I've reached a point whereby I don't even try to prove that I'm capable of things. What's the point of performing for judgmental people for the sake of their approval? I will do what I need and I will do what is right. There isn't a need to put on an act to show you what I can do in situations I don't need to. We all know what's gonna happen, even if I win their approval they're just gonna gossip about someone else like your friends, the people whom you care more about. 

It's so much easier behaving like the dumbass y'all truly think I am because all you are worth is that fake smile on my face. I can't be bothered to understand you, I can't be bothered to deeply understand your thoughts and judgemental views. 

Funny thing is how I thought we are really past that age of gossiping. I admit to gossiping when I was 13 and 14 years old. But I've stopped then, because you will realise what a shallow person you are. We are 20 and above, isn't it about time we stop using gossip as a conversation topic? How do you feel about hurting someone you know for the sake of making yourself seem interesting? Isn't that quite disgusting and immature? 

I don't get some people and I never will. All I'm gonna do is face you with a fake smile. Not because you're a conversation topic of to me but because I genuinely dislike you and I want nothing to do with you. 

I've reached a point whereby I don't even try to prove that I'm capable of things. What's the point of performing for judgmental people for the sake of their approval? I will do what I need and I will do what is right. There isn't a need to put on an act to show you what I can do in situations I don't need to. We all know what's gonna happen, even if I win their approval they're just gonna gossip about someone else like your friends, the people whom you care more about. 

It's so much easier behaving like the dumbass y'all truly think I am because all you are worth is that fake smile on my face. I can't be bothered to understand you, I can't be bothered to deeply understand your thoughts and judgemental views. 

Funny thing is how I thought we are really past that age of gossiping. I admit to gossiping when I was 13 and 14 years old. But I've stopped then, because you will realise what a shallow person you are. We are 20 and above, isn't it about time we stop using gossip as a conversation topic? How do you feel about hurting someone you know for the sake of making yourself seem interesting? Isn't that quite disgusting and immature? 

I don't get some people and I never will. All I'm gonna do is face you with a fake smile. Not because you're a conversation topic of to me but because I genuinely dislike you and I want nothing to do with you.