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Monday, April 29, 2013 7:29 PM

For my friends who saw me today.
I was an emotional wreck.
Cried like ... You can't even imagine.
Like I just sat at the grandstand and cried.
Or sobbed.
Or outburst.
I mean if you were within 3 meter radius from me you can hear me sobbing loud and clear.

Not that I blame them.
I think I have been rather haughty nowadays. And it is a good time to bring myself back down to earth.
To learn to sympathize again.

First time crying out loud in school tho.
For like 30 minutes ???
Just sat alone and cried.

But I do feel much better.
Thank god yungwui and Jon was there.
And vernice came afterwards.
She reminds me that life goes on.
I still have so much to improve on.
So much flaws.
So much to appreciate. And to love.

My eyes weren't even white.
It was pinkish red from tears.
And my nose was redder than Rudolph.
Which reminds me ... I think it's the first time I ever cried out so loudly in school.
And I think it's cause they are so dear to me that's why I did it.
I always have this weakness of neglecting what's most important.

I have a clean slate now.
Confidence shattered.

I just hope I can do things right.
And somehow I feel more motivated to study now.