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Saturday, January 5, 2013 10:18 AM

Yesterday and the day before we had ogl workshop.
Haha day 1 was horrible cause we all didnt really know each other. There was something that made me mad. And boy it was tiring. All like wanna die

Day 2 was soo much better. Playing in school all the games. Cheers. Ideas everything.
LOL the ideas for all the walk in.
Video.
Were just flowing like crazy
Every second there was some one different interjecting trying to give ideas
And then in whatsapp they were like
That's the happiest moment of today.
Haha awwwwwwwwwww

Tho I had to admit
There were a few awkward moments between me and certain people.
Haha but that's all part of making new friends eh ? :D

I really like everyone there more !!!
Haha more reasons than one.

My sis always scold me for being naive about this.
I told her that I believed truly believed that all Nyjcians are kind.
She was like NOOO the world is not that nice LOL
But I seriously think so leh!
If not ALL it would be like 95%.
Most of their opinions are like very kind.
Nice thoughts. Considerate thoughts to others!
No mean thoughts !!!
Even when they are judging people (everyone judges k :D)
It's like they won't write off people badly !

Haha and and I think Jaser embodies that.
Of course I know my dear 1215 so much better and even tho they are very gossipy.. They are all very very nice people.
And even dance also nice.
And occasional friends random friends also nice.
Gay okay is really nice la hahaha
I should use a chimmer adjective LOL

I realised that I really really miss my class.
LOL and I might hate to admit this in front of the guys.
But I think that they are really gentlemanly.
Of course I praised the girls a million and one times alr. So I will just say I've never loved 6 girls so much altogether.
It's like when I saw them in the canteen.. It's like homeeeeee.
Or like happy.
Or like reminiscence.

Anyway omg I diverted so much .

I REALLY LIKE DANCING WITH NICHOLAS LOL I SWEAR
it's like the most fun thing ever.
We laugh A LOT
Probably cause our brainwave is so similar. Childish . Blur. And want to play.
It's like in the middle of the dance he will step on me LOL like PLAAAK.
And I laugh very badly.
And then there was this time both of us went backwards and we bang onto each other. We both just looked at each other "which side ar? LOL"
Since 70% of the time both of us are copying so sometimes we will copy wrong.
There is a part in the chorus the guy is supposed to hold the girl's hand and spin the girl..
Once he held out his hand and waited for someone to spin him as a girl

LOL that .... I laughed like crap
We agreed to skip too!! LOL
At the end of chorus.
And the couple dance part both of us will be like omgomgomg. Haha both scared of screwing up.
Once we seriously screwed up until very very lost. Both of us just laughed LOL
I kind of like it when we let go we kind whack each other hand very hard.
It's like I know he's using force and I'm using force.
Then I will death stare him he death stare me before we laugh.

Haha I really really like dancing without pressure.
In dance rooms.. It's like the pressure to perform is crazy leh...
Of course a bit of laughter..
But you know the instructor will just stare at you waiting for you to meet his high expectations..
And when you don't .. His/her face will show so much disappointment in you.

Anyway I'm really glad that Nic is my partner LOL
Totally no awkwardness.

I've become very close to yu Kei and jie Yi too!!
Like all same brainwave!

But I've got to admit I was very very impressed with syron spirit.

And many guys spirit.
You can really see the veins at their neck when they shout. Threatening to burst..
Can see it like 5 meters away.

But but at the end of the day...
After I talk to ver
Okay everytime I talk to ver it will be like our old days and I'm transported back to the past.
Like another typical day in the train.
It's the same feeling as going for an overseas trip and coming back home.. Wondering if you ever left.
The whole day suddenly felt like a dream.
Haha and I discovered I really miss talking to her too!!! It's like she gets everything that I'm saying. And I never have to hide anything on earth when I'm with her.

Oh ya
I have made a promise to myself that..
I will be .. OPAQUE.
Meaning if I hear of any secret.. Or I have any secrets.. I won't even show that I know of anything.
Not even a subtle hint.
Just fake it LOL
Totally opaque.
Haha so I'm hiding many things inside..
Waiting to exploooode!!!
But noo cannot must contain.

And and one last thing
It's like I think that compared to one month ago.
I'm really different .
No longer the girl who thinks about that bastard.
Really really changed.
Like I don't even think about him at all.
Maybe cause he left me bleeding so heartlessly.
I'm thinking this is partially due to my own pride protecting me.
I won't let someone like him hurt me for so long.
And maybe it's cause I've discovered that their are nicer better guys out there .!

Soo I'm really happy
And ready to face As with total focus.
That is if I touch my holiday work LOL


Bye !!!