It's time when people sit down and reflect OR SOMETHING !! 

Hahahaha 

Makes me wonder if they are too busy studying !! 

Okay so I'm gonna post anyway~ 

Vernice birthday celebration was awesome hehe 

I miss sentosa

I love sentosa

Okay but sentosa is only good place for groups. Not a date. 

A date can be boring~ I think!!! 

I love going sentosa in groups

Burying people

Playing in the water. 

And I think vernice likes it too right hehehehe 

But I guess the funniest part about yesterday was the shopping !!! 

I dk how we went from shop to shop being stupid 

Real stupid and commenting on everything hehehe 

Wish I got to see sun set yesterday !!!!! Haha but ah well~ 

For today and tomorrow I have two full days at home. Which I intend to make good use of!! Before going out on 6/7/8 LOL 

I made a schedule for the holidays. 

And yes I must follow it cause even the schedule itself is pretty tight~ 

I just reread a letter given to be for my lowest point in term 2 

By a dear girlfriend of mine :D 

A long long letter. 

She told me that my strength was my never say die attitude.

I always knew that I believed in the impossible.. 

But I didn't realized that it was this much!! 

It's like my naiveness? Believing in everything can be things like

Going to the moon one day.

Being a lead dancer in a professional performance one day. 

Getting into Lee Kuan Yew school one day. 

And the interesting part is that I sincerely really believe that I can do it. 

I have every capacity to do it.

Of course it's with the condition that I work towards it. 

It's really strange though. Now that I think about it...

That I know that as long as I put in enough hardwork I can attain what others think is impossible. 

But I really really do think so!!!!

So it all boils down to what do I want ?? 

Heh all I want is to have a stable job and a happy and close family in the future. 

my expectations have turned a full circle back to my happiness

It's because I have "low" expectations with endless confidence in my ability, I am happy. 

Well in the first place, my expectations aren't even low.

It's so hard to have a real close family. 

And tiring to have a stable job. 

Maybe maybe it's cause I can also measure the amount of effort needed to attain certain things so I know what I want and what I don't want. 

I'm not sure 

I started to wonder when did my beliefs gave me an edge.

And then I realized that would be for promos and Olevels

I mean for Olevels..

 I got Ds and Cs for prelims. 

L1R5 was close to 24.

And that was freaking hell prelim 2

I got so pek chek and freaked out and cried and mugged like a dog 

And I made sure I got 3A1 for the retest which was in the same setting and new papers I've never seen. 

My 9 raw some would say that's like easy~ 

Or some would say that's like damn hard. 

But I was even surprised in my state of mind back when I received my prelim 2 results.. I firmly believed that I could do well for Olevels (at least my definition of well) 

And then for promos ...

For J1 mid years I got 29. 

And then my peers got 50+ rank points

And in the end I beat them for promos with 63. 

Wtf happened to me for promos LOL 

I guess it's this endless faith and confidence that I posses. 

Which I only come to realise now

But this very trait can lead to my downfall

It's the very reason why I absolutely suck in relationships

My expectations are beyond an attainable level

Which makes me feel dissatisfied with everything or anything.

And when I questioned my opinions I started to get annoyed cause I could actually prove to myself that my expectations were reasonable. 

In many ways it's impossible to surprise me..

And thus if if if I were to enter a relationship thousands of years down the road.

I henceforth must always have the same mentality I had before I validate that person to be my boyfriend. 

Yes I gotta remember !!!!!! 

Haha okay time to study my dears

June holidays can make miracles work as long as you put your mind to it. 

Byeee!!

It's time when people sit down and reflect OR SOMETHING !! 

Hahahaha 

Makes me wonder if they are too busy studying !! 

Okay so I'm gonna post anyway~ 

Vernice birthday celebration was awesome hehe 

I miss sentosa

I love sentosa

Okay but sentosa is only good place for groups. Not a date. 

A date can be boring~ I think!!! 

I love going sentosa in groups

Burying people

Playing in the water. 

And I think vernice likes it too right hehehehe 

But I guess the funniest part about yesterday was the shopping !!! 

I dk how we went from shop to shop being stupid 

Real stupid and commenting on everything hehehe 

Wish I got to see sun set yesterday !!!!! Haha but ah well~ 

For today and tomorrow I have two full days at home. Which I intend to make good use of!! Before going out on 6/7/8 LOL 

I made a schedule for the holidays. 

And yes I must follow it cause even the schedule itself is pretty tight~ 

I just reread a letter given to be for my lowest point in term 2 

By a dear girlfriend of mine :D 

A long long letter. 

She told me that my strength was my never say die attitude.

I always knew that I believed in the impossible.. 

But I didn't realized that it was this much!! 

It's like my naiveness? Believing in everything can be things like

Going to the moon one day.

Being a lead dancer in a professional performance one day. 

Getting into Lee Kuan Yew school one day. 

And the interesting part is that I sincerely really believe that I can do it. 

I have every capacity to do it.

Of course it's with the condition that I work towards it. 

It's really strange though. Now that I think about it...

That I know that as long as I put in enough hardwork I can attain what others think is impossible. 

But I really really do think so!!!!

So it all boils down to what do I want ?? 

Heh all I want is to have a stable job and a happy and close family in the future. 

my expectations have turned a full circle back to my happiness

It's because I have "low" expectations with endless confidence in my ability, I am happy. 

Well in the first place, my expectations aren't even low.

It's so hard to have a real close family. 

And tiring to have a stable job. 

Maybe maybe it's cause I can also measure the amount of effort needed to attain certain things so I know what I want and what I don't want. 

I'm not sure 

I started to wonder when did my beliefs gave me an edge.

And then I realized that would be for promos and Olevels

I mean for Olevels..

 I got Ds and Cs for prelims. 

L1R5 was close to 24.

And that was freaking hell prelim 2

I got so pek chek and freaked out and cried and mugged like a dog 

And I made sure I got 3A1 for the retest which was in the same setting and new papers I've never seen. 

My 9 raw some would say that's like easy~ 

Or some would say that's like damn hard. 

But I was even surprised in my state of mind back when I received my prelim 2 results.. I firmly believed that I could do well for Olevels (at least my definition of well) 

And then for promos ...

For J1 mid years I got 29. 

And then my peers got 50+ rank points

And in the end I beat them for promos with 63. 

Wtf happened to me for promos LOL 

I guess it's this endless faith and confidence that I posses. 

Which I only come to realise now

But this very trait can lead to my downfall

It's the very reason why I absolutely suck in relationships

My expectations are beyond an attainable level

Which makes me feel dissatisfied with everything or anything.

And when I questioned my opinions I started to get annoyed cause I could actually prove to myself that my expectations were reasonable. 

In many ways it's impossible to surprise me..

And thus if if if I were to enter a relationship thousands of years down the road.

I henceforth must always have the same mentality I had before I validate that person to be my boyfriend. 

Yes I gotta remember !!!!!! 

Haha okay time to study my dears

June holidays can make miracles work as long as you put your mind to it. 

Byeee!!

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Andrea
Andrew
Azrina
Camellia
Cheryl
Chingwei
Chuxuan
Chloe
Daniel
Jason
Jeidy
Jiayi
Jieling
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Jodie
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Keita
Keni
Lin
Liyin
lucy
Lynn
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Minghui
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