with the perfect ten
So my, my nails were done
I had my hair on point
Got my, my body tight the way you like it boy
Yes I played the part
Then you broke my heart
As if I mean nothing to you
Can't believe how you made me feel pretty
Pretty upset
Pretty broken
I feel so pretty
Pretty messed up
Pretty much done
Now without your so called pretty
All in all it pretty messed up
I don't wanna be pretty no more
When I was your woman (Whoo)
And you was my man
I tried to share my world with you
But you just did not give a damn
You just tell me I was pretty
As if that's all that I am
It's like you never even knew me
Or tried to get to know me
Was just an accessory
Oh can't believe
How you made me feel pretty
Pretty upset
Pretty broken
I feel so pretty
Pretty messed up
Pretty much done
Now without your so called pretty
All in all it pretty messed up
I don't wanna be pretty no more
If I had to do it
All over again
I just swear its gon be hella different
Cause you made me question
Who I really am
I don't know why I put up with you
Can't believe
How you made me feel pretty
Pretty upset
Pretty broken
I feel so pretty
Pretty messed up
Pretty much done
Now without your so called pretty
All in all it pretty messed up
I don't wanna be pretty no more
I don't wanna be pretty no more (no oh no ohhh)
Don't wanna feel pretty (no oh oh ohhh)
Done with all your so called pretty
All in all it pretty messed up
I don't wanna be pretty no more
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Saturday, December 15, 2012 12:12 AM
Haha okay basically I'm in a very good mood.
But after I tweeted about how I'm so proud of not doing work
I think I really need to START alr.
OKAY WHATEVER LOL
Please. Let me be. Friendzoned.
I can't start a new relationship ANY TIME IN THE NEXT YEAR.
It's not whether I get over this relationship or not.
Even if I do. I JUST CAN'T.
It's like ..
Eeek if I do!!
Like I can't take it !
Idk how to explain..!
Like sick of .. Relationship.?
Sick of dependence.
Sick of expectations and expecting.
Sick of disappointments.
Sick of being restricted by someone who is unrestricted.
Yes .
After the trips
I really saw all the poor people.
And how people struggle to earn money.
And how happy one dollar makes them feel.
And it's just my eyes really really opened.
Like the world IS greater
And here I am crying over some dude that has treated me badly.
For so long.
It's like there's so much more things out there waiting !!
I have youth!!
Friends!!
Dance!!
Studies ...?
A future !!!
And love from my family !!
Yes especially that.
Haha just now my sis and me had this damn stupid game LOL
It's like who can capture their most unglam photo.
And trust me
IT'S DAMN UNGLAM
Like beyond anyone wildest imagination.
Hahaha
We were laughing and thrashing our arms against the sofa.
ALL unglams came out.
Like buck tooth.
Lips.
Double chin.
Sicko face.
Haha I love that we are equally stupid ^^
And that she keeps my secrets for me !!
Hehheh it's like a love hate relationship.
And I will never share the photos.
To my closest friends even.
Okay maybe closest girl friends!
THAT'S ALL. Haha if I show to guys .. .. Especially idiots like Jon
CONFIRM make fun of me for the rest of my life.
Haha I still remember Jon and xav making fun of my sore eye.
Anyway my main point of this post is to announce that I am officially better le.
Not really holding up a front.
I know this will sound proud.
But I feel that it's his loss~
And I was stupid to doubt myself over someone neglecting me.
I mean your first feeling should obviously be anger right ?!?!
Some guy that didnt give a hoot about me.
And maybe that's why I really really appreciate it when someone I talk to makes an effort to maintain the conversation !!!
It feels more and more effortless!!
Sometimes I sit back to relax !!
And just laugh. And not feel tense.
Not feel afraid. Of silence or awkwardness.
It's like they want to talk to you!
They like talking to you.
And they're willing to put in effort to maintain a conversation.!
Even Lynn did that to me..!! Haha that lovely ever so busy fatty.
Idk eh :)
And yes. I'm ready to embrace the more important things in life right now :)
Like having more friends !!!
Anyway I shall end this post with a song that represents this breakup.
Even the fire and the anger and the double meanings !!
Yes u made me feel pretty.
It's Pretty by nicole scherzinger.
I will put the video here soon !!
For now just settle with the lyrics
:D
When i was your woman
And you were my man
You used to say the sweetest things to me
But you was always good at that
You used to tell me I was pretty
The best that you ever had
And there was nothing more important to you
Than being with the perfect ten
So my, my nails were done
I had my hair on point
Got my, my body tight the way you like it boy
Yes I played the part
Then you broke my heart
As if I mean nothing to you
Can't believe how you made me feel pretty
Pretty upset
Pretty broken
I feel so pretty
Pretty messed up
Pretty much done
Now without your so called pretty
All in all it pretty messed up
I don't wanna be pretty no more
When I was your woman (Whoo)
And you was my man
I tried to share my world with you
But you just did not give a damn
You just tell me I was pretty
As if that's all that I am
It's like you never even knew me
Or tried to get to know me
Was just an accessory
Oh can't believe
How you made me feel pretty
Pretty upset
Pretty broken
I feel so pretty
Pretty messed up
Pretty much done
Now without your so called pretty
All in all it pretty messed up
I don't wanna be pretty no more
If I had to do it
All over again
I just swear its gon be hella different
Cause you made me question
Who I really am
I don't know why I put up with you
Can't believe
How you made me feel pretty
Pretty upset
Pretty broken
I feel so pretty
Pretty messed up
Pretty much done
Now without your so called pretty
All in all it pretty messed up
I don't wanna be pretty no more
I don't wanna be pretty no more (no oh no ohhh)
Don't wanna feel pretty (no oh oh ohhh)
Done with all your so called pretty
All in all it pretty messed up
I don't wanna be pretty no more
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my P R O F I L E
the initials are YL.
dear reader,
hello. how are you? my name is cyl aka jaslly a cranky female. im going to be 14 on 2703 of 2009, but for now, im currently living the number 14.
when i am officially 15, another year down till my peaceful death at 80. And , i love dance a lot.
although i am living in ward 14, i go to 2/5 of commonwealth room daily. this is the place where i usually get more hyper then usual. i really like the people there and learnt many things from them for my encaged life.
however much i dislike the adults there, i have to learn to like them . i also learn subjects like english maths chinese that i dread a lot.
no matter what, i will still miss the old 6a of cckps where there were psychologists, siewyi jane cheryl chingwei yanting minghui magdalene sinyi. all the fun happy naive times there are missed greatly by this mentally unstable person.
oh well, im still enjoying my life full of ups and downs .
:D
a strange person,
jaslly.
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being F O U R T E E N
14 random facts about me.
ONE basically this section is really random.
TWO i am seriously lack of sleep.
THREE majority of my life is being rotted away.
FOUR im not gonna be a saint and claim that i have no hates.
FIVE i hate people who hate me. seriously
SIX i dun tink there is anything else i hate.
SEVEN as usual, i like the people around me.
EIGHT when im angry/sad/afraid, my fingers turn cold.
NINE when im bored, i like to eat.
TEN but im not as fat as you think. =)
ELEVEN i am seriously bucking up for all my studies.
TWELVE i will score higher for all my subjects.
THIRTEEN this column is really random.
oh yea. last and least
FOURTEEN one fact you may not know ... im beginning to .. enjoy studying . =D
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2009 R E S O L U T I O N S
i shall try my best to enjoy the year.
will be updated at later date.
=D
2008 R E S O L U T I O N S
my weird wishes.
1. a never ending 2007
2. my last day in cckps a fun one
3. to get rid of mdm teo
4. have a enjoyable year being a newbie as a commonwealthian
5. to have a good teacher ms wong rocks
6. for everything to stay as good as it is
--there were ups and downs, but i am still happy!
7. STAY HAPPY AND LAUGH 4EVA!!!
--i might seems crazy if that happens . :D
8. be more hardworking successful?
9. save more $$ for new handphone
10. NOT get addicted to computer i am not ! =)
11. stop being stupid and do weel in exams
12. try to have sufficient amount of sleep this will be never
13. improve chinese?
14. cherish stuff as it is...
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chua chu kang pri school .
i miss it.
i guess this column will be here forever.
there is ISNT
a lesson in cckps FOREVER
not more friends
teachers
the one and only day i will go sch as pernormal.......
is only in my dreams.....
where everything was fun and exciting....
sometimes boring upset
but no more days other than that..........
On 22 nov 2007...
the last and final day of sch...
my presence in this school will cease to exist
those corridors i have grown accustomed to...
will all belong to someone else
i guess thats wad graduation means...
its the same as PARTING
all i got to say now
thank you for all the fun you've given me
thanks for your guidance and help
THANK YOU for your presence in my life
GOODBYE and we shall meet again in
the..F.U.T.U.R.E !!
6A is missed =)
thank you. :D
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