Alevels is strangling me

I can't play. 

And when I do I feel so horrible.

A productive day makes me happy. 

But in order to be productive I need to reject my wants. 

It's just how much you can motivate yourself to think long term

I don't know why my discipline is so bad

I feel like I hate myself for this

And if I don't get my goal.. I will feel so miserable

Alevels is like slow death.

I have to get down and do this.. 

Econs and gp is just horrible :((((((( 

Okay above all ... everything will be ending in two months

You think I can find solace in that? 

No I can't.

I'm scared. 

Alevels is strangling me

I can't play. 

And when I do I feel so horrible.

A productive day makes me happy. 

But in order to be productive I need to reject my wants. 

It's just how much you can motivate yourself to think long term

I don't know why my discipline is so bad

I feel like I hate myself for this

And if I don't get my goal.. I will feel so miserable

Alevels is like slow death.

I have to get down and do this.. 

Econs and gp is just horrible :((((((( 

Okay above all ... everything will be ending in two months

You think I can find solace in that? 

No I can't.

I'm scared. 

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