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Tuesday, January 1, 2013 11:19 AM

I realised the best kind of love is loving the other party first.
Then finding out the other party loves you back.
There has got to be something that attracted the person first.
If not ... The relationship will be like..
Bland.
The girl only accepts the guy cause she's used to having someone there. Fill the gaps.
Used to having someone treat her as number 1
Used to having a studymate around.
But that's like even lower than best friends
There's no .. Similar mentality.
Telepathy.
And what's not..
That's what I realised this year
You aint lucky cause you aren't in love with your best friend.

I am still thankful and blessed :)
That I am able to share similar mentality with some of my best friends
Some of them...........
I don't know if I should name !
I'm afraid I hurt some feelings when I say this!!!

Firstly
It's Lynn
Okay the number of times her dear name has appeared on my blog
It's kinda self explanatory.
I realised that me and her kinda have a ... Relationship friendship LOL
Not in the lesbianic way.
It's like we are very very used to each other presence. Don't speak much nowadays.
But I know she's always always there like she know I'm always always there.
And one day if she leaves.. I might cry worse than my ex!

Secondly. It's Ver or Jon but since Lynn and Jon names come together I shall write Jon

Jon
Aka Jonny aka Jonathan
Haha the interesting part about me and Jon is that we really were best friends cum brothers FROM THE START LOL
I knew him cause I sat beside him in sec1 class.
And he knew ALL my troubles then
Omg I'm starting to wonder if there EVER been a moment he hasn't tried to help me.
Everytime I was down he will try to cheer me up.. NOT in the overbearing way.
NOT The normal way.
His statements and questions were always a nudge that helped me move forward.!
I'm actually asking myself if there has been a breakup that I have experienced and he wasn't there.
And ... I think there really isn't .
Which is really shocking in a way

Haha strangers who don't know me and Jon might suspect if I have feelings for him.
NO WAY LOL.
It's like we were real blood siblings born from different parents.
I suspect we were from same family in the past!!!
Haha he's truly a BROTHER to me.
And !! I like his parents LOL RICKY !!!

Lynn and Jon always used their experience to help others. I picked off their good habit from them. Advices always always spot on!
Like hit the Bulls Eye !!!
Even when the target is moving !!!
LOL
And I secretly think that they are very very deserving for each other and they can't find anyone else better than each other.
But no one can go against God's wishes eh?

Okay I'm getting sian so everything will be shorter LOL

Ver
This year must have been pinnacle of our friendship!!!!
The tip of the ice block!
Thanks for everything dar dar :D
And when I look at you and you look at me and something will float in between our minds.
Like .. Telepathy!!
Haha thank you for not judging me no matter what shit I tell you!
It's like we know each other very well hahaha
Even when you're not saying normal stuffs to cheer me up I know you are
And darling I'm here for you too!!!
Haha I think I know what to do when you're down. And I know what to say to cheer you up :P kinda!!

Jinggy
Haha I love you and you love me and I'm very lazy to type.
I think we really bonded more this year when we told each other our problems !!!!
My first friend in CWSS is forever shall be !!!!
We are similar in so many ways !!
Thank you for believing in me :D

Val khoo
Sometimes I feel that me and Val Khoo has telepathy !!
Even tho we only met so short while!!
It's like when we confide in each other we can totally understand !!
And she's very very kind !!!
Good natured and everything !

I would type a lot more names that I can feel exceptionally close with but im lazy.
They include
Xavvy. Samantha. George. Okay basically everyone in gay okay cause they are all really mature deep inside. Except Ranice :P

Xav please talk more!!
Sam please study!!
George we don't talk much.. At all! But I know you will be a great person to talk to.

Person 1 please don't spend so much effort on everyone around you and focus on yourself k :D

Person 2 haha thanks for everything !!! Even tho you're always look down at yourself for idk what stupid reason.
But you should know that
You choose exactly what you want to make yourself be.
If you want to be fit. Train more.
Wanna be smart. Study hard.
Don't let laziness get in the way.

Person 3
I want to type everything here!
But it will come off different ! >(
I would put you above tho
:D

And and I'm not pretty !
LOL especially if you meet me at home like how Ver Lynn Radiance did.

I have gained the housework of watering plants !!! Haha everyday of my life !!!

Good morning babes!!