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Sunday, August 25, 2013 8:12 AM
Haven't been productive these daysEspecially yesterday But I told myself to study much harder today to make up for it 1. finish 2 Maths questions. 2. Assignment of s8 s9 (I did the tutorial part only hehe) 3. Chem organic 4. Chem McQ 5. Gp compo 6. Econs revision
And a part of me feels worried about finishing the second task only hehe Lets just see how far today takes me!
Since everyone's doing the 20 facts about me and I'm too shy to post it on Instagram and make it nice nice Plus I haven't been very happy these days I shall post my 20 facts about me here!!!
1. I like to eat. Like it feels good to have food in my mouth ^^
2. I love my family and I think that they are the best present god have given me
3. I have my own concept of god which I swear I'm gonna investigate who exactly I'm believing in after As
4. Reading about religion. Politics. Inequality. Poverty. Inventions. Really interests me. But I always have no time to plunge into it.
5. I get addicted to anything really easily. From drama to books to games. Once I'm obsessed I absolutely cannot stop. It will consume my every thought!! So for now it's abstinence from everything
6. I love dancing. Stepping into the dance room gives me a rush of happiness. I smile while doing warm ups. And I think a reason why I'm so down now it's cause I haven't danced in a long while.
7. I wanna give myself a makeover after As. Cause my wardrobe.. My complexion. My hair. It leaves so much more to be desired !!! And when I go uni it feels cool to look good I think :D
8. I am willing to sacrifice almost everything for my closer friends and family.
9. If someone tells me he/she feels upset, or if I find out someone is upset, I feel this moral obligation to help them cause if I don't.. i feel like I'm abandoning someone who's suffering.
10. Everyday I tell my parents about the funniest things in school and they never fail to stop their work to listen to me ^^ 11. When I get mood swings I try my best not to show it and take everything in which feels really bad.
12. Friends are important to me. Girlfriends are very important to me.
13. I have never downloaded ANYTHING online before cause my sister I really scared of virus
14. I always miss Lynn Jingwen Jon xav everyday.
15. I walked into nanyang two years ago feeling so fearful of what's to come. Whether I will make friends or not.. But now I'm part of the class. Dancers. Gay okay. And Woodlands buddies. Oh plus my jaser1. Six different groups of people who will always stop and play with me and after Alevels WE MUST GO OUT.
16. I miss vernice (where are youuuuu)
17. I miss Lynn a lot and I know she miss me a lot and I don't even see her but I can feel her support even now.
18. I used to suck in physics but after I dropped to h1 and Mr chew taught me I'm teaching physics to my h2 classmates more and more :O
19. I have this obsession over children and I wanna work in a daycare center after As.
20. I'm still happy with my life and I believe my troubles will disappear eventually :)
Thursday, August 22, 2013 12:46 AM
Now that my troubles are over. I feel ready to plunge into my studies :) Lets do this shit.
Thursday, August 15, 2013 12:49 AM
Reeeeally quick post Sometime this year during mid years I was feeling really down Reaaaaally down Reeeally reeeeally down Of course I hide everything inside Cause I felt like no one could help me No words could ease any shit So it got so bad I turned to god. I made a pledge to him That if he could help me through this. I will pledge to be the best person I can be.
And he did. My pain was eased gradually. Dreams reminded me of what was most important. My family and my studies. People came to me needing help for their problems.
So now I try to help as many people as I know. Which ever friend whom i know feels upset. If I don't do it I feel like an ingrate to god. Like cheating or lying!
So today I composed this message It's so damn awesome I'm surprised I even typed it out It was sent to my girlfriend But I decided to paste it here if anyone else needs some encouragement :)
_____ !!!! Hope you're feeling better !!! :) could tell that you really felt lower today....
sometimes when things get tiring and our future gets uncertain. We just have to try our best to work towards what we feel it's our miracle to make happen!! Always remember You control how well you do! It's true that sometimes hard work might not equate to good results but if we don't give it our all we will never find out :)
Don't think about Uturning AT ALL for this 3 weeks k :) cause after you receive prelim results you still can Uturn if you want !! If not it might stop you from plunging in into full concentration... Just work on what you can now and I'm sure you will do better!!
(The girl told me that she blamed herself for being incapable to do well and have to resort to tuition....) As for money don't berate yourself cause studying ain't a good accurate representation of our true abilities. This stupid Singapore system is forcing us to be nerds and tell us we are lousy if we are not nerds. Which doesn't make sense actually cause everyone's born with different brain!! Don't tell yourself you're not good enough cause you have your own strengths! We need tuition cause we are not nerds and our brains aint tuned the nerdy wavelength so we need all the help we can get! Take the money as investment for your future so that you can earn triple or quadruple the money to give back to our parents and bring them up in a comfortable life !! Okay!!! Just do what you can first !!!!!! :) :)
The strangest part was that Results =/= measure of your Abilities This was taught to me by my ex.
Friday, August 9, 2013 2:46 AM
Dear allI'm sleepy But a happy person now Went for a run Crazy run Sort out my thoughts
I kinda spam all my worry and frustration and unhappiness into the run. My shoe sucked and toes bled. And now I have 4 cuts on my feet. I didn't even know my toe was THAT injured. I only know it hurt a bit. And I was like just continue running no matter what. Ran 3km. And then I reached home and my whole body was cramping whenever i used any muscle cause i didnt warm up or down hehe took out my shoe and viola bloody last toe.!
Today Bonded with my sis hanna~~
Yes I'm determined to improve myself. Change myself again. For the better.
Live for nobody but yourself.
Come on Yehlin 90 more days. Don't let anything get in your way :)
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Sunday, August 25, 2013 8:12 AM
Haven't been productive these daysEspecially yesterday But I told myself to study much harder today to make up for it 1. finish 2 Maths questions. 2. Assignment of s8 s9 (I did the tutorial part only hehe) 3. Chem organic 4. Chem McQ 5. Gp compo 6. Econs revision
And a part of me feels worried about finishing the second task only hehe Lets just see how far today takes me!
Since everyone's doing the 20 facts about me and I'm too shy to post it on Instagram and make it nice nice Plus I haven't been very happy these days I shall post my 20 facts about me here!!!
1. I like to eat. Like it feels good to have food in my mouth ^^
2. I love my family and I think that they are the best present god have given me
3. I have my own concept of god which I swear I'm gonna investigate who exactly I'm believing in after As
4. Reading about religion. Politics. Inequality. Poverty. Inventions. Really interests me. But I always have no time to plunge into it.
5. I get addicted to anything really easily. From drama to books to games. Once I'm obsessed I absolutely cannot stop. It will consume my every thought!! So for now it's abstinence from everything
6. I love dancing. Stepping into the dance room gives me a rush of happiness. I smile while doing warm ups. And I think a reason why I'm so down now it's cause I haven't danced in a long while.
7. I wanna give myself a makeover after As. Cause my wardrobe.. My complexion. My hair. It leaves so much more to be desired !!! And when I go uni it feels cool to look good I think :D
8. I am willing to sacrifice almost everything for my closer friends and family.
9. If someone tells me he/she feels upset, or if I find out someone is upset, I feel this moral obligation to help them cause if I don't.. i feel like I'm abandoning someone who's suffering.
10. Everyday I tell my parents about the funniest things in school and they never fail to stop their work to listen to me ^^ 11. When I get mood swings I try my best not to show it and take everything in which feels really bad.
12. Friends are important to me. Girlfriends are very important to me.
13. I have never downloaded ANYTHING online before cause my sister I really scared of virus
14. I always miss Lynn Jingwen Jon xav everyday.
15. I walked into nanyang two years ago feeling so fearful of what's to come. Whether I will make friends or not.. But now I'm part of the class. Dancers. Gay okay. And Woodlands buddies. Oh plus my jaser1. Six different groups of people who will always stop and play with me and after Alevels WE MUST GO OUT.
16. I miss vernice (where are youuuuu)
17. I miss Lynn a lot and I know she miss me a lot and I don't even see her but I can feel her support even now.
18. I used to suck in physics but after I dropped to h1 and Mr chew taught me I'm teaching physics to my h2 classmates more and more :O
19. I have this obsession over children and I wanna work in a daycare center after As.
20. I'm still happy with my life and I believe my troubles will disappear eventually :)
Thursday, August 22, 2013 12:46 AM
Now that my troubles are over. I feel ready to plunge into my studies :) Lets do this shit.
Thursday, August 15, 2013 12:49 AM
Reeeeally quick post Sometime this year during mid years I was feeling really down Reaaaaally down Reeeally reeeeally down Of course I hide everything inside Cause I felt like no one could help me No words could ease any shit So it got so bad I turned to god. I made a pledge to him That if he could help me through this. I will pledge to be the best person I can be.
And he did. My pain was eased gradually. Dreams reminded me of what was most important. My family and my studies. People came to me needing help for their problems.
So now I try to help as many people as I know. Which ever friend whom i know feels upset. If I don't do it I feel like an ingrate to god. Like cheating or lying!
So today I composed this message It's so damn awesome I'm surprised I even typed it out It was sent to my girlfriend But I decided to paste it here if anyone else needs some encouragement :)
_____ !!!! Hope you're feeling better !!! :) could tell that you really felt lower today....
sometimes when things get tiring and our future gets uncertain. We just have to try our best to work towards what we feel it's our miracle to make happen!! Always remember You control how well you do! It's true that sometimes hard work might not equate to good results but if we don't give it our all we will never find out :)
Don't think about Uturning AT ALL for this 3 weeks k :) cause after you receive prelim results you still can Uturn if you want !! If not it might stop you from plunging in into full concentration... Just work on what you can now and I'm sure you will do better!!
(The girl told me that she blamed herself for being incapable to do well and have to resort to tuition....) As for money don't berate yourself cause studying ain't a good accurate representation of our true abilities. This stupid Singapore system is forcing us to be nerds and tell us we are lousy if we are not nerds. Which doesn't make sense actually cause everyone's born with different brain!! Don't tell yourself you're not good enough cause you have your own strengths! We need tuition cause we are not nerds and our brains aint tuned the nerdy wavelength so we need all the help we can get! Take the money as investment for your future so that you can earn triple or quadruple the money to give back to our parents and bring them up in a comfortable life !! Okay!!! Just do what you can first !!!!!! :) :)
The strangest part was that Results =/= measure of your Abilities This was taught to me by my ex.
Friday, August 9, 2013 2:46 AM
Dear allI'm sleepy But a happy person now Went for a run Crazy run Sort out my thoughts
I kinda spam all my worry and frustration and unhappiness into the run. My shoe sucked and toes bled. And now I have 4 cuts on my feet. I didn't even know my toe was THAT injured. I only know it hurt a bit. And I was like just continue running no matter what. Ran 3km. And then I reached home and my whole body was cramping whenever i used any muscle cause i didnt warm up or down hehe took out my shoe and viola bloody last toe.!
Today Bonded with my sis hanna~~
Yes I'm determined to improve myself. Change myself again. For the better.
Live for nobody but yourself.
Come on Yehlin 90 more days. Don't let anything get in your way :)
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my P R O F I L E
the initials are YL.
dear reader,
hello. how are you? my name is cyl aka jaslly a cranky female. im going to be 14 on 2703 of 2009, but for now, im currently living the number 14.
when i am officially 15, another year down till my peaceful death at 80. And , i love dance a lot.
although i am living in ward 14, i go to 2/5 of commonwealth room daily. this is the place where i usually get more hyper then usual. i really like the people there and learnt many things from them for my encaged life.
however much i dislike the adults there, i have to learn to like them . i also learn subjects like english maths chinese that i dread a lot.
no matter what, i will still miss the old 6a of cckps where there were psychologists, siewyi jane cheryl chingwei yanting minghui magdalene sinyi. all the fun happy naive times there are missed greatly by this mentally unstable person.
oh well, im still enjoying my life full of ups and downs .
:D
a strange person,
jaslly.
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being F O U R T E E N
14 random facts about me.
ONE basically this section is really random.
TWO i am seriously lack of sleep.
THREE majority of my life is being rotted away.
FOUR im not gonna be a saint and claim that i have no hates.
FIVE i hate people who hate me. seriously
SIX i dun tink there is anything else i hate.
SEVEN as usual, i like the people around me.
EIGHT when im angry/sad/afraid, my fingers turn cold.
NINE when im bored, i like to eat.
TEN but im not as fat as you think. =)
ELEVEN i am seriously bucking up for all my studies.
TWELVE i will score higher for all my subjects.
THIRTEEN this column is really random.
oh yea. last and least
FOURTEEN one fact you may not know ... im beginning to .. enjoy studying . =D
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2009 R E S O L U T I O N S
i shall try my best to enjoy the year.
will be updated at later date.
=D
2008 R E S O L U T I O N S
my weird wishes.
1. a never ending 2007
2. my last day in cckps a fun one
3. to get rid of mdm teo
4. have a enjoyable year being a newbie as a commonwealthian
5. to have a good teacher ms wong rocks
6. for everything to stay as good as it is
--there were ups and downs, but i am still happy!
7. STAY HAPPY AND LAUGH 4EVA!!!
--i might seems crazy if that happens . :D
8. be more hardworking successful?
9. save more $$ for new handphone
10. NOT get addicted to computer i am not ! =)
11. stop being stupid and do weel in exams
12. try to have sufficient amount of sleep this will be never
13. improve chinese?
14. cherish stuff as it is...
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chua chu kang pri school .
i miss it.
i guess this column will be here forever.
there is ISNT
a lesson in cckps FOREVER
not more friends
teachers
the one and only day i will go sch as pernormal.......
is only in my dreams.....
where everything was fun and exciting....
sometimes boring upset
but no more days other than that..........
On 22 nov 2007...
the last and final day of sch...
my presence in this school will cease to exist
those corridors i have grown accustomed to...
will all belong to someone else
i guess thats wad graduation means...
its the same as PARTING
all i got to say now
thank you for all the fun you've given me
thanks for your guidance and help
THANK YOU for your presence in my life
GOODBYE and we shall meet again in
the..F.U.T.U.R.E !!
6A is missed =)
thank you. :D
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