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Tuesday, February 4, 2014 10:00 PM

I feel so happy right now
Chinese New Year is like the best thing ever.
Meeting cousins. Playing with them n interact. 
I guess this Chinese new year was especially awesome cause I finally got to chat and play with cousins that I wanted to chat with for YEARS. 
And had my first gambling hehe 
I wanna learn mahjong too. It's such a social game~~

Tomorrow I'm gonna visit all the gay okay houses. I'm so so so excited. 
What outfit what outfit hmmm


Talked about political science. 
So so so much
I really want to join nus fass 
Like really really reallllllllyyyyyyyy 
It's ABB/C 
I'm pretty sure my Econs won't be an A
It might be a C or hopefully B 
Maths chem hopefully A 
Physics A/B 
Hopefully I get innnnnn 

Hehe okay I shall chuck it to the back of my mind until I take results :) 

I'm gonna buy my first expensive perfume. Or my first perfume. Hehe excited !! My birthday present advanced !

Anyways recently I've been thinking about how wonderful life is LOL 
So bimbo. Hehe but it is
Aside from waiting for my Prince Charming. 
My entire life is perfect. 

I have so many precious friends who are there for me. 
My family is flawless. 

The thing that surprised me is how much I genuinely love them

10:00 PM

I feel so thankful for my life right now 
Yesterday was beyond magicalll with gay okay.
Today I got to work with Lynn
But she's going off to Bali soon and finding another job so I feel quite sad. Like I'll miss her so much. No more work buddy. Like she's always there to depend on during work.. 
Hehe but I'm thankful to have her no matter what. 
And vernice too hahahhahaha
Vernice is funnier cause we talk to each other so much that we start to repeat the same stories to each other LOL 
And it's really really repitative. 
I dk why it's like when I see vernice I will feel this strong urge to tell her about my whole life. 
Tell her my happy moments. Sad moments. Angry moments. Lost moments. Compassionate moments. 
Especially funny moments. 
And amazing ones

I'm not scared if she roll her eyes at me and don't care me hehe 
Cause she's my sister !!!!! 
So I can just go on and on and I know she will love me and won't judge me anyway. 
Like I will be super excited and tell her my highlight of the day. Using hand action to describe. Jumping up and down. My voice automatically changes to a higher frequency when I get hyper. 
But I just feel happy telling her yay!!!!

Oh oh 

yesterday was so awesome 
Today morning on my way to meet a friend for lunch. 
I was in the bus. 
And I started crying LOL cause I feel so happy with my life. 
To have my parents who take time out for me no matter how busy they are... 
Chat with me. Joke with me. 
To have ver Lynn Jon Jing xav as My family.
To have my newest family. Gay Okay. 
And through the 8/9 days in Taiwan. 
I really feel like I bonded with Samuel Yunhsiu Darrin Waise George so much more individually. Ver is a duh LOL
I can't believe I can love them so much as brothers. 
Like Its to the point that I feel protective over them at times. And I wanna make sure they are happy. I don't want them to have any troubles or be affected badly by anything. 
And they love and take care of me so well too. 
Especially in Taiwan. 
A friend told me "sometimes guys be gentleman not cause they wanna be. It's cause they want that girl to get a good impression of them for their sake." 
I know of the existence of such guys. 
But I also know that this type of person does not exist amongst them. 
Sometimes people can see and differentiate between a genuine action and actions driven by a personal motive. 
For starters. It's hard to maintain 9 days of doing everything for me hehehehe 
And secondly. We all understand each other too well. 


I really felt like a princess. 
From carrying languages. to walking on uneven ground and steps. To simply feeling sleepy and having a shoulder to lean on. 
Even simple things like.. When I was falling asleep in the aircraft my head was falling everywhere. 
I woke up to Darrin trying to move my head to rest on the headrest so that my neck won't strain and I won't fall off my seat hehe 
Or them accompanying me until 4.30am to pack my lauggage on the last night of the trip and accidentally falling asleep halfway at 3.
Or the guys making sure that no matter what me and vernice do not walk at the back for the entire 8 days cause they're afraid for us. And then nagging at me cause my pace of walking is faster than a snail :) 

Haha how did a post about CNY escalate to this?? 
Now I'm in the train on my way to meet my next group of brothers before they enter NS ^^ 

Sometimes I find my whole life really spell bounding. 
When I was in p1 I never knew I could love people so much or be loved by others as much too 

Okok 
So anyway  
Throughout Chinese New Year it was freaking awesome. 
Day one went to visit fathers side and went to all my relatives houses aka 4/5 senior houses. Grandparents siblings. 
And 2 temples for my great grandparents. My uncle and my ahgong <3  
We played monopoly deal and somehow it was damn fun LOL IDK WHY hahaha 
Like really devious and challenging and all of us really wanted to win. 
And I GOT TO PLAY HALO 3!!!!!!
Oh yeah 
I learnt how to play FIFA on the day we had to go Samuel house to buy present for yh parents. 
I wanna learn mahjong. 
And maybe just maybe I wanna learn dota too. Hehe but that's just for me to kiv. 

Wa where was I? 
At one them when we went to my relative house we needed to entertain this p1 intelligent girl. So we played many games just to accommodate to her. 
Like heart attack LOL 
It was so fun hehe. 
But it dawned onto me how much my youngest cousin has grown. 
Like he's always the youngest cutest one to us cause he is so cute. 
Then me and my sis will always make games or bring games to accommodate to their age cause we are like their Jie Jie so it's up to us if we wanna bring the cousies closer or not. 
Last time when we were young we played treasure hunt. Then hide and seek. 
As we got older we start to play card games. 
And now we play dance central. Halo etc
To see my younger cousins accommodating to the p1 girl. It just really brought back memories ^^ everyone is growing up. 
My p2 cousin is in sec 3 now :O 
P1 cousin in sec 1 :O 
So that felt really cool to me too!!! 

Aside from bonding with the chern family 
I love the family culture so much 
Just everyone coming together :) feels so nice~ all very kind and funny and warm 

On chu er we will visit our mums side 
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