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Monday, July 29, 2013 5:30 PM
Does loneliness come with excessive studying ? I don't know :( Sometimes I do feel lonely.
But I know I have friends no matter what :)
You see.. I don't have time. I'm working to make a miracle happen.
Friday, July 19, 2013 11:28 PM
So.. I'm really not gonna post much anymore !!!!!!! Number one focus is Alevels So bye guys !!! I did pretty badly for mid years :(
Until As are over :D
Sunday, July 14, 2013 12:38 AM
Bought these. Some from online waiting for arrival. I am going crazy over the floral ROMPER. Secret romper which I bought from bugis Total cost of everything 3 dress 2 shorts 2 necklaces 120 bucks hahaha quite contented :)
Saturday, July 13, 2013 10:48 AM
So..... Hahaha Today is gonna be an awesome day. Yesterday was a good day. The day before was awesome too. And the day before the before was of course the best cause of 1215! But everyday is great. I'm up in the clouds right now. Extreme happiness after MYE over LOL Which isn't very safe actually Okay whatever~ I will start studying k!!!
That day I spent with Val cool for a while once the paper ended It was so good. So relaxing Me and her needed to lepak somewhere until class meet up. Since I refused to go home. We went to her house !!! Wanted to gym to work off all the fats we gained during exam period and holidays. But NO!!!! Haha The television was too attractive We just sat there and watch and watch and watch and watch and laugh and watch Omg I even put my leg on her sofa Hahaha I hope she don't mind !!! And then we watch and we were so late we reached super late hahaha Much less go to the gym Get fat only But I swear it was quality bonding time. Like somehow me and her can talk And talk And talk And talk Okay probably cause we have too many things in common. Namely the whole class. But it was still so nice I miss talking to her. Being with her? It's like her outlook on life is very positive !! And she's that type that will keep trying to help you no matter what.
Haha okay enough of word-shipping her.
Soo we went for the class BBQ and i will never forget how the class worked together so magically hehe Especially .. David. You see him vulgar vulgar rude rude But he's actually one of the most thoughtful or considerate person I know. And I don't even know him well but I can see that strength. He helped non stop sia. Throughout the whole setting up. Even when all the guys started to be idiots and play a bit hahaha He just kept helping until it was done !! And then even after everything done he kept making sure the BBQ pit was okay. Given that the 4 da tian wang was cursing and swearing cause the oil kept splattering on them HAHAHAHA The other side the guys was also very nice to the girls too!!! Like will ask you girls want anything ? As sweet as it is I'm like HAHAHAHA the pot is less than 30cm awake you no need ask me if I need anything
And okay I have a fear of BBQ pits cause the oil splatter on me before and ho my gawd it was fucking pain. And then sparklers flying on me burnt my skin and a small part of my clothes too. Like a 1cm hole LOL
But the class was so kind Like daisy kept taking food for me. Val cool too!!!!! Like I will go and walk around then I see food on my bowl And it's all my favorite food Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Then we had a class conversation Haha in so long time leh I swear So many things happening in school now the class segregation seemed to go wider. But the fact is that it's not like that :)) Sometimes when school is so tiring we just forget to take the extra effort to interact. Doesn't mean we don't appreciate each other presence ! :)
Anyway The class conversation was really ... HAHAHAHA I can laugh We talked about school Teachers And ... Creepy things Turned out the guys in the class were more afraid of stuffs than the girls Jiexiang was hiding in a corner alr. And we were all like omg how are we gonna go home and take the lift. And shower. And like ... Oh don't talk about it liao Plus it was at night Under the moonlight And the neighbors ... I didn't see any neighbors.
LOL
took the last bus home and finally reached home That crazy ken He felt bad making his parents drive. So He WALKED From jurong east station to jurong west A measurement of the distance? 3 mrt stops and 10minutes bus ride.
Craaaaaaazy But for that I respect him Cause I'm all for dont make parents drive late at night !!
Next day!!! I went shopping with my twin for stuffs !!! :)) Brother from another mother It was very cool cause I haven't met him in SO LONG Then we managed to catch up a lot. Understand each other mindset to the point where it's unbelievable. I had a lot of fun And from there I understood the strength of friendship hehe How it's can be better than relationships. Unstable relationship that is. Walked walked walked Had tea break. Talked about a lot !!! Love for books etc etc etc Can't wait to kope some good books from him after As man
Speaking of which As in 117 days
In the past I always told myself no need study very hard cause I might U turn But when I think about it There NO WAY I will U turn I am NOT gonna suffer this hell again. I'm ready to plunge in and give in my all for the grades. So it's really no turning back.
Plus logically speaking With only 4 more months to Alevels And 7 months of holiday after Alevels Every day I study now will be worth 2 days of play. Plus happiness at the end of the day And pride Pretty good trade no?
Today I'm finally meeting LYNN Like this girl who's a part of me Like if you take her away you can break my heart literally My soul sister ? Haha Okay la I just miss her a lot cause I haven't met her in ages And I can't wait to study at Starbucks Cause I miss studying there haha I'm weird Love the moments when I'm like fuuuuu this question so hard to do and then I drink a sip of the heavenly drink.
Plus me and her agree to meet from 12 to after dinner cause of our forever limited time together And I wanna shop So badly LOL even after I bought 70 bucks worth of stuffs online I think I'm weird LOL But I like being happy Like this
After I've truly let go of the past. I feel like I've never felt this happy and contented for 3 years. The best part is. It's the truth :)
Thursday, July 11, 2013 6:22 PM
Have you ever felt so happy you're looking up smiling to yourself ? For one whole bus ride..I'm not happy over the fact that I've gained a boyfriend or even went out with a boyfriend or whatever I'm happy with the fact that I don't have a boyfriend but I'm able to gain so much more happiness than when I EVER had a boyfriend With friends like that there's no need to depend on someone for happiness. Strong friendship is so much greater than a broken relationship. The sense of this happiness being able to last forever makes me so much happier than having a precarious relationship. I know that there isn't a possibility of me losing my friends. And this security is able to shield me from whatever harm might come my way in the future. Until I find a great relationship down the road.
Today I learnt that the closeness of friendship is so much more than I knew ^^
Ver I go home with you taking your bus when school starts k!!! I will!!
2:39 AM
Today was so awesome after the paper. Okay during the paper I felt like crying. After the paper I felt like crying. Then I decided not to talk about my problems anymore !!! Hahaha Then had quality bonding time with Val cool like super long and we watched movie and tele and commented and I love her cause I know she's kind and she will never judge me. Hehehehe Very very relaxing but very fun oh my gosh.
Then we went class outing And everyone worked together freak. Super super awesome. Had fun cutting preparing all the ingredients with sarcastic comments shot here and there but always laughing and laughing. Cooking itself or eating was damn fun too. Hehehe I just miss the times when I feel so comfortable with the class. Like I could sit there and feel totally at peace and happy. I miss being with the class like this so much. Felt so bad that I didn't cherish this awesome group of people as much this year.. be it the entire class or the girls. Now the people I love are stuck with me for another 5 months and possibly our bonds will last for very very very long. How can I not feel contented??
It felt so good to just eat and chat and relax and not think about work or stress or upsetting things. For the first time in my life I felt like I had everything possible in the world in the presence of a group of people. in 1215 I have some who are dearer to me. Some girls. Some guys. And it's because of their kindness shone on me that makes me feel so much more relaxed and happy.
I guess I really was too depressed or tired or stressed about the whole exam and lacked having fun. i forgot about the things we should appreciate in life. Like a non stop group laughter. An endless conversation. Understanding people. Sarcastic people.
Have you ever wanted something so much? And then there is a ton of conditions and troubles and sadness uncertainty that prevent you from getting it? Felt so upset sick of everything I realised that I'm so much better off without it. Around people who love me. And doing things that make me happy. Feeling genuinely happy every second.
I have so many things to be happy bout. I beleve Someday things will be better Just like things are already good. Plus your future is always up to fate :D
Monday, July 8, 2013 3:30 PM
When someone bares their soul and show their insecurities It doesn't have to be a boyfriend or best friend. You just feel comforted cause you know you aren't alone in this world. Everybody is trying Everyone have their own moments of happiness and sadness.
It just depends on how much we help each other.
5:21 AM
Had a 3 hour phone conversation LOL It was strange or fun. Fun yes. All I know is everything became better. I've said everything I wanted to. Every vulgar LOL Apologies were made non stop And didn't say everything I didn't want to. Loose end were tied up. Chapters have closed.
Somethings just happen. But life's like that. Pick yourself up and carry on. I am worried about my future. But I will leave it till next time.
And time for me to really study. No more distractions. First up, studying at home. Study for myself. Five more months to As Yes that's the reality. It's coming.
Sunday, July 7, 2013 11:21 PM
So I decided to post yet again
If I ever get a boyfriend These are the people he need to get approval from
Vernice Lynn Jingwen Radiance Siling Hazel Voon Val cool Andris Daisy Jingyi Yi Cheen Val Ong
And these are the guys who will watch my back.
Jon quack Xavier Jin Xiang Daniel Jonathan Yongxiang Junwen Julian Xukai Joshua Andrew
All of them are important to me. All either helped me or I helped them hahaha These are the people I hold dear And I've talked to them or thought about them a lot.
A lot of them are helping me out.
I wonder if things will change after As Will the list get shorter ?
But as of now I believe our friendships will last :)
Maybe when I go uni I will find someone suited for me. Probably~
2:47 PM
My battered soul feels ready to take on life's challenges.
Don't play with people's feelings. If you don't like them. Don't overdo things.
Let my Girlfriends guy friends complete my life. Cause no one can replace them.
2:12 AM
When I look at myself in the mirrorI wanna see A pretty girl A smart girl A girl her parents are proud of Someone that helps others Someone who's successful in her own way Someone whose conscience is guilt free
I'm working towards that
And after Alevels I'm gonna give myself a makeover
Helping others give me a great feeling I will never forget. To the girl who isn't studying much I love you a lot and please study for your future cause it's one last exam in a few months time!!!! I really really don't want you to regret. But I really really don't know how to motivate you.
Another friend motivated me He told me To study for my parents
Boy. That 5 words was so effective I started straightaway. LOL
3 friends just talked to me at 2.30am while I was feeling down Two through text. One through twitter
Now I feel so much better
This friend told me something which changed a lot of things. I can't post it here but it's about accepting our past cause it makes us who we are. And what's most important is where do we all wanna go towards our future. Gosh why am I so blessed.
I have everything.
1:56 AM
I can't sleep.
So much on my mind
On a bright note I'm changing a lot Studying a lot more
Which I am very happy about It's like I'm starting to get used to really studying Like idk I can study for many many hours Hehe
On the other hand
Sometimes I think that life is really sad
I mean everyone just wanna survive in this world Why do we end up hurting one another? Is it really merely for self preservation ? I doubt so.
Humans are greedy. They are selfish We are all capable of doing so many things But we do not. We don't help each other We are not sympathetic to others
And guess what I found out
Okay it's damn random But I'm thinking about Lester a lot more lately Wtf is wrong with me. Not in the lovey dovey way Just wondering what happened.
How do relationships change. Why can it change so much. If a guy can lose the feelings towards somebody. Wouldn't it mean that they can do it again and again? When will they stop? Why are so many guys like that.
Friday, July 5, 2013 10:29 PM
And it's Junwen Julian ken birthday. Lalalalala
I wish people around me will feel happier. Cause right now they're upset.
Where's my self love yehlin?
Love yourself before you can love others.
Yes time to be narcissistic :D
10:27 PM
Unhappy. I need to dance so badly. I wanna dance dance dance dance dance.
Influence is so powerful How is it that I don't feel like studying cause some of my friends aren't? This isn't good This isn't me.
I'm listening to people around me. Hearing all their sad stories. Or their sadness Or loneliness Maybe it's rubbing off me. I want a getaway. I want to dance. I want to watch a movie.
Thursday, July 4, 2013 11:47 PM
Everyday you must
Eat Shit Sleep Smile Daydream Work Laugh Talk to friends Talk to parents
Especially talk to parents! Hahahaha
10:19 PM
Studied with the girls today. Had fun hehehehe
10:18 PM
On this day one year ago I saw my grandpa lying on a hospital bed. Dead. You resisted the illness so much. Had emergency call to hospital 2 times but you were safe. Our first time seeing someone so close to us pass away. All of us cried like crazy. And we all miss him badly. He led an excellent life. Had a great family 5 filial sons who brought up 9 filial grandchildren. All of us love him very much.
A director of schools. Donating so much to help students. Refusing to engage in any corruptive activities despite the high position you had in Johor Bahru. Well respected by ministers and the well known throughout the whole community. A great man that we all learnt from.
I miss you gong gong. But I know you're well received by the gods up there :) Maybe being a Demi god yourself :D I hope I'm leading a life you're proud of. And I hope you will bless us all to be safe and sound. Eventually we will all join you and be reunited in the skies!!
With love, Yehlin your grandchild :)
Wednesday, July 3, 2013 2:52 PM
I missed school!!!! So I'm rather happy now
Tuesday, July 2, 2013 8:24 PM
If you know something but you overprotect your child. Your child will know nothing even with a parent who knows something.
Whereares when you're with a parent who knows nothing and let the child experience something. The child will learn something maybe even more than the parent.
That's what I learnt anyway. My something. Hahahaha
11:33 AM
If I think of myself What I want I won't let my studies go this awry
If I think I'm alone I stop thinking of others Stop thinking for others And I have all the strength and potential I will pull through Somehow.
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Monday, July 29, 2013 5:30 PM
Does loneliness come with excessive studying ? I don't know :( Sometimes I do feel lonely.
But I know I have friends no matter what :)
You see.. I don't have time. I'm working to make a miracle happen.
Friday, July 19, 2013 11:28 PM
So.. I'm really not gonna post much anymore !!!!!!! Number one focus is Alevels So bye guys !!! I did pretty badly for mid years :(
Until As are over :D
Sunday, July 14, 2013 12:38 AM
Bought these. Some from online waiting for arrival. I am going crazy over the floral ROMPER. Secret romper which I bought from bugis Total cost of everything 3 dress 2 shorts 2 necklaces 120 bucks hahaha quite contented :)
Saturday, July 13, 2013 10:48 AM
So..... Hahaha Today is gonna be an awesome day. Yesterday was a good day. The day before was awesome too. And the day before the before was of course the best cause of 1215! But everyday is great. I'm up in the clouds right now. Extreme happiness after MYE over LOL Which isn't very safe actually Okay whatever~ I will start studying k!!!
That day I spent with Val cool for a while once the paper ended It was so good. So relaxing Me and her needed to lepak somewhere until class meet up. Since I refused to go home. We went to her house !!! Wanted to gym to work off all the fats we gained during exam period and holidays. But NO!!!! Haha The television was too attractive We just sat there and watch and watch and watch and watch and laugh and watch Omg I even put my leg on her sofa Hahaha I hope she don't mind !!! And then we watch and we were so late we reached super late hahaha Much less go to the gym Get fat only But I swear it was quality bonding time. Like somehow me and her can talk And talk And talk And talk Okay probably cause we have too many things in common. Namely the whole class. But it was still so nice I miss talking to her. Being with her? It's like her outlook on life is very positive !! And she's that type that will keep trying to help you no matter what.
Haha okay enough of word-shipping her.
Soo we went for the class BBQ and i will never forget how the class worked together so magically hehe Especially .. David. You see him vulgar vulgar rude rude But he's actually one of the most thoughtful or considerate person I know. And I don't even know him well but I can see that strength. He helped non stop sia. Throughout the whole setting up. Even when all the guys started to be idiots and play a bit hahaha He just kept helping until it was done !! And then even after everything done he kept making sure the BBQ pit was okay. Given that the 4 da tian wang was cursing and swearing cause the oil kept splattering on them HAHAHAHA The other side the guys was also very nice to the girls too!!! Like will ask you girls want anything ? As sweet as it is I'm like HAHAHAHA the pot is less than 30cm awake you no need ask me if I need anything
And okay I have a fear of BBQ pits cause the oil splatter on me before and ho my gawd it was fucking pain. And then sparklers flying on me burnt my skin and a small part of my clothes too. Like a 1cm hole LOL
But the class was so kind Like daisy kept taking food for me. Val cool too!!!!! Like I will go and walk around then I see food on my bowl And it's all my favorite food Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Then we had a class conversation Haha in so long time leh I swear So many things happening in school now the class segregation seemed to go wider. But the fact is that it's not like that :)) Sometimes when school is so tiring we just forget to take the extra effort to interact. Doesn't mean we don't appreciate each other presence ! :)
Anyway The class conversation was really ... HAHAHAHA I can laugh We talked about school Teachers And ... Creepy things Turned out the guys in the class were more afraid of stuffs than the girls Jiexiang was hiding in a corner alr. And we were all like omg how are we gonna go home and take the lift. And shower. And like ... Oh don't talk about it liao Plus it was at night Under the moonlight And the neighbors ... I didn't see any neighbors.
LOL
took the last bus home and finally reached home That crazy ken He felt bad making his parents drive. So He WALKED From jurong east station to jurong west A measurement of the distance? 3 mrt stops and 10minutes bus ride.
Craaaaaaazy But for that I respect him Cause I'm all for dont make parents drive late at night !!
Next day!!! I went shopping with my twin for stuffs !!! :)) Brother from another mother It was very cool cause I haven't met him in SO LONG Then we managed to catch up a lot. Understand each other mindset to the point where it's unbelievable. I had a lot of fun And from there I understood the strength of friendship hehe How it's can be better than relationships. Unstable relationship that is. Walked walked walked Had tea break. Talked about a lot !!! Love for books etc etc etc Can't wait to kope some good books from him after As man
Speaking of which As in 117 days
In the past I always told myself no need study very hard cause I might U turn But when I think about it There NO WAY I will U turn I am NOT gonna suffer this hell again. I'm ready to plunge in and give in my all for the grades. So it's really no turning back.
Plus logically speaking With only 4 more months to Alevels And 7 months of holiday after Alevels Every day I study now will be worth 2 days of play. Plus happiness at the end of the day And pride Pretty good trade no?
Today I'm finally meeting LYNN Like this girl who's a part of me Like if you take her away you can break my heart literally My soul sister ? Haha Okay la I just miss her a lot cause I haven't met her in ages And I can't wait to study at Starbucks Cause I miss studying there haha I'm weird Love the moments when I'm like fuuuuu this question so hard to do and then I drink a sip of the heavenly drink.
Plus me and her agree to meet from 12 to after dinner cause of our forever limited time together And I wanna shop So badly LOL even after I bought 70 bucks worth of stuffs online I think I'm weird LOL But I like being happy Like this
After I've truly let go of the past. I feel like I've never felt this happy and contented for 3 years. The best part is. It's the truth :)
Thursday, July 11, 2013 6:22 PM
Have you ever felt so happy you're looking up smiling to yourself ? For one whole bus ride..I'm not happy over the fact that I've gained a boyfriend or even went out with a boyfriend or whatever I'm happy with the fact that I don't have a boyfriend but I'm able to gain so much more happiness than when I EVER had a boyfriend With friends like that there's no need to depend on someone for happiness. Strong friendship is so much greater than a broken relationship. The sense of this happiness being able to last forever makes me so much happier than having a precarious relationship. I know that there isn't a possibility of me losing my friends. And this security is able to shield me from whatever harm might come my way in the future. Until I find a great relationship down the road.
Today I learnt that the closeness of friendship is so much more than I knew ^^
Ver I go home with you taking your bus when school starts k!!! I will!!
2:39 AM
Today was so awesome after the paper. Okay during the paper I felt like crying. After the paper I felt like crying. Then I decided not to talk about my problems anymore !!! Hahaha Then had quality bonding time with Val cool like super long and we watched movie and tele and commented and I love her cause I know she's kind and she will never judge me. Hehehehe Very very relaxing but very fun oh my gosh.
Then we went class outing And everyone worked together freak. Super super awesome. Had fun cutting preparing all the ingredients with sarcastic comments shot here and there but always laughing and laughing. Cooking itself or eating was damn fun too. Hehehe I just miss the times when I feel so comfortable with the class. Like I could sit there and feel totally at peace and happy. I miss being with the class like this so much. Felt so bad that I didn't cherish this awesome group of people as much this year.. be it the entire class or the girls. Now the people I love are stuck with me for another 5 months and possibly our bonds will last for very very very long. How can I not feel contented??
It felt so good to just eat and chat and relax and not think about work or stress or upsetting things. For the first time in my life I felt like I had everything possible in the world in the presence of a group of people. in 1215 I have some who are dearer to me. Some girls. Some guys. And it's because of their kindness shone on me that makes me feel so much more relaxed and happy.
I guess I really was too depressed or tired or stressed about the whole exam and lacked having fun. i forgot about the things we should appreciate in life. Like a non stop group laughter. An endless conversation. Understanding people. Sarcastic people.
Have you ever wanted something so much? And then there is a ton of conditions and troubles and sadness uncertainty that prevent you from getting it? Felt so upset sick of everything I realised that I'm so much better off without it. Around people who love me. And doing things that make me happy. Feeling genuinely happy every second.
I have so many things to be happy bout. I beleve Someday things will be better Just like things are already good. Plus your future is always up to fate :D
Monday, July 8, 2013 3:30 PM
When someone bares their soul and show their insecurities It doesn't have to be a boyfriend or best friend. You just feel comforted cause you know you aren't alone in this world. Everybody is trying Everyone have their own moments of happiness and sadness.
It just depends on how much we help each other.
5:21 AM
Had a 3 hour phone conversation LOL It was strange or fun. Fun yes. All I know is everything became better. I've said everything I wanted to. Every vulgar LOL Apologies were made non stop And didn't say everything I didn't want to. Loose end were tied up. Chapters have closed.
Somethings just happen. But life's like that. Pick yourself up and carry on. I am worried about my future. But I will leave it till next time.
And time for me to really study. No more distractions. First up, studying at home. Study for myself. Five more months to As Yes that's the reality. It's coming.
Sunday, July 7, 2013 11:21 PM
So I decided to post yet again
If I ever get a boyfriend These are the people he need to get approval from
Vernice Lynn Jingwen Radiance Siling Hazel Voon Val cool Andris Daisy Jingyi Yi Cheen Val Ong
And these are the guys who will watch my back.
Jon quack Xavier Jin Xiang Daniel Jonathan Yongxiang Junwen Julian Xukai Joshua Andrew
All of them are important to me. All either helped me or I helped them hahaha These are the people I hold dear And I've talked to them or thought about them a lot.
A lot of them are helping me out.
I wonder if things will change after As Will the list get shorter ?
But as of now I believe our friendships will last :)
Maybe when I go uni I will find someone suited for me. Probably~
2:47 PM
My battered soul feels ready to take on life's challenges.
Don't play with people's feelings. If you don't like them. Don't overdo things.
Let my Girlfriends guy friends complete my life. Cause no one can replace them.
2:12 AM
When I look at myself in the mirrorI wanna see A pretty girl A smart girl A girl her parents are proud of Someone that helps others Someone who's successful in her own way Someone whose conscience is guilt free
I'm working towards that
And after Alevels I'm gonna give myself a makeover
Helping others give me a great feeling I will never forget. To the girl who isn't studying much I love you a lot and please study for your future cause it's one last exam in a few months time!!!! I really really don't want you to regret. But I really really don't know how to motivate you.
Another friend motivated me He told me To study for my parents
Boy. That 5 words was so effective I started straightaway. LOL
3 friends just talked to me at 2.30am while I was feeling down Two through text. One through twitter
Now I feel so much better
This friend told me something which changed a lot of things. I can't post it here but it's about accepting our past cause it makes us who we are. And what's most important is where do we all wanna go towards our future. Gosh why am I so blessed.
I have everything.
1:56 AM
I can't sleep.
So much on my mind
On a bright note I'm changing a lot Studying a lot more
Which I am very happy about It's like I'm starting to get used to really studying Like idk I can study for many many hours Hehe
On the other hand
Sometimes I think that life is really sad
I mean everyone just wanna survive in this world Why do we end up hurting one another? Is it really merely for self preservation ? I doubt so.
Humans are greedy. They are selfish We are all capable of doing so many things But we do not. We don't help each other We are not sympathetic to others
And guess what I found out
Okay it's damn random But I'm thinking about Lester a lot more lately Wtf is wrong with me. Not in the lovey dovey way Just wondering what happened.
How do relationships change. Why can it change so much. If a guy can lose the feelings towards somebody. Wouldn't it mean that they can do it again and again? When will they stop? Why are so many guys like that.
Friday, July 5, 2013 10:29 PM
And it's Junwen Julian ken birthday. Lalalalala
I wish people around me will feel happier. Cause right now they're upset.
Where's my self love yehlin?
Love yourself before you can love others.
Yes time to be narcissistic :D
10:27 PM
Unhappy. I need to dance so badly. I wanna dance dance dance dance dance.
Influence is so powerful How is it that I don't feel like studying cause some of my friends aren't? This isn't good This isn't me.
I'm listening to people around me. Hearing all their sad stories. Or their sadness Or loneliness Maybe it's rubbing off me. I want a getaway. I want to dance. I want to watch a movie.
Thursday, July 4, 2013 11:47 PM
Everyday you must
Eat Shit Sleep Smile Daydream Work Laugh Talk to friends Talk to parents
Especially talk to parents! Hahahaha
10:19 PM
Studied with the girls today. Had fun hehehehe
10:18 PM
On this day one year ago I saw my grandpa lying on a hospital bed. Dead. You resisted the illness so much. Had emergency call to hospital 2 times but you were safe. Our first time seeing someone so close to us pass away. All of us cried like crazy. And we all miss him badly. He led an excellent life. Had a great family 5 filial sons who brought up 9 filial grandchildren. All of us love him very much.
A director of schools. Donating so much to help students. Refusing to engage in any corruptive activities despite the high position you had in Johor Bahru. Well respected by ministers and the well known throughout the whole community. A great man that we all learnt from.
I miss you gong gong. But I know you're well received by the gods up there :) Maybe being a Demi god yourself :D I hope I'm leading a life you're proud of. And I hope you will bless us all to be safe and sound. Eventually we will all join you and be reunited in the skies!!
With love, Yehlin your grandchild :)
Wednesday, July 3, 2013 2:52 PM
I missed school!!!! So I'm rather happy now
Tuesday, July 2, 2013 8:24 PM
If you know something but you overprotect your child. Your child will know nothing even with a parent who knows something.
Whereares when you're with a parent who knows nothing and let the child experience something. The child will learn something maybe even more than the parent.
That's what I learnt anyway. My something. Hahahaha
11:33 AM
If I think of myself What I want I won't let my studies go this awry
If I think I'm alone I stop thinking of others Stop thinking for others And I have all the strength and potential I will pull through Somehow.
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my P R O F I L E
the initials are YL.
dear reader,
hello. how are you? my name is cyl aka jaslly a cranky female. im going to be 14 on 2703 of 2009, but for now, im currently living the number 14.
when i am officially 15, another year down till my peaceful death at 80. And , i love dance a lot.
although i am living in ward 14, i go to 2/5 of commonwealth room daily. this is the place where i usually get more hyper then usual. i really like the people there and learnt many things from them for my encaged life.
however much i dislike the adults there, i have to learn to like them . i also learn subjects like english maths chinese that i dread a lot.
no matter what, i will still miss the old 6a of cckps where there were psychologists, siewyi jane cheryl chingwei yanting minghui magdalene sinyi. all the fun happy naive times there are missed greatly by this mentally unstable person.
oh well, im still enjoying my life full of ups and downs .
:D
a strange person,
jaslly.
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being F O U R T E E N
14 random facts about me.
ONE basically this section is really random.
TWO i am seriously lack of sleep.
THREE majority of my life is being rotted away.
FOUR im not gonna be a saint and claim that i have no hates.
FIVE i hate people who hate me. seriously
SIX i dun tink there is anything else i hate.
SEVEN as usual, i like the people around me.
EIGHT when im angry/sad/afraid, my fingers turn cold.
NINE when im bored, i like to eat.
TEN but im not as fat as you think. =)
ELEVEN i am seriously bucking up for all my studies.
TWELVE i will score higher for all my subjects.
THIRTEEN this column is really random.
oh yea. last and least
FOURTEEN one fact you may not know ... im beginning to .. enjoy studying . =D
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2009 R E S O L U T I O N S
i shall try my best to enjoy the year.
will be updated at later date.
=D
2008 R E S O L U T I O N S
my weird wishes.
1. a never ending 2007
2. my last day in cckps a fun one
3. to get rid of mdm teo
4. have a enjoyable year being a newbie as a commonwealthian
5. to have a good teacher ms wong rocks
6. for everything to stay as good as it is
--there were ups and downs, but i am still happy!
7. STAY HAPPY AND LAUGH 4EVA!!!
--i might seems crazy if that happens . :D
8. be more hardworking successful?
9. save more $$ for new handphone
10. NOT get addicted to computer i am not ! =)
11. stop being stupid and do weel in exams
12. try to have sufficient amount of sleep this will be never
13. improve chinese?
14. cherish stuff as it is...
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chua chu kang pri school .
i miss it.
i guess this column will be here forever.
there is ISNT
a lesson in cckps FOREVER
not more friends
teachers
the one and only day i will go sch as pernormal.......
is only in my dreams.....
where everything was fun and exciting....
sometimes boring upset
but no more days other than that..........
On 22 nov 2007...
the last and final day of sch...
my presence in this school will cease to exist
those corridors i have grown accustomed to...
will all belong to someone else
i guess thats wad graduation means...
its the same as PARTING
all i got to say now
thank you for all the fun you've given me
thanks for your guidance and help
THANK YOU for your presence in my life
GOODBYE and we shall meet again in
the..F.U.T.U.R.E !!
6A is missed =)
thank you. :D
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