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Sunday, April 21, 2013 6:47 PM
Sometimes just sometimes I wonder if every conversation I had it's just an illusion. Everything I thought was a lie.
Everything I hoped wouldn't happen .. Happened
I could be disillusioned. Maybe I was right?
Cause at times the truth is never revealed.
And at times when it springs upon me I am utterly disappointed.
Tho what comforts me is that I know I'm not alone.
I really. Don't know.
And maybe cause so much internal thoughts can be within me at a time...
I can sympathize with others better.
Or maybe I just think too highly of myself.
Then again you are what you define yourself.
Bottom line is
I'm confused.
Feeling alone is something people cant force upon you.
(Dont get me wrong tho I'm a pretty happy kid now :) )
Sunday, April 21, 2013 6:47 PM
Sometimes just sometimes I wonder if every conversation I had it's just an illusion. Everything I thought was a lie.
Everything I hoped wouldn't happen .. Happened
I could be disillusioned. Maybe I was right?
Cause at times the truth is never revealed.
And at times when it springs upon me I am utterly disappointed.
Tho what comforts me is that I know I'm not alone.
I really. Don't know.
And maybe cause so much internal thoughts can be within me at a time...
I can sympathize with others better.
Or maybe I just think too highly of myself.
Then again you are what you define yourself.
Bottom line is
I'm confused.
Feeling alone is something people cant force upon you.
(Dont get me wrong tho I'm a pretty happy kid now :) )
dear reader,
hello. how are you? my name is cyl aka jaslly a cranky female. im going to be 14 on 2703 of 2009, but for now, im currently living the number 14. when i am officially 15, another year down till my peaceful death at 80. And , i love dance a lot.
although i am living in ward 14, i go to 2/5 of commonwealth room daily. this is the place where i usually get more hyper then usual. i really like the people there and learnt many things from them for my encaged life. however much i dislike the adults there, i have to learn to like them . i also learn subjects like english maths chinese that i dread a lot.
no matter what, i will still miss the old 6a of cckps where there were psychologists, siewyi jane cheryl chingwei yanting minghui magdalene sinyi. all the fun happy naive times there are missed greatly by this mentally unstable person.
oh well, im still enjoying my life full of ups and downs .
:D
a strange person,
jaslly.
ONE basically this section is really random.
TWO i am seriously lack of sleep.
THREE majority of my life is being rotted away.
FOUR im not gonna be a saint and claim that i have no hates.
FIVE i hate people who hate me. seriously
SIX i dun tink there is anything else i hate.
SEVEN as usual, i like the people around me.
EIGHT when im angry/sad/afraid, my fingers turn cold.
NINE when im bored, i like to eat.
TEN but im not as fat as you think. =)
ELEVEN i am seriously bucking up for all my studies.
TWELVE i will score higher for all my subjects.
THIRTEEN this column is really random.
oh yea. last and least
FOURTEEN one fact you may not know ... im beginning to ..
will be updated at later date.
=D
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
--there were ups and downs, but i am still happy!
7.
--i might seems crazy if that happens . :D
8.
9. save more $$ for new handphone
10.
11. stop being stupid and do weel in exams
12. try to have sufficient amount of sleep this will be never
13. improve chinese?
14.
i guess this column will be here forever.
there
a lesson in cckps FOREVER
not more friends
teachers
the one and only day i will go sch as pernormal.......
is only in my dreams.....
where everything was fun and exciting....
sometimes boring upset
but no more days other than that..........
On 22 nov 2007...
the last and final day of sch...
my presence in this school will cease to exist
those corridors i have grown accustomed to...
will all belong to someone else
i guess thats wad graduation means...
its the same as PARTING
all i got to say now
thank you for all the fun you've given me
thanks for your guidance and help
THANK YOU for your presence in my life
GOODBYE and we shall meet again in
the..F.U.T.U.R.E !!
thank you. :D
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