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since 1st jan 2009

Sunday, May 26, 2013 9:58 PM

My turn to talk about love !!

Hmm

Anyone will think that yehlin being

"Experienced" will understand a lot about love.

That may be true to some extent.

Maybe in some ways than others

But I feel that I've yet to fall in love too!!!!!

Because from sec 1 to sec 4 I realize that I "loved" my exes cause I was in love with the idea of being loved

Yet very stupid selfish and stuffs

But I promise I tried to make every relationship last till I reached my limits.

It's just that sometimes when I look back at them

I wonder what did I like about them

Even Lester. K Lester probably less. He is a good guy and very filial after all.

But suited for me ?? Nope. No way.

So many examples I could bring about now that I'm looking back

But I shan't dwell on it !!

I haven't been in a relationship where I've fallen for the guy first.

For his attributes. Character.

It's not who is the better man.

It just who is the more attractive one ?

More like a personal choice.

I wonder if I've met him.

Let me say my ideal guy qualities kk :D

Kind to everyone

Compassionate

Strong determination

As mature? As me hahaha

As stupid as me

And have to think for me.

Idk if it sounds very demanding actually haha

But it's like especially the last quality

Sometimes have to put yourself in that person shoes to try and understand the person.

If he has hurt me I want him to realize and not me crying alone.

Which is something obviously lacking in Lester. Forgive me for ranting but that guy seriously treated me like crap throughout J1.

Anyway anyway

I'm just not sure of anything

But I think love is potentially very very strong. Like it can help overcome anything.

Hehe

I really wanna post more but I should do other stuffs.

Bye !!!!