They simply keep nagging over like every single thing 

And my mum doesn't allow me to stay hall cause it's single room and not double room. Like can't understand cause so many people already stay in it 

Anyway yesterday and the day before that was a really fun day!! 

Like super fun 

Yesterday we had BBQ at this senior house called ziyang 

It was super fun cause I haven't seen the og in so long!!!! And this time I didn't have any responsibilities with me at all so I simply jump from clique to clique and played. Like I think I was really in my own element like in school. I enjoy being in big groups and just talking to everybody. 

So like when I reached it was a little boring so I just entertained myself by talking to Eugene about dance. Then boonz wanted to join in the conver so I'm like okay but it was a bit hard hahahaha 

After that I talked to boonz for a while like about his blog and everything. It so interesting to hear people's stories. Like he wants to make his blog famous. 

Then we moved on to preparing the sotong together like putting the sambal sauce and everything and talking. I think I bitched about this person a little too much LOL like too much cause I usually don't bitch but whatever. Things really happened. 

After we were done and done playing the music hahaha

We played dai di with the freshies! It was super fun like at moments we were like omg hahaha and asshole revolution 

And my position still stayed the same LOL 

Then after that I was basically running around talking to many people like my cousin 

The day before that had Ogl meeting and watch amazing formations of ndp 

Later in going to visit them during pre camp!!!

I met Joshua in the morning and we played in the bus all the way to Vivo. Played get rich in the bus whereby I carried him to win a round and he carried me the next round. 

We played fighting game. Tickling. Talking about everything like the reflection by keppel which he talked too fast and sounded like blubblubblub 

Tickled and shoot each other 

Reached Lynn house and baked made the marshmallow thing together with Joshua. Helped Lynn a little with guidance but mildly. She baked for tikiat a peanut butter cake which turned out idk what hehe 

I played with Lynn baby cousin Xavier raymus and Corrine it was quite fun and they talked to me. And her doggies hehe 

After that I met Wilson aka my cousin LOL for dinner and sushi tei for my fantastic unagi super yummy 

Then we went to daily scoop and sat outside the mrt there to talk. He went for puff puff then we went coffee bean till we talked to 11.20pm omg from like 8pm siao. 

Me and him talked so much about the religion like history. Palestain thing and smoking and relationships. It was super fun and interesting . Sometimes I wonder if I'm a good listener or he's a good talker but he never stops talking or leading the conversation. But I guess I learn to really be more confident of myself. After S24 and Ogl for arts camp.

Don't be afraid or shy about who you are or what are your norms compared to others. Not drinking/smoking/coffee does not make you a loser. Most of the time you are a winner cause you're not dependent on these substances or require large amounts of it. 

I learnt to find back my lost determination and prepare myself to go all out when I need to with confidence. My decisions might not always be wrong or right because there really isn't wrong or right. But I can persuade people to at least respect my choices based on my reasons or thinking. Even if they disagree. 

I learnt how to find confidence and strength from within to go all out to my ability. And I am ready to study really hard next semester. Just like I'm dancing my ass off now. 

Today my stomach felt painful 

And I really wasn't sure if it was gastric, muscle ache core gas attack flu 

But I had such a fun day hehe 

Tomorrow I'm meeting Joshua in morning and Jinggy at evening and dance at night 

Looking forward too :)

Monday was spent with T4 for lunch in the afternoon then Yunhsiu at evening night and open class at night

Tuesday spent with Vernice at her house eating yogurt then dance at night 

Wednesday spent alone at home watching running man and having the time of my life + dance at night 

Thursday yesterday spent meeting radiance and HTHT for 4 straight magical hours idk how we did it at all hehe. Just talking about everything and dance at night 

Friday today is spent meeting Lynn at 3.30 in nus and then going for dance at night

Yesterday the meet up with radiance was so awesome. It's like we caught up so much and showed each other all the videos we wanted to ever. Talked about like her friends at camp and in school all the things and we really talked in depth about our lives. From religion to relationship to annoying people in the og to LBGT hehe. I loved hearing her stories in school like about the people. She could probably talk so much about them because obviously I don't know them hahaha. So different from sec sch and jc it's a different kind of friendship. And she told me what she thought of certain things too! What's best is we plan to watch high school musical hehe the next time we meet!!! So I'm excited 

Dance in general has been so fun but perhaps just yesterday it really sucks. I need to start sleeping earlier idk why I have problems sleeping. I guess it's past my bedtime hour when I start to feel like I should sleep which is 3-4. I'll need to start sleeping at 1-2 hehe thing to do tonight!!!! 

Dance then 😊 

Yesterday we learnt how to breathe while dancing. It sounds lame but many people don't know how to breathe. Most of the time people hold their breath while they dance because you're so caught up with firing strong steps for the audience. But if I learn how to breathe I think that it will really help me with my dance. To pace my dance better or to look stronger at certain steps will definitely be a great asset to have. 

Second thing, the big difference between a secondary school dance standard and a open category dance standard. It's huge. Kiko was explaining to me how the vibe of a seasoned dancer is different from the vibe of new dancers. Somehow the confidence and the ability to take ownership of the steps - to control the strength fired properly, both can be shown and can be felt. This was the trait that I was most impressed with during dance works. I saw other groups being really confident and dancing their heart out. It makes me really want to join along. Their neatness didn't matter at all cause I really stopped watching out for mistakes, I was simply trying to take in their strong all encompassing vibe. 

Next would be my usage of legs. I think it's quite a pity that my legs are really strong but I don't use it enough. One can use the strength from legs for your body and it's really two times more strength for your  body. Use legs to push your body up faster and stronger or to go down lower. Don't have lazy or murky steps especially regarding the legs because I have been picked out about it before. Legs should be picked up and should be as clear as the hands. 

Oh I learnt how to sing the song in the head alr and dance it exactly on beat. Because it's hard to listen to music and follow after that. It has to be in real time. Like I can hear the music in my mind at the exact same time as the music playing outside. Then I can dance exactly to the right music at exactly the right timing. Need to remember tho!!

Remembering choreo is something I'm getting better at but still a bit lacking. I will definitely try again tonight :)

It's so unexplainable the joy that dance brings me now. It feels like this best friend that's with me even when I'm alone. I can dance and smile freely and feel so much happiness even when I'm alone. I enjoy groove. It's tough but I feel like it embodies the true form of dance. Freedom of movement towards the music. Today the dance prac made me so happy cause there were little lines or sharp accent, just groove on its own. The dance instructor was damn damn cute like when he smiled and this is quite bad of me to say this since I have a boyfriend hahahahhahaha. Idk how to say I feel like strangers can connect through their love of this activity dance. It feels like part of my soul and my life. I really can't do a week without dancing. 

Choreographed group dancing feels so suffocating at times. It makes me love open classes cause you really don't have to care about anyone else but you and your love for dance. 

Ballet and jazz is so rigid at times. Especially for the lines and exact angle. Groove just feels so right even tho it's damn different. 

I really feel like I'm in love with this best friend I've never met. And this best friend will definitely be a lifelong friend cause I don't think I can do without it, at least for now. It is too big part of my life and it gives me too much happiness to forget about it. I really can't think of anything else I rather do but dance and maybe study occasionally. 

I really love today and I really enjoy dancing. 

Met up with a few T4 friends this afternoon too! Then met Yunhsiu for a while for dinner at standing sushi bar and some bonding. He told me about army and what they do when they train. It sounds boring but somehow the way he said it fascinated me cause I could really imagine his story in real life. Now I'm alone in the bus feeling like I'm on top of the world as the most popular person when in fact I'm not. Somehow I feel so rich even tho my wallet is empty hahhaa 

This is something I won't forget. 

Anne Hathaway says take a step back and truly love yourself for who you are. One day you can feel this sense of love and compassion for people and things around you.

I will breathe and love my life definitely 😊

Dance then 😊 

Yesterday we learnt how to breathe while dancing. It sounds lame but many people don't know how to breathe. Most of the time people hold their breath while they dance because you're so caught up with firing strong steps for the audience. But if I learn how to breathe I think that it will really help me with my dance. To pace my dance better or to look stronger at certain steps will definitely be a great asset to have. 

Second thing, the big difference between a secondary school dance standard and a open category dance standard. It's huge. Kiko was explaining to me how the vibe of a seasoned dancer is different from the vibe of new dancers. Somehow the confidence and the ability to take ownership of the steps - to control the strength fired properly, both can be shown and can be felt. This was the trait that I was most impressed with during dance works. I saw other groups being really confident and dancing their heart out. It makes me really want to join along. Their neatness didn't matter at all cause I really stopped watching out for mistakes, I was simply trying to take in their strong all encompassing vibe. 

Next would be my usage of legs. I think it's quite a pity that my legs are really strong but I don't use it enough. One can use the strength from legs for your body and it's really two times more strength for your  body. Use legs to push your body up faster and stronger or to go down lower. Don't have lazy or murky steps especially regarding the legs because I have been picked out about it before. Legs should be picked up and should be as clear as the hands. 

Oh I learnt how to sing the song in the head alr and dance it exactly on beat. Because it's hard to listen to music and follow after that. It has to be in real time. Like I can hear the music in my mind at the exact same time as the music playing outside. Then I can dance exactly to the right music at exactly the right timing. Need to remember tho!!

Remembering choreo is something I'm getting better at but still a bit lacking. I will definitely try again tonight :)

They simply keep nagging over like every single thing 

And my mum doesn't allow me to stay hall cause it's single room and not double room. Like can't understand cause so many people already stay in it 

Anyway yesterday and the day before that was a really fun day!! 

Like super fun 

Yesterday we had BBQ at this senior house called ziyang 

It was super fun cause I haven't seen the og in so long!!!! And this time I didn't have any responsibilities with me at all so I simply jump from clique to clique and played. Like I think I was really in my own element like in school. I enjoy being in big groups and just talking to everybody. 

So like when I reached it was a little boring so I just entertained myself by talking to Eugene about dance. Then boonz wanted to join in the conver so I'm like okay but it was a bit hard hahahaha 

After that I talked to boonz for a while like about his blog and everything. It so interesting to hear people's stories. Like he wants to make his blog famous. 

Then we moved on to preparing the sotong together like putting the sambal sauce and everything and talking. I think I bitched about this person a little too much LOL like too much cause I usually don't bitch but whatever. Things really happened. 

After we were done and done playing the music hahaha

We played dai di with the freshies! It was super fun like at moments we were like omg hahaha and asshole revolution 

And my position still stayed the same LOL 

Then after that I was basically running around talking to many people like my cousin 

The day before that had Ogl meeting and watch amazing formations of ndp 

Later in going to visit them during pre camp!!!

I met Joshua in the morning and we played in the bus all the way to Vivo. Played get rich in the bus whereby I carried him to win a round and he carried me the next round. 

We played fighting game. Tickling. Talking about everything like the reflection by keppel which he talked too fast and sounded like blubblubblub 

Tickled and shoot each other 

Reached Lynn house and baked made the marshmallow thing together with Joshua. Helped Lynn a little with guidance but mildly. She baked for tikiat a peanut butter cake which turned out idk what hehe 

I played with Lynn baby cousin Xavier raymus and Corrine it was quite fun and they talked to me. And her doggies hehe 

After that I met Wilson aka my cousin LOL for dinner and sushi tei for my fantastic unagi super yummy 

Then we went to daily scoop and sat outside the mrt there to talk. He went for puff puff then we went coffee bean till we talked to 11.20pm omg from like 8pm siao. 

Me and him talked so much about the religion like history. Palestain thing and smoking and relationships. It was super fun and interesting . Sometimes I wonder if I'm a good listener or he's a good talker but he never stops talking or leading the conversation. But I guess I learn to really be more confident of myself. After S24 and Ogl for arts camp.

Don't be afraid or shy about who you are or what are your norms compared to others. Not drinking/smoking/coffee does not make you a loser. Most of the time you are a winner cause you're not dependent on these substances or require large amounts of it. 

I learnt to find back my lost determination and prepare myself to go all out when I need to with confidence. My decisions might not always be wrong or right because there really isn't wrong or right. But I can persuade people to at least respect my choices based on my reasons or thinking. Even if they disagree. 

I learnt how to find confidence and strength from within to go all out to my ability. And I am ready to study really hard next semester. Just like I'm dancing my ass off now. 

Today my stomach felt painful 

And I really wasn't sure if it was gastric, muscle ache core gas attack flu 

But I had such a fun day hehe 

Tomorrow I'm meeting Joshua in morning and Jinggy at evening and dance at night 

Looking forward too :)

Monday was spent with T4 for lunch in the afternoon then Yunhsiu at evening night and open class at night

Tuesday spent with Vernice at her house eating yogurt then dance at night 

Wednesday spent alone at home watching running man and having the time of my life + dance at night 

Thursday yesterday spent meeting radiance and HTHT for 4 straight magical hours idk how we did it at all hehe. Just talking about everything and dance at night 

Friday today is spent meeting Lynn at 3.30 in nus and then going for dance at night

Yesterday the meet up with radiance was so awesome. It's like we caught up so much and showed each other all the videos we wanted to ever. Talked about like her friends at camp and in school all the things and we really talked in depth about our lives. From religion to relationship to annoying people in the og to LBGT hehe. I loved hearing her stories in school like about the people. She could probably talk so much about them because obviously I don't know them hahaha. So different from sec sch and jc it's a different kind of friendship. And she told me what she thought of certain things too! What's best is we plan to watch high school musical hehe the next time we meet!!! So I'm excited 

Dance in general has been so fun but perhaps just yesterday it really sucks. I need to start sleeping earlier idk why I have problems sleeping. I guess it's past my bedtime hour when I start to feel like I should sleep which is 3-4. I'll need to start sleeping at 1-2 hehe thing to do tonight!!!! 

Dance then 😊 

Yesterday we learnt how to breathe while dancing. It sounds lame but many people don't know how to breathe. Most of the time people hold their breath while they dance because you're so caught up with firing strong steps for the audience. But if I learn how to breathe I think that it will really help me with my dance. To pace my dance better or to look stronger at certain steps will definitely be a great asset to have. 

Second thing, the big difference between a secondary school dance standard and a open category dance standard. It's huge. Kiko was explaining to me how the vibe of a seasoned dancer is different from the vibe of new dancers. Somehow the confidence and the ability to take ownership of the steps - to control the strength fired properly, both can be shown and can be felt. This was the trait that I was most impressed with during dance works. I saw other groups being really confident and dancing their heart out. It makes me really want to join along. Their neatness didn't matter at all cause I really stopped watching out for mistakes, I was simply trying to take in their strong all encompassing vibe. 

Next would be my usage of legs. I think it's quite a pity that my legs are really strong but I don't use it enough. One can use the strength from legs for your body and it's really two times more strength for your  body. Use legs to push your body up faster and stronger or to go down lower. Don't have lazy or murky steps especially regarding the legs because I have been picked out about it before. Legs should be picked up and should be as clear as the hands. 

Oh I learnt how to sing the song in the head alr and dance it exactly on beat. Because it's hard to listen to music and follow after that. It has to be in real time. Like I can hear the music in my mind at the exact same time as the music playing outside. Then I can dance exactly to the right music at exactly the right timing. Need to remember tho!!

Remembering choreo is something I'm getting better at but still a bit lacking. I will definitely try again tonight :)

It's so unexplainable the joy that dance brings me now. It feels like this best friend that's with me even when I'm alone. I can dance and smile freely and feel so much happiness even when I'm alone. I enjoy groove. It's tough but I feel like it embodies the true form of dance. Freedom of movement towards the music. Today the dance prac made me so happy cause there were little lines or sharp accent, just groove on its own. The dance instructor was damn damn cute like when he smiled and this is quite bad of me to say this since I have a boyfriend hahahahhahaha. Idk how to say I feel like strangers can connect through their love of this activity dance. It feels like part of my soul and my life. I really can't do a week without dancing. 

Choreographed group dancing feels so suffocating at times. It makes me love open classes cause you really don't have to care about anyone else but you and your love for dance. 

Ballet and jazz is so rigid at times. Especially for the lines and exact angle. Groove just feels so right even tho it's damn different. 

I really feel like I'm in love with this best friend I've never met. And this best friend will definitely be a lifelong friend cause I don't think I can do without it, at least for now. It is too big part of my life and it gives me too much happiness to forget about it. I really can't think of anything else I rather do but dance and maybe study occasionally. 

I really love today and I really enjoy dancing. 

Met up with a few T4 friends this afternoon too! Then met Yunhsiu for a while for dinner at standing sushi bar and some bonding. He told me about army and what they do when they train. It sounds boring but somehow the way he said it fascinated me cause I could really imagine his story in real life. Now I'm alone in the bus feeling like I'm on top of the world as the most popular person when in fact I'm not. Somehow I feel so rich even tho my wallet is empty hahhaa 

This is something I won't forget. 

Anne Hathaway says take a step back and truly love yourself for who you are. One day you can feel this sense of love and compassion for people and things around you.

I will breathe and love my life definitely 😊

Dance then 😊 

Yesterday we learnt how to breathe while dancing. It sounds lame but many people don't know how to breathe. Most of the time people hold their breath while they dance because you're so caught up with firing strong steps for the audience. But if I learn how to breathe I think that it will really help me with my dance. To pace my dance better or to look stronger at certain steps will definitely be a great asset to have. 

Second thing, the big difference between a secondary school dance standard and a open category dance standard. It's huge. Kiko was explaining to me how the vibe of a seasoned dancer is different from the vibe of new dancers. Somehow the confidence and the ability to take ownership of the steps - to control the strength fired properly, both can be shown and can be felt. This was the trait that I was most impressed with during dance works. I saw other groups being really confident and dancing their heart out. It makes me really want to join along. Their neatness didn't matter at all cause I really stopped watching out for mistakes, I was simply trying to take in their strong all encompassing vibe. 

Next would be my usage of legs. I think it's quite a pity that my legs are really strong but I don't use it enough. One can use the strength from legs for your body and it's really two times more strength for your  body. Use legs to push your body up faster and stronger or to go down lower. Don't have lazy or murky steps especially regarding the legs because I have been picked out about it before. Legs should be picked up and should be as clear as the hands. 

Oh I learnt how to sing the song in the head alr and dance it exactly on beat. Because it's hard to listen to music and follow after that. It has to be in real time. Like I can hear the music in my mind at the exact same time as the music playing outside. Then I can dance exactly to the right music at exactly the right timing. Need to remember tho!!

Remembering choreo is something I'm getting better at but still a bit lacking. I will definitely try again tonight :)

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