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Tuesday, January 1, 2013 11:19 AM
I realised the best kind of love is loving the other party first.
Then finding out the other party loves you back.
There has got to be something that attracted the person first.
If not ... The relationship will be like..
Bland.
The girl only accepts the guy cause she's used to having someone there. Fill the gaps.
Used to having someone treat her as number 1
Used to having a studymate around.
But that's like even lower than best friends
There's no .. Similar mentality.
Telepathy.
And what's not..
That's what I realised this year
You aint lucky cause you aren't in love with your best friend.
I am still thankful and blessed :)
That I am able to share similar mentality with some of my best friends
Some of them...........
I don't know if I should name !
I'm afraid I hurt some feelings when I say this!!!
Firstly
It's Lynn
Okay the number of times her dear name has appeared on my blog
It's kinda self explanatory.
I realised that me and her kinda have a ... Relationship friendship LOL
Not in the lesbianic way.
It's like we are very very used to each other presence. Don't speak much nowadays.
But I know she's always always there like she know I'm always always there.
And one day if she leaves.. I might cry worse than my ex!
Secondly. It's Ver or Jon but since Lynn and Jon names come together I shall write Jon
Jon
Aka Jonny aka Jonathan
Haha the interesting part about me and Jon is that we really were best friends cum brothers FROM THE START LOL
I knew him cause I sat beside him in sec1 class.
And he knew ALL my troubles then
Omg I'm starting to wonder if there EVER been a moment he hasn't tried to help me.
Everytime I was down he will try to cheer me up.. NOT in the overbearing way.
NOT The normal way.
His statements and questions were always a nudge that helped me move forward.!
I'm actually asking myself if there has been a breakup that I have experienced and he wasn't there.
And ... I think there really isn't .
Which is really shocking in a way
Haha strangers who don't know me and Jon might suspect if I have feelings for him.
NO WAY LOL.
It's like we were real blood siblings born from different parents.
I suspect we were from same family in the past!!!
Haha he's truly a BROTHER to me.
And !! I like his parents LOL RICKY !!!
Lynn and Jon always used their experience to help others. I picked off their good habit from them. Advices always always spot on!
Like hit the Bulls Eye !!!
Even when the target is moving !!!
LOL
And I secretly think that they are very very deserving for each other and they can't find anyone else better than each other.
But no one can go against God's wishes eh?
Okay I'm getting sian so everything will be shorter LOL
Ver
This year must have been pinnacle of our friendship!!!!
The tip of the ice block!
Thanks for everything dar dar :D
And when I look at you and you look at me and something will float in between our minds.
Like .. Telepathy!!
Haha thank you for not judging me no matter what shit I tell you!
It's like we know each other very well hahaha
Even when you're not saying normal stuffs to cheer me up I know you are
And darling I'm here for you too!!!
Haha I think I know what to do when you're down. And I know what to say to cheer you up :P kinda!!
Jinggy
Haha I love you and you love me and I'm very lazy to type.
I think we really bonded more this year when we told each other our problems !!!!
My first friend in CWSS is forever shall be !!!!
We are similar in so many ways !!
Thank you for believing in me :D
Val khoo
Sometimes I feel that me and Val Khoo has telepathy !!
Even tho we only met so short while!!
It's like when we confide in each other we can totally understand !!
And she's very very kind !!!
Good natured and everything !
I would type a lot more names that I can feel exceptionally close with but im lazy.
They include
Xavvy. Samantha. George. Okay basically everyone in gay okay cause they are all really mature deep inside. Except Ranice :P
Xav please talk more!!
Sam please study!!
George we don't talk much.. At all! But I know you will be a great person to talk to.
Person 1 please don't spend so much effort on everyone around you and focus on yourself k :D
Person 2 haha thanks for everything !!! Even tho you're always look down at yourself for idk what stupid reason.
But you should know that
You choose exactly what you want to make yourself be.
If you want to be fit. Train more.
Wanna be smart. Study hard.
Don't let laziness get in the way.
Person 3
I want to type everything here!
But it will come off different ! >(
I would put you above tho
:D
And and I'm not pretty !
LOL especially if you meet me at home like how Ver Lynn Radiance did.
I have gained the housework of watering plants !!! Haha everyday of my life !!!
Good morning babes!!
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Tuesday, January 1, 2013 11:19 AM
I realised the best kind of love is loving the other party first.
Then finding out the other party loves you back.
There has got to be something that attracted the person first.
If not ... The relationship will be like..
Bland.
The girl only accepts the guy cause she's used to having someone there. Fill the gaps.
Used to having someone treat her as number 1
Used to having a studymate around.
But that's like even lower than best friends
There's no .. Similar mentality.
Telepathy.
And what's not..
That's what I realised this year
You aint lucky cause you aren't in love with your best friend.
I am still thankful and blessed :)
That I am able to share similar mentality with some of my best friends
Some of them...........
I don't know if I should name !
I'm afraid I hurt some feelings when I say this!!!
Firstly
It's Lynn
Okay the number of times her dear name has appeared on my blog
It's kinda self explanatory.
I realised that me and her kinda have a ... Relationship friendship LOL
Not in the lesbianic way.
It's like we are very very used to each other presence. Don't speak much nowadays.
But I know she's always always there like she know I'm always always there.
And one day if she leaves.. I might cry worse than my ex!
Secondly. It's Ver or Jon but since Lynn and Jon names come together I shall write Jon
Jon
Aka Jonny aka Jonathan
Haha the interesting part about me and Jon is that we really were best friends cum brothers FROM THE START LOL
I knew him cause I sat beside him in sec1 class.
And he knew ALL my troubles then
Omg I'm starting to wonder if there EVER been a moment he hasn't tried to help me.
Everytime I was down he will try to cheer me up.. NOT in the overbearing way.
NOT The normal way.
His statements and questions were always a nudge that helped me move forward.!
I'm actually asking myself if there has been a breakup that I have experienced and he wasn't there.
And ... I think there really isn't .
Which is really shocking in a way
Haha strangers who don't know me and Jon might suspect if I have feelings for him.
NO WAY LOL.
It's like we were real blood siblings born from different parents.
I suspect we were from same family in the past!!!
Haha he's truly a BROTHER to me.
And !! I like his parents LOL RICKY !!!
Lynn and Jon always used their experience to help others. I picked off their good habit from them. Advices always always spot on!
Like hit the Bulls Eye !!!
Even when the target is moving !!!
LOL
And I secretly think that they are very very deserving for each other and they can't find anyone else better than each other.
But no one can go against God's wishes eh?
Okay I'm getting sian so everything will be shorter LOL
Ver
This year must have been pinnacle of our friendship!!!!
The tip of the ice block!
Thanks for everything dar dar :D
And when I look at you and you look at me and something will float in between our minds.
Like .. Telepathy!!
Haha thank you for not judging me no matter what shit I tell you!
It's like we know each other very well hahaha
Even when you're not saying normal stuffs to cheer me up I know you are
And darling I'm here for you too!!!
Haha I think I know what to do when you're down. And I know what to say to cheer you up :P kinda!!
Jinggy
Haha I love you and you love me and I'm very lazy to type.
I think we really bonded more this year when we told each other our problems !!!!
My first friend in CWSS is forever shall be !!!!
We are similar in so many ways !!
Thank you for believing in me :D
Val khoo
Sometimes I feel that me and Val Khoo has telepathy !!
Even tho we only met so short while!!
It's like when we confide in each other we can totally understand !!
And she's very very kind !!!
Good natured and everything !
I would type a lot more names that I can feel exceptionally close with but im lazy.
They include
Xavvy. Samantha. George. Okay basically everyone in gay okay cause they are all really mature deep inside. Except Ranice :P
Xav please talk more!!
Sam please study!!
George we don't talk much.. At all! But I know you will be a great person to talk to.
Person 1 please don't spend so much effort on everyone around you and focus on yourself k :D
Person 2 haha thanks for everything !!! Even tho you're always look down at yourself for idk what stupid reason.
But you should know that
You choose exactly what you want to make yourself be.
If you want to be fit. Train more.
Wanna be smart. Study hard.
Don't let laziness get in the way.
Person 3
I want to type everything here!
But it will come off different ! >(
I would put you above tho
:D
And and I'm not pretty !
LOL especially if you meet me at home like how Ver Lynn Radiance did.
I have gained the housework of watering plants !!! Haha everyday of my life !!!
Good morning babes!!
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my P R O F I L E
the initials are YL.
dear reader,
hello. how are you? my name is cyl aka jaslly a cranky female. im going to be 14 on 2703 of 2009, but for now, im currently living the number 14.
when i am officially 15, another year down till my peaceful death at 80. And , i love dance a lot.
although i am living in ward 14, i go to 2/5 of commonwealth room daily. this is the place where i usually get more hyper then usual. i really like the people there and learnt many things from them for my encaged life.
however much i dislike the adults there, i have to learn to like them . i also learn subjects like english maths chinese that i dread a lot.
no matter what, i will still miss the old 6a of cckps where there were psychologists, siewyi jane cheryl chingwei yanting minghui magdalene sinyi. all the fun happy naive times there are missed greatly by this mentally unstable person.
oh well, im still enjoying my life full of ups and downs .
:D
a strange person,
jaslly.
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being F O U R T E E N
14 random facts about me.
ONE basically this section is really random.
TWO i am seriously lack of sleep.
THREE majority of my life is being rotted away.
FOUR im not gonna be a saint and claim that i have no hates.
FIVE i hate people who hate me. seriously
SIX i dun tink there is anything else i hate.
SEVEN as usual, i like the people around me.
EIGHT when im angry/sad/afraid, my fingers turn cold.
NINE when im bored, i like to eat.
TEN but im not as fat as you think. =)
ELEVEN i am seriously bucking up for all my studies.
TWELVE i will score higher for all my subjects.
THIRTEEN this column is really random.
oh yea. last and least
FOURTEEN one fact you may not know ... im beginning to .. enjoy studying . =D
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2009 R E S O L U T I O N S
i shall try my best to enjoy the year.
will be updated at later date.
=D
2008 R E S O L U T I O N S
my weird wishes.
1. a never ending 2007
2. my last day in cckps a fun one
3. to get rid of mdm teo
4. have a enjoyable year being a newbie as a commonwealthian
5. to have a good teacher ms wong rocks
6. for everything to stay as good as it is
--there were ups and downs, but i am still happy!
7. STAY HAPPY AND LAUGH 4EVA!!!
--i might seems crazy if that happens . :D
8. be more hardworking successful?
9. save more $$ for new handphone
10. NOT get addicted to computer i am not ! =)
11. stop being stupid and do weel in exams
12. try to have sufficient amount of sleep this will be never
13. improve chinese?
14. cherish stuff as it is...
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chua chu kang pri school .
i miss it.
i guess this column will be here forever.
there is ISNT
a lesson in cckps FOREVER
not more friends
teachers
the one and only day i will go sch as pernormal.......
is only in my dreams.....
where everything was fun and exciting....
sometimes boring upset
but no more days other than that..........
On 22 nov 2007...
the last and final day of sch...
my presence in this school will cease to exist
those corridors i have grown accustomed to...
will all belong to someone else
i guess thats wad graduation means...
its the same as PARTING
all i got to say now
thank you for all the fun you've given me
thanks for your guidance and help
THANK YOU for your presence in my life
GOODBYE and we shall meet again in
the..F.U.T.U.R.E !!
6A is missed =)
thank you. :D
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