I posted that actually secretly believing that I won't fail gp. 

Yeap I gt that right 

Cause I really just passed it

Just scraped through 

With an E 

My reaction? 

I couldn't be happy or sad 

I was stunned 

Really really shocked 

Zoned out 

And I lost all mood to talk 

Cause I really don't know what to do or how to feel 

Took the train back with woodlands buddies 

Haze Jon yx 

And cried on the train while staring at Jon. 

How did I screw up my results.

But my tears then only released a millimeter of what I was feeling inside. 

Met up with a boy 

We sat and ate. 

I really tried to be me, the sociable funny me. But I couldn't. 

Countless moments of silence was due to me staring into nothingness.

The next day while working I thought about it and I wanted to cry. 

My eyes were brimming with tears until my girlfriend happened to walk past and comforted me. So I didn't cry then 

After work I was accompanied to west coast. Sat down and looked at the waters.

That's when I cried. 

Cried for my past. My regrets. My results. My fears. 

Cried like a dog hahahha for 2 hours or so 

And finally I felt better :)

At least I have accepted my results.

Taaaa daaaaaa

Lynn was such a sweetheart too! Comforting me with all the heartwarming words :)

Anyway after that I had meetups with radiance. Dance session with ver. Meet up with the CSS dancers. I don't think I met Lynn personally much but I have been talking to her a lot so it makes no difference. Outing with work friends. Outing with work friend. 

Met Daniel!!!!!! On Friday :D 

I miss him hahahaha

Both of us talking at the speed of light. With him already sounding intellectually smart while I'm merely attempting to. 

Went to ... This restaurant in rail mall

I realised that I keep going nice places with Daniel 

Rail mall has this pretty pretty good restaurant. One plate 18 bucks 

but REALLY GOOOD 

LIKE SUPER GOOD 

And really pretty 

And they gave free bread !!!! 

"Yes Singaporean. Free" Daniel rolled his eyes LOL 

So much to talk there's never ever enough time AT ALLLLLLLLLLLLL 

Talked about what's happening. Keeping each other updated. How's his NS life. Where he wanna go study. What I wanna study

And THENN we talked about current affairs. Both of us having our own perspectives. 

It's super cool 

He told me this 

"Each of your close friend should play a irrevocable role in your life. A listening ear. An advisor. A hyper friend. Different roles for the different sides of you." 

I'm like whoaaaaaaaaaaaaa 

Hahahhaha I never thought about it that way. 

I kinda just let things flow 

Like my close friends just meet up and chat!! 

Anyways 

So Thursday I took the day off 

Cause sleepy Gladys tasked me with the chance to choreograph for her student initiated item in my school dance concert!

OF COURSE I was nervous serious 

Half the steps I choreo I can't do 

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA 

Okay so I basically acted like some rich tycoon and stood there while directing them kekeke *evil smile*

okay JUST KIDDING 

I tried my best to demo the steps for them and show them the timing etc for each step. 

But of course my legs can't lift as high and theirs and my back can't bend as low as theirs. A street dancer choreographing for a contemp part for 30 seconds. 

I felt like it was a super super good opportunity for me to let my creative juices for dance run free. 

You know sometimes when you listen to music you can see a particular choreography in your mind? But when it comes down to it I can't execute cause either I have forgotten the exact steps, or I'm simply incapable. 

This chance is like handing me a group of relatively trained dancers and giving me the chance to project what I see in my mind to the audience. 

Showcase my imagination. 

So yes I'm super excited 

Choreographed around... 15 seconds so far? Hahhaaha 

Three and a half eights

I'm running low on inspiration

But I shall work hard !! 

Yes and the feedback was that the choreography was good!!! By both contemp and street dancers 

they were all super excited and jumping everywhere HAHAHA 

Or was that me.......? 

ANYWAY LOL 

Clement said the choreography was "sick" aka quite hard but cool. 

I'll make sure no matter how hard it is they will look good !!!! 

The shoes are a problem but okay we"ll leave that for next time 

YES NYJC IS HAVING OUR FIRST DANCE CONCERT ON 10MAY SATURDAY 

TWO SHOWS 3PM AND 7PM 

THE VENUE IS LT4 BUT DONT WORRY THE STAGE WILL BE ENHANCED AND EXCELLENT LIGHTING IS BROUGHT IN 

TICKETS WILL GO ON SALE ON 1ST APRIL AND I REALLY PREDICT THAT TICKETS WILL SELL OUT WITHIN AN HOUR SO GRAB YOUR TICKETS FAST

PRICED AT 12 BUCKS. SORRY!!!!

everyone is really practicing hard for this concert. Juniors. Seniors and ALUMNI !!!!! 

Aka my group of friends 

The item is really good 

Contemp is tango 

And ITS HARD 

Soooo hehehe okay come!!!!

Aiyah promotional efforts will go all out in time k kekeke now everyone is holding back first :) 

Oh anyway after that we went study session with Jaser1 kiddies 

And it's kinda funny to hear their stories etc 

Makes me miss school 

I always have fun with them either ways.

Their social skills are way higher than average so it's really fun and I feel very comfortable around them. No one is afraid to speak up and everyone just spam conversation hahahahaha 

Had a camwhore session 

And then I had to leave early to meet a boy for movie 

Non stop which was nice and it made me scared HAHAHA 

Oh ya the school has TWO SWINGS 

WHYYYY 

WHHHHHHYYY THEY HAVE THE SWINGS AFTER WE LEAVE 

DAAAAAAMN

ITS SO NICE!!!

Hahahaha okay 

Yesterday I spent the morning having Mac breakfast 

I posted that actually secretly believing that I won't fail gp. 

Yeap I gt that right 

Cause I really just passed it

Just scraped through 

With an E 

My reaction? 

I couldn't be happy or sad 

I was stunned 

Really really shocked 

Zoned out 

And I lost all mood to talk 

Cause I really don't know what to do or how to feel 

Took the train back with woodlands buddies 

Haze Jon yx 

And cried on the train while staring at Jon. 

How did I screw up my results.

But my tears then only released a millimeter of what I was feeling inside. 

Met up with a boy 

We sat and ate. 

I really tried to be me, the sociable funny me. But I couldn't. 

Countless moments of silence was due to me staring into nothingness.

The next day while working I thought about it and I wanted to cry. 

My eyes were brimming with tears until my girlfriend happened to walk past and comforted me. So I didn't cry then 

After work I was accompanied to west coast. Sat down and looked at the waters.

That's when I cried. 

Cried for my past. My regrets. My results. My fears. 

Cried like a dog hahahha for 2 hours or so 

And finally I felt better :)

At least I have accepted my results.

Taaaa daaaaaa

Lynn was such a sweetheart too! Comforting me with all the heartwarming words :)

Anyway after that I had meetups with radiance. Dance session with ver. Meet up with the CSS dancers. I don't think I met Lynn personally much but I have been talking to her a lot so it makes no difference. Outing with work friends. Outing with work friend. 

Met Daniel!!!!!! On Friday :D 

I miss him hahahaha

Both of us talking at the speed of light. With him already sounding intellectually smart while I'm merely attempting to. 

Went to ... This restaurant in rail mall

I realised that I keep going nice places with Daniel 

Rail mall has this pretty pretty good restaurant. One plate 18 bucks 

but REALLY GOOOD 

LIKE SUPER GOOD 

And really pretty 

And they gave free bread !!!! 

"Yes Singaporean. Free" Daniel rolled his eyes LOL 

So much to talk there's never ever enough time AT ALLLLLLLLLLLLL 

Talked about what's happening. Keeping each other updated. How's his NS life. Where he wanna go study. What I wanna study

And THENN we talked about current affairs. Both of us having our own perspectives. 

It's super cool 

He told me this 

"Each of your close friend should play a irrevocable role in your life. A listening ear. An advisor. A hyper friend. Different roles for the different sides of you." 

I'm like whoaaaaaaaaaaaaa 

Hahahhaha I never thought about it that way. 

I kinda just let things flow 

Like my close friends just meet up and chat!! 

Anyways 

So Thursday I took the day off 

Cause sleepy Gladys tasked me with the chance to choreograph for her student initiated item in my school dance concert!

OF COURSE I was nervous serious 

Half the steps I choreo I can't do 

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA 

Okay so I basically acted like some rich tycoon and stood there while directing them kekeke *evil smile*

okay JUST KIDDING 

I tried my best to demo the steps for them and show them the timing etc for each step. 

But of course my legs can't lift as high and theirs and my back can't bend as low as theirs. A street dancer choreographing for a contemp part for 30 seconds. 

I felt like it was a super super good opportunity for me to let my creative juices for dance run free. 

You know sometimes when you listen to music you can see a particular choreography in your mind? But when it comes down to it I can't execute cause either I have forgotten the exact steps, or I'm simply incapable. 

This chance is like handing me a group of relatively trained dancers and giving me the chance to project what I see in my mind to the audience. 

Showcase my imagination. 

So yes I'm super excited 

Choreographed around... 15 seconds so far? Hahhaaha 

Three and a half eights

I'm running low on inspiration

But I shall work hard !! 

Yes and the feedback was that the choreography was good!!! By both contemp and street dancers 

they were all super excited and jumping everywhere HAHAHA 

Or was that me.......? 

ANYWAY LOL 

Clement said the choreography was "sick" aka quite hard but cool. 

I'll make sure no matter how hard it is they will look good !!!! 

The shoes are a problem but okay we"ll leave that for next time 

YES NYJC IS HAVING OUR FIRST DANCE CONCERT ON 10MAY SATURDAY 

TWO SHOWS 3PM AND 7PM 

THE VENUE IS LT4 BUT DONT WORRY THE STAGE WILL BE ENHANCED AND EXCELLENT LIGHTING IS BROUGHT IN 

TICKETS WILL GO ON SALE ON 1ST APRIL AND I REALLY PREDICT THAT TICKETS WILL SELL OUT WITHIN AN HOUR SO GRAB YOUR TICKETS FAST

PRICED AT 12 BUCKS. SORRY!!!!

everyone is really practicing hard for this concert. Juniors. Seniors and ALUMNI !!!!! 

Aka my group of friends 

The item is really good 

Contemp is tango 

And ITS HARD 

Soooo hehehe okay come!!!!

Aiyah promotional efforts will go all out in time k kekeke now everyone is holding back first :) 

Oh anyway after that we went study session with Jaser1 kiddies 

And it's kinda funny to hear their stories etc 

Makes me miss school 

I always have fun with them either ways.

Their social skills are way higher than average so it's really fun and I feel very comfortable around them. No one is afraid to speak up and everyone just spam conversation hahahahaha 

Had a camwhore session 

And then I had to leave early to meet a boy for movie 

Non stop which was nice and it made me scared HAHAHA 

Oh ya the school has TWO SWINGS 

WHYYYY 

WHHHHHHYYY THEY HAVE THE SWINGS AFTER WE LEAVE 

DAAAAAAMN

ITS SO NICE!!!

Hahahaha okay 

Yesterday I spent the morning having Mac breakfast