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since 1st jan 2009
Sunday, July 7, 2013 1:56 AM

I can't sleep.

So much on my mind

On a bright note
I'm changing a lot
Studying a lot more

Which I am very happy about
It's like I'm starting to get used to really studying 
Like idk
I can study for many many hours
Hehe

On the other hand

Sometimes I think that life is really sad

I mean everyone just wanna survive in this world 
Why do we end up hurting one another?
Is it really merely for self preservation ? 
I doubt so. 

Humans are greedy. 
They are selfish 
We are all capable of doing so many things
But we do not.
We don't help each other
We are not sympathetic to others 


And guess what I found out 

Okay it's damn random
But I'm thinking about Lester a lot more lately
Wtf is wrong with me.
Not in the lovey dovey way 
Just wondering what happened.

How do relationships change.
Why can it change so much.
If a guy can lose the feelings towards somebody. 
Wouldn't it mean that they can do it again and again?
When will they stop?
Why are so many guys like that.