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Saturday, December 7, 2013 12:03 PM

heyyy
guess what im gonna be posting about hehehe
duhhh PROM .!!!!!!
hahahaha omg its the first time in a year im posting now through my laptop so it feels a little strange ...

but yes let me talk about my perfect night
from start to end
it feels so great its like a dream.
similar to the night I had with the girls at mbs. but better.
never go round to posting about that cause I HAD to have a fever that lasted for A WEEK????
of course the initial stages of the fever was very mild. but after that it got worse. I really really thought my fever will last throughout prom but thank god it didn't.
another thing im so happy about the perfect timing for everything.
either that or im just an idiot who sees the cup as half full instead of half empty LOL
I mean seriously being thankful for the fever that ended within one week??
hahahahaahha
whatever my mood is so good right now nothing is gonna stop it.

omg I started clapping in front of the laptop I must be mad

anyway haha lets get round to posting
I wonder how long will this take LOL
some photos will be posted in the next post !

the day started with me freaking out in the morning. okay not exactly freaking out but at least feeling uneasy. I spent the night till 2/3am writing cards for the girls and my bloody body alarm woke me up at 9am. that my friends is a recipe for deterioration of my complexion. so I was rushing and rushing around packing hair curler hair spray towel clothes accessories shoes etc etc in my bag. my hands held my shoebag my dress and a paperbag of flowers for the girls. yeap 3 things plus my phone cause I like using my phone LOL. yes I was a absolute mess in the train.

felt so nervous a little bit but so excited too. met jingyi at raffles and we walked TO THE WRONG FULLERTON. apparently there are 3 fullertons in Singapore that im so curious and really wanna read about later. I mean which genius named 3 buildings fullerton only to mislead unfamiliar tourists like moi. anyways we reached and THE VIEW FROM THE HOTEL IS SO GOOD !!!!!!!
like really good. I will post some photos later and you guys can see.
I swear it was even better than the room we had in mbs. so much prettier. picture perfect :)

dressed up played around with the girls. I took a surprising 2 hours or so to dress up. makeup hair included. why im so surprised at myself I expected much shorter. had so much trouble deciding on a nice hairstyle and I came up with a damn simple and boring one in the end. but I am so glad I dyed my hair red cause it really came out well in the photos! eventually we opened the partition from the guys and us. I really thought that I would feel embarrassed and awkward which I did at the start. I mean with a dress and makeup in front of them. but after that it was all good and we interacted played together in the night.

reached grand water corpthone. and initially all of us felt a little awkward. our class huddled together in a corner~ my shoe strap snapped open so easily I was wondering what was wrong. eventually it happened too often and I took off the strap altogether. so in the photos my shoes will look mismatched but whatever. one strap aint gonna ruin the perfect night eh.
took the class photo together and I met voon and yungwui and I love them to bits.
there are always people you meet in your life that you know if you had the opportunity to really spend time with them you would hit off really well.

I bumped into jon after that and I kinda forgot his reaction or the look he gave me upon seeing my entire outfit... all I can remember is he gave me the impression that I look really pretty. like a waaa or being thrown off for a moment. That my friends was a great compliment.

so very thankfully sat beside jon and hazel during the show.
arrangement went..
voon jiajun sean yx jon me hazel yungwui
so I felt a great responsibility to chat with hazel but jon was beside me too and Im like ohhhhh noo..
sitting beside jon felt like sitting beside ver lynn jon quek. someone I could talk to and say anything to or say nothing at all knowing tht I will be accepted no matter what. it was so awesome and perfect words cant describe it. chat so much about the smallest things or the biggest with the darn yongxiang admitting a few hours later in the night/morning that he was listening in LOL
played a little with hazel too and she was invited to go on stage cause she was like 'blurred lines'
I was so worried for her not knowing if I should pull her away from the MC or give her encouragement. but I know shes all swag and she took it really well hahaha go haze! I love hazel so much too she feels like a sister that I never had the chance to get close to.
but that wasn't the funniest part LOL
upon the fact that she went up jiajun laughed so bad and spun around on his chair so much the chair broke LOL the leg SNAPPED hahahaha. so while hazel sung the song this waitress had to carry the dining chair past the stage and that whole scene was so ridiculously funny I laughed till my stomach hurt. jiajun took it real well too so that's a thumbs up!

talked a little to yungwui about dance things and gosh I will miss her so so so so so so much.
shes going to Australia.. or rather flying around countries LOL. even if you discount her beauty, shes the sweetest and one of the kindest girls I have ever met. hope I will get to bond with her on the days shes back in Singapore.

food was .............. ohkay all I remember was remembering that I really needed to eat cuz I wouldn't have supper tonight unlike when im at home and supper is a necessity for me. prawn was awesome tho and they peeled the shell off already so I didn't have to face the conflict of peeling the shell off or not LOL. mango pudding was good good good hehe. really comfortable aroud them so it was a good feeling too !

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During the walking around taking of photos I suddenly felt worried that I wouldn't see the gays. Cause after all they were an important part of my jc life. Significant. And when I saw them I was like yay!!!!!! Haha super happy and played with them!!!! They were like see your back see your back hahaha and I realised I have been slouching quite a bit which is really baaad. Kaien and other girls touched my back a lot too LOL and my friend sprayed this pretty sparkly powder on my back ... And this only resulted in 2 small lumps like pimples on my back the next day hahaha nuuuuu!
Quite a pity that Ranice and Samantha didn't come tho. Wish they were there. 

I thought It was strange that it became normal for guys to put his hand around the girls shoulder and the girl will put her hand around the guys waist during a photo. Initially I was like whut and I only did it to closer guys. But eventually everyone did it LOL that it became a norm!!! I mean if you think of it conservatively it's a half hug. And I really dislike any contact with guys I'm not close with. Haha but ah well I guess it's all part of growing up!!!! 

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Wa this post have been prolonged so many days LOL at least 3.? 

But I am determined to post about prom!!!!! Haha super determined !!! 

Where was I.....? 

Yes. I felt really really flattered when guys praised me about my outfit. I don't know what to say.... Or I didn't know what to say... I mean last prom I asked my boyfriend if I looked okay. But this prom guys told me I look good. Even just now 1hr ago I bumped into my neighbour (whom I had a crush on in pri 3 LOL) and he said my hair looked really nice. Like others who dyed their hair some not as nice but mine was nice. And I'm like... I really don't know what to do or say except smile. I can't even say thank you cause in my mind I just don't believe they are referring to me. 
It's the same with feelings... If someone has feelings for me I can't get over the initial shock and it will take me ages to believe it's actually me they are referring to. Then it would take me months to wonder what to do how should I behave so as to react in the kindest way possible considering both in the short run and long run. Options are always if I should continue getting close and stab in the end. Or allow drifting further to let feelings be forgotten. Or make my stand clear from the start.. Well for starters I have a problem now..................
I just hate the fact that when the guy tries to jio then they will get super close and when they realise it's unsuccessful they can just dump the friendship. 
And I'm just left there taken for a ride. 
I hate I hate I hate it. And it made me so upset the past few weeks or months.
I don't blame the guy though.... I get what the other party thinks. How the person need to get away to salvage whatever that's left of himself. At least that happened for me. 
I just really dislike the whole situation.

Haha okay I should stop the pessimism. 

Took a few photos. I bumped into Daniel too!! And I miss talking and playing with him so much. Meeting him tomorrow to play hahaha probably gonna have a debate. I like debates. First few mini adventures into political science. 
Chances are he knows a lot more than me. So it's learning time tomorrow too. 

Skip past all the displays of affection. I understand why they do that tho... The longing to profess your love on a special day. Haha surprisingly it didn't make me feel unhappy or lonely.. I just really felt happy for them and that's it. 

After the whole thing I said bye to my loves and left with the class to go back to gorgeous Fullerton.!!!!!!!!!
It is so damn pretty the night view and morning view. Especially the "sunrise" 
There wasn't much of a sun to observe but we saw cloud change color from black to blue and orange. The guys told me I missed the best part tho~ damn you guys grrrrrr haha but I was still happy to be there watching the scene... It was so picturesque I was absolutely in love with it. Couldn't believe something so gorgeous could be seen in Singapore tho. Normally you would expect this beauty to be from another country~ 
Posted the photo almost everywhere LOL waiting to post on insta tomorrow or tonight!! 

Then we played Indian poker
Hahahahahahahahaha
Okay the whole thing was so funny I don't even know how to start. 
We were having such a great great time in the hotel room for 6 hours laughing out loud non stop surrounded by pillows and I had my AWESOME buckweed pillow made of beans. Okay it's damn comfortable with bed to lean on and sofa and the carpeted floor felt good too. 
Drinking games was so funny. Alvin was absolutely drunk. Like really bad. 
Initially it was okay... Like he stuttered a bit and a bit unstable. 
But we played Indian poker and he was too fun not to sabo. All of us shouting CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE! Then we must "shhhhhhhhh" cause scared kena chased out. And after a while we kinda forgot and started shouting again or cheering and I would boo at whichever ppidiot that lie to me. And A LOT of idiots lie to me! I so fun to bully meh?!??!?!
And my luck with cards was damn bad. Obviously the girls will help each other non stop cause girls protect girls. So when I got the lowest card Val was like "change" and I changed... And.... I got the lowest again. And changed. And changed. And changed. And changed. I think it was 4 times when she just gave up LOL not that I blame her I kinda accepted my fate to drink by then~